Please Let go of me
Chapter 22 - Accepting destiny

A little child ran towards the Holy One and hugged him tightly, as if to gain the affection of a mother. A hug that happened for a few seconds and re-released it by throwing a happy smiling face. The little girl who always liked her presence, like she had known for a long time. 

"Rasidha, why are you looking at me like that?" holy Tanya who smiled, always invited the little boy to communicate. He knew, otherwise would get the answer, because of past trauma. 

Quickly the little girl shook her head, touching Sacred's face with tears. Staring fixed and eye contact each other, making the two drift in their respective feelings. "Don't cry, won't Rasidha eat? Join the others" he said, wiping the tears of the five-year-old girl.

Rashida again shook her head in a lack of excitement, it had been a long time since she had felt a mouthful from a mother. Saints understood that, and immediately took out a plate of food and fed it affectionately. "Will not eat? It doesn't matter, I'll bribe you, "he said, showing open mouth for the little girl to follow. 

One mouthful managed to enter the mouth, Rasidha was so happy that he hugged Saints tightly. This time his tears were coming out, could feel the feeding of a small child. 

"My Lord.This is what it's like to be a mother? My pain has lessened since this child approached me, how can I go?" his mind is a little sad.

Bribes by mouth escaped into the small mouth, as if they were complementary to each other. 

"Anyone who sees you must think you are Rasidha's mother" said someone who attracted attention. 

The saint turned to the source of the voice, and saw a sacrifice approaching them. "Mr Zaid?" 

"What are you doing here?" asked Zaid who welcomed Rasidha's embrace, likening her height to the little girl. "Is this stomach full?" tanyanya while releasing a hug, only get a reply in the form of a nod of the head once.

"I just finished feeding her a meal, the other kids are so voracious. But Rasidha had not eaten anything since morning," Suci explained, bowing her head.

Zaid nodded his head, smiling from behind the turban that covered his face. "You look good."

"Does it look like that?" 

"Yes, that's right. You seem to have adapted here" Zaid said. 

"I'm comfortable here, but it won't last long."

"Can I know why?" 

"So fast?"  Zaid was very surprised by the departure of the Saints who soon left the foundation. Dejected by a disappointed look, turned his attention to Rasidha. 

"Forget it!" holy Cetus. 

"Hem, Rasidha.I have to go, play with him first." Said Zaid who was nodding his head by the little girl.

Zaid stepped foot into the foundation, as usual donating part of his salary to help children who had lost their families. While the Saints returned to play with Rasidha and also invited the other children. 

Playing with children makes him forget about the evening, set foot into a room that only fits two people. Seeing the atmosphere of that simple place, his heart felt touched because he had been living well. "How's this? What am I supposed to do? There are only four days left, am I ready for this?" his murmurs that covered his mouth used his hands. 

Holding a still flat stomach and smiling happily, she had already gotten an answer from her prayer. "I'll be back, giving you your identity and also the affection of a father." Tears returned as she let go of everything that had happened to her. 

Saints do not pay attention to how the husband has betrayed him, most importantly his son get fair affection. 

At night, stretch prayer mats and wear mukenah. Worship the creator, pray that he will be strong in the household. 

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A man cannot sleep when the words of a woman still come to his mind, for some reason he feels disappointed by the decision. "Why did he leave so soon? Is it because of her husband? Why would I be interested in a married woman?" that was how he had in mind, he had just had a direction to live, but it was again snatched away by him.

"Am I a man who doesn't deserve to be loved? Brief introduction made me fall asleep, I liked his personality and also his voice when reading the thick book, very sad to hear." His monologue with a sad look, heart throb. 

"You've changed since you liked that Muslim woman" said Felix, who was sitting next to his best friend.

"I'm still the same," she looks.

"really? Where is the notorious and cruel Simon? Ever since you saved that little girl, and that brief introduction made you change. Do you have a heart now? Aren't you hostile to the Muslim religion?"

Simon was very angry to hear these words, he wanted to deny the truth. "If you say it again? Don't blame that neck off your body." Threatened him.