Prenuptial Agreement
57. Uncertain

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The crying that Adistya can now do after the departure of Gavril and also his son a few hours ago. Seeing how unconcerned Gavril would scream and cry made Adistya afraid that her ex-husband would not allow her to see the son again. 

Indeed, Adistya would not be able to if it happened because all this time only his son was the goal, became his spirit and became an entertainer in every sadness. Adistya would never be willing if Gavril actually took her child.

“Honey, stop crying, I'm sure your ex-husband won't have the heart to separate you from Gavin. Believe this. Better now you focus on your recovery first, Gavin will be fine with his father,” persuaded Romeo who came shortly after the departure of Gavril.

“I don't want to part with my son, Rom ...”

“I know, Honey. But didn't you tell your husband to take Gavin?” from the beginning

Adistya made a silence with the phrase Romeo just now.  Is correct. It was he who a few months ago asked Gavril to go with his son, but …

“He's a good man, Beib, the father of your son. He cannot hurt her, nor will he separate you from her. It was just a momentary emotion. You know, I must have been angry with what you said to your husband. No parent would be willing to take his child by anyone else, including your husband who I know loves Gavin so much, his own flesh and blood,” Romeo explained with understanding.

“Stop crying, I take you for a walk today, how?” he offered and wiped the tears along the cheeks and corners of the woman's eyes gently.

Adistya nodded her head, looking at the handsome man before her for a while before nodding her head in agreement, even though Adistya wanted to stay at home, sleeping while contemplating her sadness. But he did not want to make a man who one year ago became his lover feel disappointed. Adistya realized that the man had come far not to see him sad and down, but to fight. And Romeo came to encourage him. At least Adistya should appreciate it, right?

“Then you wait for a while, I am ready first,” said Adistya who was influenced by the bule man. Afterwards Adistya called a nurse who had been helping all her needs. Depressing.

Until now Adistya has not been able to be fully sincere with his condition that is flawed. Even sometimes the mockery often Adistya catapulted for himself. How useless he is at the moment. But how else, even though it feels unfair to him, Adistya is sure that God has other plans to make her happy. 

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Romeo did not take Adistya to go too far, because he knew how his lover was. He also did not want to make the woman uncomfortable with the gazes of people who might just look at her one eye. Be Romeo choose the park as their sightseeing spot.

“Lusa I have to go home, Hon,” Romeo opened the conversation after minutes passed by silently staring straight at the artificial lake in front of there. “You come with me back to Switzerland want? We got married there,” continued Romeo, making Adistya turn her head quickly, looking at the man with a difficult gaze to understand.

“I once said no, that I would come to ask your Father. And my arrival this time, was indeed destined for that. Last night I talked to him, and your father left all the decisions to you. So, Adistya willst du mich heiraten?”

Adistya was surprised when Romeo suddenly knelt in front of his wheelchair with the ring box already open, right in front of him.

“Romeo ...”

“Before you return to Indonesia, I once told you that I would marry you. And what I said first open up a joke, I seriously love you, Tya, I want you to be my guide for life. I want to be happy with you, with Gavin and our other children. I don't care about your past, I don't care about your status, because all I want is you. Adistya Fasyin, would you merry me?” reiterate Romeo with a more serious gaze to convince Adistya that he never messed around in wanting the woman.

“Romeo, in my circumstances like this—"

“However your condition now and later, will not change my decision in marrying you.” Romeo cuts quickly, then grabs Adistya's hand for her to kiss. “Do not make your condition an excuse to reject me, Honey,” he said with a gaze full of warning.

That's not what Adistya meant. He did not intend to use his condition to refuse the invitation to marry the man, but Adistya only felt that he no longer deserved to be with Romeo is so perfect. Although the man did not mind all the flaws in him, still, Adistya felt inferior and he was worried about the family of the man who could object to accepting himself which would obviously be troublesome with this disability. 

Honestly, Adistya did not want to again fail in fostering the household, and he was not sure to live it again even though Romeo was a man he knew with a good and loving personality, and he was not sure to live it again, Romeo is also patient and perfect in any respect. But in order to accept her marriage invitation, Adistya was still unsure. Not sure about Romeo, but he's not sure about himself. After all, no matter how hateful she was to her ex-husband, there was still a feeling embedded in her heart for the man. And, Adistya does not want, because of his feelings this makes Romeo hurt later. 

Adistya wants to have a marriage with Romeo later, after he is convinced that there is no longer a name Gavril in his heart. So that he is sure Romeo will not be hurt and disappointed by it. But to refuse ….

