Pesantren I'M In Love
27. disappointed

"the reason I thought it was a ghost.." I said, still trying to calm my own heart.

"hahahaha ghost, when there was a ghost as good as ana." he said approaching.

I ended up sitting on the stairs for a moment

"my heart is almost dislodged tau ngga, my feet slimes until the echo nih.." I said clear

"the anti-wake section of the tumben, to the mosque want to what??"ask her

"yes prayer is the time to dogem.." I said cynically.

"where's the anti-veil??"tanyanya saw me

I fumbled my head I forgot to wear a veil

"oh I forgot again, I don't wear a veil I think there will be no one." I explained

"the next time don't forget .." he said

"loe's own tumben in the mosque.."I asked back.

"yes it is the anti new people this time to the mosque at this hour, the usual tahajud prayer in the mosque.ya already ana first..."

I took ablution and rushed to the mosque to pray istikharah....

finish the prayer I intend to return to the room once if I have prayed God's love drowsiness for me.....

"sil.." I heard my name called and turned to the source of the voice.

"why??"much

"ana wants to talk for a while with anti,,,, ekhmm ana does not know how to captivate women because this is the first time you like women ,ana will not force anti to reciprocate feelings ana,ana will also never curb anti to be close to anyone as vito or ustadz Farhan do because ana love anti because of god,ana want to anti accept ana not because of coercion...."he said with a smile

"where does he know if ustadz Farhan and vito." as if my mind.

"ana always accidentally anti time mergokin anti called to the office ana accidentally to the office also to meet ustadzah nurul but he no anti clay is chatting and heard, he said,fitting this morning near the toilet in the sports hall ana want to go to the toilet ana also accidentally saw anti along with vito that block anti hand"

why is there a sense of disappointment in my heart when Azam says it is like he just resigned and does not want to fight for me, dapetin,

I fell silent, without excuse my tears just dripped

"anti why cry ??"ask the one who wants to wipe my tears

my mouth loudly spoke without consciously letting out my heart

"so loe nyerah, so loe ngaku lost to vito and ustadz Farhan...gue..gue...sama loe ...suka loe ... but loe ...."I was even more uncontrollable I just left not wanting to linger with azam....

azam chased from behind but because I had entered the female dormitory he stopped his steps

I hurriedly wiped my tears and immediately rushed into the room and lay down this incident increasingly made me unable to close my eyes

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the next day because I was only able to close my eyes at half 4 am, I woke up late even during the morning prayers once in a while I closed my morning prayers I was in a prostrate position to close my eyes

"sill...sill..want to sleep??"ask ayu

"anti silicone why the tumben is very, overnight anti sleep?"added sarah

"nga" I answered briefly

"it's been disbanded shame tau anti diliatin.sama santri others"ajak ayu.

"go drowsiness yu.." I said.

"yes but died sleeping in the room, I woke up" she said

I had to wake up with hard-fought eyes plus a tearful scar last night

"anti eye why sil ,abis cry to??"ask ayu

"ngga, yu hunted I sleepy.." I walk with gontai who still uses the face only on the top

because my eyes are moist plus sleepy I become heartless

bruukkk....

I hit someone

"sill wait.."speckik sarah.

"sarah, why priscil???"ask azam who feels strange and thinks "what because of last night" he murmured

"you know the power is over the cry ukhti." replied sarah.

ayu accidentally heard the azam speech that was muttering but still he could hear

"antum what to zam???"ask ayu

"zam honest with us antum likes priscil???"sarah azam was silent for a long time

"already to zam ngaku wae, we also already know the antum letter to ukhti ....do not have something happened between you guys who make priscil like this...??"tanya ayu probed

azam just left without answering the questions ayu and sarah who were their guesses were all right

today the pesantren is busy with preparation for tahfidz qur'an graduation ceremony held tomorrow I am GR with ustadzah Fatimah all busy including my three friends tomorrow will also be attended by donors and some kyai and sheikhs from pesantren

pesantren decorated in such a way that it looks luxurious

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the anticipated day will finally begin the invited guests have come including my father

when the familiar car came I ran and slammed into his arms and mamah

kangen it feels especially when my heart is not because of this I hug my father and mama long as not wanting to be separated by hugging them alone feels less burden my heart

"dad's son how's he doing, you naughty, right ??"ask dad I'm shaking

"said ka tyas said he was running away???"ask mama

"ngga mah ,uuhh basic ngadu kemaren is again there is an outing.." I replied.

I don't care if my friends see my promise to both of my parents

"wihhhh kaya Priscil is very dear to her parents yes, very lucky so she.." said Fikri

taken by the others I brought my mother and father to meet my friend

"assalamualaikum, wah these are his friends priscil ya sorryin priscil ya if you like ngerepotin.." said mamah.

"what about mom, even ko priscil his son good ko" said sarah

"have you done it, how are you??"ask dad

"alhamdulilah good sir.kalo father same mother herself??"ask her back

"hemm sober.."sinisku.

"the priscil....!!okay ko.." replied father

"Tante, I know my vito "vito

"oh, Vito's also moving??"ask dad

"iya om from Bandung as well." he replied.

"yeah already that we live first yes .adek father same mamah there first.."pamit father and passed.

"is it????"ledek Ramdan and Fikri

"ikhhhh nyebelin..here you guys I jitak ..."my anger and pursue them.

"do you know you guys are rivals for dapetin priscil to??"say ayu to azam and vito who stare at each other cynically

"compete healthily" said sarah

ayu and cici recite saritilawah along with its meaning , while sarah reads hadith, Fikri preaches and doomsday recites the holy verse of the Koran ....arrived when they were at graduation handing over the charter to each santri who passed the tahfidz qur'an ,

at the end of Fatimah's graduation ceremony called me and at my request he brought the keyboard to the stage

I went up on stage wearing brown stelan and sunglasses sitting on a chair in front of a keyboard and performing Aisha's wife Rasulullah (satyan version) all stunned including myself felt peaceful feels .......

when the song was over they cheered and applauded including my parents .....