Please Let go of me
Chapter 50 - Sad

Saints opened his eyes, looking around with both of his eyeballs. Know if he was in the hospital, the body that felt campy made him unable to make it to sit. 

Seeing a man who had been her husband for many years, was immersing the face supported by two burly hands. 

Suci smiled, remembering if he won in the fight against evil. Touching the husband's head and stroking it slowly, eyes continued to look at Zufar.

"Thank God, you're conscious."

"What's wrong with your eyes, Mom?" Suci can see clearly how the condition of the eyes that are swollen due to crying. "And why is my lip hurt?" 

Zufar immediately hid the feeling of his extremely sad heart, trying to smile. "It's the fight, don't worry." Answer in a soft voice.

Saint wanted to sit down, but felt his stomach ache greatly. "Oh.my stomach hurts a lot," he said as he held his stomach, one hand holding Zufar's hand.

Zufar was very panicked and immediately called the doctor, pressing the emergency button in the room. "Hold on, the doctor will be here soon."

"It hurts." 

The door was wide open, a woman in a white suit came along with two sisters who were approaching. "Please, back off for a second!" his word was soon fulfilled by Zufar. 

Doctors immediately provide pain relief in the abdomen due to the fetus that has been removed. "Look, this is common after a miscarriage." Obviously the doctor made Suci speechless like a statue.

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Time stopped instantly, the sound of lightning was strong enough, rain fell on the earth, giving new life to plants. However, it was as if the rain was falling also grieved by what was experienced by the Saints. The tongue seemed to be faint, silent in silence with a face that was deathly pale, touching the stomach using a hand that trembled violently. "I miscarried?" the oozing is accompanied by droplets of clear liquid that meets the eye fertilizers. 

"It's a test to face, we've already planned. But, God's plan is much better, it has its own scenario." Said the smiling doctor encouraging his patient, passing away after saying goodbye.

Zufar walked over, remembering his ungrateful self. Want to hug his wife and give a sense of comfort, and also calmness. 

"Leave me alone!" holy Scroll with a flat face, she was very fragile and also not excited.

"Leave me alone!" reiterate the Saint who suppressed his words, not wanting to be refuted.

Zufar was sad, but it was obvious that the wife wanted to be alone. "Well, if you need anything, call me!" he immediately left the person where the wife was in the care, deciding to sit in the waiting chair. Rubbing his face violently, realizing all the mistakes that made him so selfish. 

"It's all my fault."

"Are you just realizing it now?" cibir Mirza who was furious with her brother.

Tini approaches her son, she also feels sad about the condition of her daughter-in-law and the loss of her future grandchildren. "There is nothing to be sorry about, the rice has become porridge."

Zufar was only speechless with a bent face, reflecting on the mistake he had been incurring to Saints. "I go to the toilet first" she said, moving from sitting down to the toilet.

Regrets due to his own ego, eating his feelings to be unresponsive. She covered her cries by washing her face in the sink, staring at her face in the large mirror. The head felt very dizzy and also nauseous, the blurred vision made him lose balance and lay on the floor, no one knew as a result of the distance of the toilet and hospitalization Suci a little far.

Suci poured her sadness by shouting as she pleased, her world seemed to collapse as if she had not heard of her miscarriage. "O Allah, my Lord, so difficult is the test you give, strengthen the servant in passing a very difficult day." His mind is accompanied by a cry, holding the stomach that still hurts. But it's not worth losing a potential baby who hasn't even been born into the world.

"Eight years I waited to have a child, and when I got it I just stopped for a while. What doesn't hurt from this? I've longed to want to have children and to pour out all my love." Saints can not control what he feels, his heart is so hurt by the trials that come and go.

Tini and Mirza were saddened at the sight of the extremely fragile Saints, not knowing how they would console the woman. 

Suci let out tears long enough, until his eyes were swollen. Daydreaming with a blank look towards the front, very uninspired to do anything when his small world is captured. Tini immediately entered and approached her daughter-in-law, hugging the expressionless woman.

"Holy, realize my son." 

There was no telling from Saints making Tini very sad. "Seeklaskan, you love your future son, but Allah SWT loves him more and takes him away from you."

Sacred did not reply, that blank gaze shed tears, still maintaining a flat expression.