Pesantren I'M In Love
21. shocking confession

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"there is no .." I said coldly still annoyed at Ustadz Farhan

"wait don't forget today afternoon training schedule there will be an announcement." he said passed.

beuhhh lazy it feels like for me to join pencak silat training is not my style ....

lunch hour .

I walked into the dining room following my friend I walked casually to pick up the dishes, spooned then wept the rice I took the tempe stir fry side dishes plus long beans and a balado egg

I'm sitting next to "ci's, where's ayu??"much

"mayu blum here again to the room ustadzah maryam.."jawbanya

"oh,,,,"

sarah just stared at me while eating

"why sar???" much

"papa anti ga what's up ??"her question convinced me

"hmmm.."sarah seemed to know I was thinking something.

"girls...ntar afternoon I have pencak silat training .

"oh ...okay.do not run again anti-sil.."ledek chirp.

I just sing my lips

"there will be problems sil ....?"greet Sarah from the back

"was it looking??" suddenly I sat on one of the benches followed by Sarah and poured into her arms

"astagfirullah...why sil?? have you guessed anti have a problem story oruh ??are we friends ?"I always felt comfortable with Sarah

I told the story with vito , the incident with ustadz Farhan from A to Z to Sarah

"mening anti-salat istikharah, please may Allah instruct you which is best for anti.." followed sarah "oh yeah later after you practice it take the three of you somewhere deh , will love it..."

"where???"much

"there is" he answered to make me kepo

I've been wearing pangsi style pencak silat we practice making several lines following the movements of ustadz Rahman and azam

I'm a little lazy because it's not my interest plus my bad mood today I don't really listen ,while on the edge of the room my three friends faithfully wait for me to exercise my sense of longing on my friends are treated with their presence

"the anti foot is less wide" suddenly someone kicked my leg slowly to widen it made me surprised

"and this is the wrong hand"he touched my hand and confirmed his position without looking at me making me nervous at once the sun did not make my hand warm it was cold because I was nervous

"anti use energy dong,anti have not eaten the mother lemes very.."sini.

"it's an impromptu heart disease I relapse if again deket ni mano.aduh shame I where my hands are cold again.."belinku.

arriving

"hold on.hey hey.not muhrim.."hey.

"vito...ngapain loe here??"much

"go follow pencak silat is, Chloe don't see my clothes??" azam stared at the jaded vito and went towards the others looking at the position of the other santri

"when have you been ???"I raised my eyebrows next door

"since today, besides I'm a fight experience, the idea is also time at home often sports MMA has its own instructor is not much different from pencak silat, has pegel pegel nih body gaerakin..."he said while jumping jump warming

"all want to worry about you.."whispers in my ears even though blocked by the veil but enough to make me a little amused especially with his words, I widened my eyes and slightly moved away from him.

"ko I was so afraid ya loe ,liat loe felt like psycho tau ikh.." I took a shoulder to the nudity of Vito.

the exercise is over we're cooling ustadz Rahman announced something

"well assalamualaikum, soon to be held the annual pencak silat match of Cireb* as usual every year the AL-AMANAH pesantren always send their representatives ,this year the pesantren sent several representatives to compete ustadz will announce one by one

1.Nursyamsiyah ftri

2.Rizal Muhammad's

3.Andini Ramadani

4.Setiawan

6.Fateh Al-razzam or commonly called azam

I was lehe lehe and was drinking choking

"uhuk......."

shocked gasps round my eyes at the name and look at my friend who was just as surprised as me ....

"anti why sil ???so drink up said basmallah first.." ustadz Rahman stopped the announcement and turned all eyes towards me.

" we continue and even though only 6 are representatives of the pesantren but all who follow pencak silat can come to provide support in the city square.... the show's tomorrow "hereinafter

"ustadz I'm allowed to go to the toilet .

"apahh so fateh it is azam ..so the letter is from.."that's all I had in mind ....

"silll.so ..." ayu, Cici and sarah looked at me as if we were telepathic now

"gue also did not expect ..." I muttered ...

today was a tiring day for me I laid my body on the bed with my feet against the wall like a candle-like gesture while chatting

"but when did the hell send a letter ?"I said while twirling the pink letter

"anti budeg is obviously his name tuh fateh Al-razzam he azam.." replied ayu while opening the hadith.

"but all this time he was indifferent, I even spelled out judes.." said I remember every incident when I met Azam.

"kalo really want clarity anti-question just directly the same person" replied sarah relaxed

" ikh ogah akh najong tralala I same he wants to be inaro where my face ?? you guys have been in this pesantren for a long time when his name was not known....?"ketuaku

"anti face there sil ga where going." replied plain cici

"pfftt. hahahaha anti bener ci.."we all laughed.

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"sil rather than anti-jalau mening asked?"said Sarah look at my face that looks upset

"iya sil ,,, howh really sil is the basis of a soul mate tuh azam.."pointing ayu towards the azam that is in front of us ...

"ikh don't akh I'm afraid, my time is all my self-esteem ..."rengekku

without listening to my words they pushed my body closer to the chastisement

"ayooooookkk silll cepeettt.."push them.

"how do I say??"

they continued to push with me against the end because the difference in strength one on three of my body was pushed even hit the azam, with no sin they ran back and peeked behind the walls of the classroom

"duggs...."

"anti the habit of playing a hit so why now again look for the reason signal???"he said cold

"let me also say whether he's so males me" my inner

"emmhhh anu it's, i....want it??"I was nervous not daring to look into her eyes looking at me sharply, I played both my index fingers because I did not know what to say

"that's zam, no matter what the hell it's nanyanya ...it's a letter...."I was really confused where to start plus the shame and prestige of having to ask him if later it turns out that it is not the oath of residence I keresekin nih face throw into the sea ,males, I saw his proud face

.dig..dug....dag......

"what does anti-warning letter mean???sick letter???"the back of asking that didn't show the slightest smile made me even more convinced to end this conversation

for a moment I felt disappointed in the heart, because the doom did not confess either because it was not the punishment of the person who was clearly my hope if the letter was from him

"emmhhh I mean just want to say the weather is bright huh??" my grin was sour I did not wait for long to immediately take out the thousand steps yet I moved away the azam holding my arm

"wait, it's so funny, sil...hahaha??"he said with a laugh, I became confused by his attitude what he was laughing at, but even more laughing did not stop

"oh stomach pain ana,,,, afwan afwan ..." suddenly his face now turned serious.

"yes, that letter ana sent, that one,afwan ana is not good at approaching ukhti like vito ana is also not good at gombal like aki ana is also not as friendly as ustadz Farhan can even be spelled out every meeting we have debated continuously ,but honestly ana likes the same anti .." her words make my heart cheer for joy, my face red blush feel there is electricity all over my body

"why did I not understand it when I was with vito or ustadz Farhan .."my inner asked

my mouth was suddenly mute and could not say anything

"yes we can talk later, it is better now anti to class ana also want to return to class , especially here we are just alone and you do not want to cause slander, because,

assalamualaikum.."azam walked past me who was still silent sculpting.....