
In a quiet atmosphere, as Ustadz Irsyad was reading a book about Fiqh that was very thick in his hands, Rumi approached, and sat down next to him. He has decided to tell all his thoughts since his return yesterday to Abi Irsyad. Which he thinks is very disturbing.
"Abi, Rumi wants to talk. Can you?"
Abi Irsyad then closed his book, then removed his glasses.
"Can you talk what?" Ask Ustadz Irsyad, smiling.
"Rumi was confused, wanting to start from where. Because it's about a heart that's shaky."
"Astagfirullah al'azim," muttered softly, Ustadz Irsyad seemed to capture the essence of his son's language. "Where's your wife?"
"In the bedroom is sleeping."
"Are you sure he's asleep?"
"Yes Bi, from an hour ago because Debby still doesn't feel well. Hence, Rumi chose to speak Now."
Ustadz Irsyad fell silent as he waited for Rumi to speak. Although hesitant, Rumi finally opened her voice.
"There's a girl, who makes Rumi flutter every time she meets Bi. The girl was the son of a cleric in Bandung. Not so big TPQ owner."
"Then?"
"Either because yesterday Rumi was really face to face with a very close distance or what? Her face and smile, made Rumi unable to resist the turmoil in the chest." Rumi touched her own chest. He also lowered. "Rumi is guilty of Bi, even though Rumi already has a wife, please forgive Rumi."
"That's a test of feeling. As you feel it, where there is an interest in the opposite sex. Well... The test of that feeling, not only felt by a young man who is single, but you who are married, is, even this elderly Abi can still have a sense of attraction to the opposite sex. Rumi knew, didn't the exam have three?" Ask Abi Irsyad.
"Yes Abi."
"Anything?"
"Physical examination, treasure test, and feeling test."
"Alhamdulillah if you remember, the test of feeling is also many. Like the feeling of discomfort when we are zolimi, when we are betrayed, when we are underestimated and others one of them is when we have a sense of interest in our opposite sex. And the bottom line here is, when we already have a partner but suddenly there is a desire for the opposite sex."
Along with the words of Ustadz Irsyad, Debby is now at the end of the ground floor stairs. He awakens when he realizes Rumi is not at his side. And because of the distance of the middle room is quite close to the stairs, Debby can still hear the sound of the soft Ustadz Irsyad in the living room.
"Don't that mean any more, it's our thoughts that people say they understand religion? or maybe it is also called as a scholar then will never feel the test of feeling like interest in others. Humanely, we are still lay people, not prophets, not tabi'in, not guardians, of course there is an interest in the opposite sex, even though we already have a partner."
Debby was stunned, listening. At first he did not understand why Abi discussed it with Rumi. Or maybe there is something Rumi is feeling that she does not know, behind.
"Rumi felt, the more she could not resist not meeting Him. That's what makes Rumi uncomfortable, there's even jealousy when one of Rumi's friends talks if she admires the girl."
Debby who heard that just stared. His eyes slightly condensed. 'I must have heard wrong?'
"What do you feel? Admired though? Or the other one?"
"Maybe still be in a state of awe, Bi. But Rumi always tried to shake off those feelings."
"I apologize to your wife, then just tell her what you're feeling slowly."
"If Rumi told me, Debby would be angry."
Abi Irsyad smiled... "Abi was once on the same issue, a sense of awe arose in other women, but Abi chose to tell the story and apologized to Umma."
"How did Umma respond?" Ask Rumi curiously.
"Anger.... Obviously Umma was angry and disappointed with Abi. He even asked to make her Abi's only wife. Or maybe the second option, divorce him."
Rumi. "Rumi was afraid Debby would do the same thing.if Rumi told her, this problem."
Debby, who was looking down, decided to move back to her room. Leaving those who were still chatting to each other, then choosing to talk again later, after his own mood improved.
Meanwhile, Rumi still does not realize if the wife is awake then listen to the talk of herself and the father.
