
In room...
Debby was still sitting on her back to the door, staring at the glass window with tears still breaking from remembering all the problems that came along, especially the attitude of Rumi who ignored her. So that makes Debby feel sad when the only creature she hopes can be a backup instead of adding wounds.
With a sad look he actually just wants to feel the affection of Rumi again. Is that wrong? He did not not understand the condition of the husband who still felt the loss. But with the attention of Rumi at least able to make it strong as well or equally be a reinforcement between each other to face all the problems in life. Isn't that the definition of being married, conveying problems and solving them simultaneously?
On the contrary, if it's like this? living one roof but with Rumi who became more quiet than usual. Even the inner living he did not get up to two weeks longer. It's too late for a man who understands religion.
The door of the room opened, Debby looked back and turned back and wiped away the tears. Looked at the window in front of him. It's free too, if he cries. Rumi would just lay down her body and sleep, on her back without caring about her sadness. Or maybe just sit and read a book or the Qur'an. Just like the days and nights before. So he chose to be quiet. Indeed only Rumi has an ego to silence it? He can too. How thought.
Rumi climbed onto the bed, he sighed for a moment. Sit in a cross-legged position behind Debby while looking down.
"Dad?" Her calling. Just called the deck, Debby's eyes are still on. "His food hasn't been eaten?" Asked Rumi who saw the tray was still in the exact same position when he put it earlier, even the rice and side dishes were still intact.
"I'm a bribe ya."
"No need..!" Debby chopping. Rumi also sighed.
"I'm sorry... I hurt you."
Rumi's speech successfully made the tears that were accommodated fall back. However he was still in his position, turned his back on Rumi, and quickly wiped away his tears.
"Yes...? Every household, there will be a test. Maybe I'm being a test for you. So, I hope you can forgive me and be more patient with me." Said Rumi, Debby who was there was still quiet. His hand rubbed the tears that returned to drip slowly.
Make Rumi shift, sit behind Debby. With both hands in the stomach of the wife. Kiss Debby's shoulder Later.
"Decree, I'm sorry." Rumi muttered with lips still stuck to the shoulder.
"Perhaps, Rumi shouldn't have made me a wife. Because I'm not Soleha's wife." Debby said, making Rumi shake her head.
"No, you're dear Soleha. You have been patient enough to face me who became this stiff. Excuse me... Sorry dear. Sorry yes."
Debby's tears grew louder, she stared straight at him with a blank look.
"My heart hurts when I'm neglected by my family. I just lost my job today." Debby.
"It doesn't matter to you, does it? When I say this." Ask Debby.
"Important Sweetheart... Important, I must know your problem.I'm sorry I feel guilty for doing this. I've already zolimi you."
The girl sighed. "If I hadn't gotten out of control earlier, I don't think you'd ever understand, if you'd hurt me, brother.."
Rumi lowered her head, slipping back at Debora's soft shoulder. Increasingly feel guilty.
"Two things did hurt me, but what made me more unable to hold it? That's when I came back to this house and I remember, if it's even here? I'm in another problem. Where I live one roof with a man who lately has never looked at me with love, who even sleeps when he turns his back on me, keeps me cold." Debby shed her tears. While Rumi hugged her tightly, there was the sound of an istighfar murmur on Rumi's lips, as well as an unceasing apology. He truly regretted his actions.
"How can there be a man of husband status next to me, yet he is a stranger to me? He promised to make me happy. Would all men if they had married a woman behave the same? Will he be indifferent to his wife, having obtained it, and only come when she needs to be served her passion? I'm not the trophy you're fighting for, but once you have. You just elongated me just like that. Worse, you didn't even give me my rights..!" The lips were increasingly vibrating saying all the uneg-uneg in the heart.
"Yes Allah... Astagfirullah... Astagfirullah... I really sinned once deck, on you. I'm really sorry to have wronged you." Rumi continued to mutter. He doesn't know what to answer. Besides saying sorry as a sign of regret.
"should? I'm asking to let go?"
The deg...! Rumi nodded quickly.
"What are you talking about? No deck, I'm really sorry. I'm mistaken... I'm guilty."
Debby wiped away the rough tears that came back hard. "Please... If you haven't been able to make me materially happy, at least. Happy with your love and compassion. Are my demands too high for you to make it happen?"
"Oh God, Deck... Yes I'm sorry, my sadness at losing Umma has made me forget, if I have a second woman that I love so much, give me a chance to improve. I'll be in charge more after this. I promise."
Debby sighs, cynical. "Can you keep your promise? While we've been married for a while, you're tired of me."
"I'm not bored, deck... I never thought of anything either. I just feel like I lost a mother. That seems to make my heart and mind die too. But I'm trying to bring it back to life, I admit I'm too spoiled I'm too weak as a man. So please forgive me... Please, you are the only one who can now be my reinforcement. It's a pity."
Debby was silent, her tears were hard.
'not only do you feel that life is empty because a mother lives. At least Umma left no trace of hatred in his heart. While me? Both my parents are still there, but I still feel a kara.' inner Debby, when remembering her fate. It takes more power than your life partner.