Prenuptial Agreement
53. Apologizing

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During his ten days in the hospital, Adistya was finally able to return home. But this return did not make Adistya happy at all, it was quiet enveloping his heart. Gavin's absence is his strongest reason, the rest being due to his flawed condition.

Regarding this fact, it is still difficult for Adistya to accept especially the reason behind making Adistya hate the figure of Gavril who if he thinks again is not wrong. 

Just like his heart, Byanca's heart and feelings cannot be controlled, it cannot be prevented from falling on whom. But still Adistya can not accept this injustice, Adistya can not accept if because of the feeling it must always be her who is hurt and suffering. Wasn't love so cruel to her?

“Ty, no guests,” 

Adistya, awakened from her daydream, turned to the source of the voice, and found her father walking over.

“Who?”

“Parents Byanca,” replied Satya soberly. “You are in meet or not?” satya asked after a few seconds passed and there was no response from her daughter. But Satya can see the red and hard face Adistya proves that the woman is holding back her emotions. 

Not only Adistya who was angry, but honestly Satya was angry because somehow Byanca destroyed everything. Much more happiness of his son.

“Help Tya forward, Well,” pinta Adistya.

“You sure?” Satya asks hesitantly, but the nod Adistya gives makes Satya push her son's wheelchair towards the living room.

The arrival of Adistya and Satya made the two middle-aged men immediately rise from their seats and kneel in front of the wheelchair that Adistya was wearing. Of course it made Adistya and Satya surprised, but did not want to try to get them up.

“Force Byanca, son, please forgive our daughter,” said the middle-aged woman with tears in her eyes. “Please revoke his demands, our son couldn't have deliberately bumped into you, son. It was just an accident. Please forgive our daughter,” please. “Please withdraw the claim. Byanca the only daughter we have, please forgive our son.”

Seeing the sad faces of the two middle-aged people in front of him did not in the least make Adistya's heart move. There is no pity let alone pity, there are only emotions and anger that Adistya wants to throw. He wanted to protest his fate of always suffering because of the same people. And now the two middle-aged are even begging for his forgiveness? Begging to release Byanca from her sentence? Adistya shook her head.

“Didn't you see how my fate is because of your son? I'm disabled. DEFECT!” shouted Adistya, no longer able to stem his anger.

“You guys came here to beg for forgiveness on me?” Adistya clucked while shaking her head. “What will you guys grant if I beg you to ask back my hands and feet as before?” ask Adistya. The two middle-aged who had originally roared for forgiveness were now silent, unable to even look into the eyes of Adistya who had been flooded with tears.

“Because of your child, I must be willing to be away from my child who is not even a quarter of your child's age. My son still needs to be nurtured, given affection and taken care of, with my situation like this do you think I can do all that?” again Adistya shook her head.

“You can't do this!” yelled Byanca's father did not accept.

“Why can't it? Is it not appropriate that life be avenged with life? That means the defect is countered by the defect. Let you know what it's like to be me. And just so you know, it's not just this time that your son has done evil to me. Ever since I was in High School, I had always been the subject of his ridicule, he had never stopped cursing, reproaching, humiliating and bullying me. All this time did you guys know all that? Do you understand my feelings and my pain?” again Adistya shook her head. 

“You don't know, you don't understand and you don't even care. So, should I care about your son now? Do I care about your grief? I'm still being kind enough to imprison Byanca, not to punish her in the same way she did to me. If you do not accept it, think about it, what family also takes for granted the state of his son like this?”

“Do not beg forgiveness on me, I am not God and I am also not a man who pours forgiveness.” After saying that, Adistya asked his father to take himself away from the presence of the two middle-aged. He wants to rest now, his mind and mind are tired enough, and Adistya does not want to go crazy because of this. 

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 A nurse came the next day, asked Gavril to take care of Adistya until she recovered. At first Adistya of course refused, she did not need the help of the man, did not need the mercy of her ex-husband. But after pleading and persuading both parents Gavril, also after his own consideration, Adistya finally received the nurse because after all Adistya is an adult woman who no longer has a mother. It would be awkward if her father did everything Adistya needed while her sister-in-law could not help in getting pregnant young.

Adistya actually does not like to bother others, but with the condition that does not allow to do everything alone, inevitably have to put aside his ego. And this made him hate himself who was useless. Although Adistya is a lazy figure especially in doing homework, still staying silent like this is not something he likes. But Adistya is lucky to still be able to use one hand to write, his favorite as well as his work that he has been struggling with.

At least even in a state of disability, Adistya can still produce rupiah to meet his needs and the son although convinced that Gavril is more than enough just to obey all the wishes of his son.

Speaking of children, Adistya misses his little boy. This was the fifteenth day he did not meet the angel of heart. But Adistya is grateful to still be able to hear Gavin's babbling voice even though it's just over the phone. As of now, the boy is telling me about his new residence, his new friends and his new school. In Adistya's heart constantly muttered an apology to the son who was the victim of his selfishness. 

“Mother how are you?” gavin asked as soon as he finished with the story. Adistya develops her smile and replies that she is fine. He did not want to make the son sad with his condition like this.

“Gavin kangen play with Mommy, walk, learn .. anyway Gavin kangen Mommy. Gavin wants to be with Mommy,” said the boy who now no longer shows his happy look that a few minutes ago the boy showed throughout the story. “Mother, Gavin kangen,” sheen with tears that began to drip, moisten his pottery cheeks, and it was a success to make Adistya's eyes heat up.

“Why, Gavin not happy with Dad?” Adistya tried her hardest to hold back her tears from dripping.

“Happy, but Gavin would be happier if he could be with Mom and Dad. Gavin wants us to go back to how we were a while ago, where we could play, walk and laugh together. Mother are we going to be like that again?”

“Mother will try to recover quickly, yes, son. You also do not forget to doain Mommy,” that is all that Adistya can say, he did not dare to promise about the wishes of the boy because until now, until now, he did not dare to promise, Adistya is not yet sure she will be able to forgive Gavril after what happened to her. Adistya was afraid that Byanca was not content to hurt him and that she was desperate to kill him just because he was close to Gavril. Although Byanca is now in a holding cell, it is unlikely that the woman will act beyond reason. No one knows the mind, right?

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