"at least your feelings will improve, and gradually disappear. It is a demonic incitement to destroy the human household. Know right? that when we are not married like the devil who seduces us it is only ten. Then when the ijab qobul is already in direct then hundreds of thousands of demons will take turns to incite, tease, persuade us to what? We can get to the point of divorce. Da... Because the highest achievement of the devil given the crown by the devil is when it can separate married couples."
"Astagfirullah al'azim..." Rumi has been involved many times.
"We must often, often, berta'awudz when meeting women, submit to the view. Avoid as much as possible from him that if it can cause desire in yourself. And one more thing, always go to your wife, when that desire arises, because what that woman has, is also in your wife."
"Yes Bi."
"Rumi, polygamy is not forbidden. Because men can have passion with some women differently than the woman herself. But polygamy is not easy. So it's better to have one wife, as long as she can really educate you ahlaknya, it's enough to make you happy until old age. Understand right?"
"Everything... If the time is right, tell Debby, carefully. Buty? if only by avoiding it can fade your interest in the woman yes already, no need to tell it anymore."
"Yes Bi."
"Oh, maybe you should take Debby to Bandung, or maybe you better buy a house there, and live there."
"Living in Bandung...? That can't be Bi."
"Why?"
"Rumi couldn't bear it, leaving Abi alone here."
Abi Irsyad chuckles. "Tell me it's still healthy. Still working as well, eating problems can be Abi cook alone, or buy. So there's no need to worry about Abi."
"No Bi, it can't be. The point is Rumi does not want to leave Abi at home alone. Rumi would feel guilty if she did that."
"Le... Abi asked for it. After all, for the comfort of Abi's daughter-in-law as well."
"No Bi. Anyway, as long as Abi has no life partner who accompanies Abi. Rumi won't leave this house."
Abi Irsyad was silent. He recalled the words of Huda, who tried to match him again with Isti.
"Rumi wants to accompany Abi, until anytime." Rumi again.
"Yes, there's a break." Abi Irsyad's.
"Yes Bi... Then Rumi goes up first. Abi don't forget to rest."
"This is Abi also want to sleep," replied Abi Irsyad while chuckling, lightly. As Rumi smiled, he left Abi Irsyad.
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In the room, Debby breaks down her body. He felt a sadness that he could not explain. If Rumi's heart really starts to waver? In what way did she arrest her husband?
She had not given any children to her husband.
Debby chose to move on, because suddenly there was a feeling of wanting to pee. And when he walked into the toilet, there was a residual liquid soap that might be scattered on the floor to make the floor surface slippery.
"Yyyyyyyy...." He fell hard enough in a sitting position. "Yes Allah... It hurts."
"Dec? Why?" Rumi heard Debby's voice making her half run over.
"I'm flirting. But my stomach hurts. I am not standing strong." Debby squeezes the husband's arm in pain.
"Yes Allah... Let me help you stand up."
"Aaaaa..... Can't! I said I couldn't...!" Debby's henchmen were still a little upset, but endured the pain as well. Rumi decides to hold Debby, taking her to their bed.
Debby's position curled up, because she could not bear the pain in her stomach. Debby's crying voice even sounded to the ears of Ustadz Irsyad, making him then approach them both.
"What's up?" Ustadz asked Irsyad after knocking on Rumi's open door.
"Debby slips in the bathroom, Bi. But he said his stomach hurt." Rumi was still holding Debby's hand which was squeezing her hand tightly.
"This what?" Tanya Ustadz Irsyad who saw blood spots on the sheets. "Are you menstruating?"
Debby shook her head, slowly.
"Don't you? Rumi, prepare! we better get Debby to the hospital." Ustadz Irsyad rushed out of the room and prepared his car. Rumi looked towards his wife.
"Dec? You?"
"I don't know... I don't know... Sakitβ" Debby is sobbing. Rumi hurriedly lifted up the wife's body and took her out.
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# Calm down guys, inshaAllah I'm up tomorrow again. ππ