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Adistya did not want to think about that actually, but still Romeo's words could not be ignored.

On the one hand he wants to live with a man who one year ago revived a new color in his life, but on the other hand there are still feelings that can not be eliminated even though now blocked by a hatred.

Adistya still could not decide to accept or reject Romeo who looked so sincere and guaranteed a happiness. But as soon as he would give an answer, he only needed a little time to convince his heart, as well as heal his heart so that he felt worthy and sure it would not trouble anyone.

Regarding Gavin, his son has not been heard from for two weeks and Adistya felt homesick. Every time he contacted his former in-laws, Adistya was disappointed that Gavin was not home. The boy was always with Gavril during school and would return home as soon as the night before, often not even coming home. 

Adistya himself understood what Gavril was doing, and had long since regretted his words the other day. The sentence did hurt the figure of a father like Gavril who had not even known each other for a long time with his son.

Adisya regretted, if time could be repeated, Adistya promised not to say the offending sentence to Gavril, but the rice had become porridge, Gavril was already angry and disappointed in him. Now what should he do to persuade Gavril to let him chat with the baby? 

Calling on the man's phone Adistya had done, but not once in Gavril's response. The man seemed to intentionally make her regret his words. And Gavril seemed to be showing her a speech that the man would not give his child to anyone. Evident from Gavin's overprotective attitude towards Gavin. The man chose to take care of Gavin alone, dropping off and picking up Gavin himself despite being so busy.

All those stories Adistya heard from the mertunya. The middle-aged woman recounted all the changes Gavril had made since returning home some time ago. And Adistya really regretted it, especially when Avril complained of her sadness for not being allowed to touch her grandson by Gavril.

The reason behind all that is of course the question of Avril and also Gatan, making Adistya not stop saying sorry. All because of his words, all because of his stupidity and all because of his selfishness as well as his attitude. If at that time he did not say that sentence, it was certain that he would never lose his son, and everyone would not be affected. Avril and Gatan can still play around with their grandchildren, Satya and Seno can still chat even if only by phone, and Gavril is still the father as usual. Not a hassle like now, which must divide the focus of work by taking care of his son.

“Sorry Mother, Son. Sorry,” muttered Adistya with a drop of grain falling from her eyes. He was convinced that now his son felt constrained by the attitude of the father, especially considering Gavin who was so happy to interact with new people. Gavin prefers to play with more people, rather than alone with a lot of cars and robots.

On the other side …

Gavin is now engrossed in a room dominated by people who are not in good shape. Some were sitting in wheelchairs, standing with infusion hoses in hand and some were even lying weakly in bed. They've all been Gavin's new friends for the past two weeks. The father introduced him.

At that time Gavin was horrified by the strange children with pale faces, bald and thin heads, but the father explained the situation of those who turned out to have a deadly disease. Gavin himself was horrified and initially did not want to play with the men, but after his father persuaded and gave advice then Gavin wanted to come closer and invite them to play together.

His father told him that he had to give encouragement to everyone who was there, because they were not as lucky as him. Gavin did not understand the truth, but after days passed, he understood and did what his father told him to do. And for two weeks, Gavin spent in the hospital, with his new friends who had cancer, a disease that took away their smiles.

“Kak Ara, later if you've recovered play to Gavin's house yes, later Gavin knows Mommy,” said plain Gavin on a ten-year-old girl who is currently sitting in her wheelchair. Gavin continued to chatter about his mother who was also sitting on the same chair as the pale girl used. 

“So Sister Ara can not be sad again yes,” added Gavin while gently rubbing the skinny cheeks of the beautiful girl with her tiny hands. “Gavin sure big brother is cured. Everything here must be healed, later every day Gavin do’ain,” plain smile the boy gave then invited the seven people there to play the cars he deliberately brought from the house of the father. 

Gavin's role there was so helpful in raising their spirits, that some parents and doctors thanked the boy. Gavril himself was happy to see his son who had such a social spirit. Gavin is not picky in making friends and that really makes him even more proud. Gavril was sure that his son would become a great man later on. Especially with Gavin's desire to become a doctor when he grows up.

“Dad, big later Gavin want to be a doctor can?”

“Why? So the doctor wasn't easy, son.”

“Nothing, Gavin will learn to be a great doctor. Gavin wants to heal them, Mother, and other sick people.”

That's what Gavin said a few days ago, after understanding what luck some people don't have.

According to Gavril, his son's wish was noble and extraordinary. Sure oes. At the age of just about to step on the number six, Gavin already has ideals that high. Being a doctor is not easy. But Gavril would certainly support the son completely.

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