
But he had forgotten it, because it was not good to remember all the unpleasant things during his life as the wife of an ustadz. And it was also just that he kept it in his heart, as a reminder, if genuine love for a barren woman like her would never exist, except the love of her Lord.
"Aunty?" Debby rubbed her aunt's tears that were involuntarily dripping.
"Oh God..." Laugh again.
"Don't be forced to look okay Auntie. If Aunt is sad, and hurt just tell Debby. I still think Aunt is a relative, Debby loves Auntie."
Maryam smiling. "I'm not sad about Deb... Because I am not alone, I have a God who never leaves me alone under any circumstances. Is Allah... That's why I feel lucky, I've moved on. Lf it doesn't? Maybe I killed myself."
"God?" Ask Debora.
"Yes, at that time... Like a gust of wind when Auntie felt slumped one day after a hammer knock from the court. Aunty cried so much on the prostration pedestal at the time of duha. And Auntie remembered Ad duha's letter. Which sounds like this, Auntie knows the meaning of only a few pieces of the verse, huh?" Maryam said, Debby nodded.
"So your Lord will not forsake you (Muhammad) and not (hate you), and indeed, that is better for you than the beginning. And indeed, your Lord will surely give you His bounty, so that you will be satisfied.' The letter came down when the Prophet Muhammad lost his wife and uncle, he was driven out of his home by the people there. Throwing stones until bleeding, and in a shivering position due to cold, with a sloping position and curled under the Kaaba while crying, after entering the area secretly. That verse is not only for Rosulullah Saw only. But for all of us, His servant feels alone and alone, because God will never leave us under any circumstances. From there Aunty felt a sense of tranquility, when Islam had really entered this heart."
"Oh God." Debby was amazed. Aunt Mary smiled too.
"Yesterday you chat Aunty said want to learn the religion of Islam?" Ask Maryam. Debby nodded quickly. "Who did you learn that for?" Ask later.
"By?"
"If for the sake of a man it is better to break that intention, for love for that creature will zolimize ourselves. Unlike if you love the Creator, he'll be immortal, and you'll never feel disappointed like anything."
The deg...! Debby immediately grabbed her aunt's hand.
"Aunty...? Please teach Debby to love God... Debby really wants to convert to Islam like Auntie."
Mary smiled, "Wood is the Lord.... Ask Allah to allow you to love the Almighty. For Hidayah, and a sincere heart all depend on His permission. And Allah is the best place where you put your heart. You may love His creation, but still you must put seventy percent of your love for your God first, new to another. And if you have absorbed your faith, then the world will follow you." Maryam.
"Tante, budge again? Debby graduated. If God permits, Debby will worship. But not because of the creature. Debby will study religion for the perfection of faith and for Allah to be sure of my sincere conversion to Islam."
"MashaAllah's... I pray, I hope everything goes well. But you also have to be ready with all the obstacles and obstacles that you will face after this."
Debby was silent for a moment, but then she nodded with a smile. At the same time, Mary hugged the body of her nephew, feeling moved and happy, and hoped that the girl in his arms could respect her faith in pursuing the love of His Lord and Rosul.
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Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabbarokatuh friends...
I'm sorry, I didn't make the update. Not like the previous novel2, every day with the right hour at 3 am. should I explain?
Not long ago, I lost my mother-in-law. So I have to stay while at the house of in-laws, waiting for the father until the mourning period is over. Until he was really strong, so I rarely hold the phone let alone a laptop.
So please understand if sometimes I do not up, or maybe up a little, sometimes morning, sometimes afternoon, sometimes afternoon.
Not to mention the condition of the body that is sometimes rich in soy sauce, this and that hahaha... (Sorry, curcol)
I don't know if it's important or not to know this hehehe but I feel important, that is, because I'm not the type of writer who likes to say that. Unless the novel has something that makes me lazy, hehe continued... Even if I still know when I will continue.
Thank you to those of you who are faithful. Whoever you are, everything is good, old readers, new, make only listen, more2 who always comment. The point is I'm grateful... You always make me a spirit of nulis. πππ
So it is, wassalamualaikum warahmatulli wabbarok ______________________________________________________