Prenuptial Agreement
58. Surrender

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“OK enough, we have therapy for today,” said the doctor as soon as Adistya arrived with his last step.

Adistya was finally able to breathe a sigh of relief after one of the nurses helped her back in a wheelchair. This was the therapy of walking for the third time, but Adistya still felt stiff to swing her legs, her body shook and her legs did not itch. Adistya completely forgot how to step up after the past year of being loyal in a wheelchair.

Her hand had healed three months ago and now it was strong helping her hold on. Doctors did treat and do therapy on his hands because of course, Adistya needed both hands to learn the way and indeed it was still difficult.

Adistya still needs others to be able to stand up and at such times the desire to give up always crosses. Adistya felt unable, and regretted why in the past when the accident was not his life that floated. Maybe it won't be as bad as it is right now.

“You go home directly?” ask the loyal Satya to accompany. Adistya gave a small nod and let her father push his wheelchair out of the therapy room, after previously Satya chatted with the doctor, discussing Adistya's condition.

“Daddy can contact Gavin?” adistya asked in the middle of the road to the parking lot.

The pan was the answer the middle-aged man gave. Although Adistya's position was turned back still he could know the answer, and that made him even more sad.

It had been more than six months, but Gavril seemed unsatisfied to punish him. Though he misses his son a lot, he misses his babble, his little attention and he misses hugging the tiny body of his handsome son.

If not disabled, Adistya will definitely follow. But unfortunately, the reality is not on his side. No matter how much he wants to heal, Adistya does not have enough passion for it. 

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“Arrggh!” angered Adistya when he again failed to get up on his own from his wheelchair. He just wanted to stand in front of the window of his room, enjoy a tinge of orange that began to sink, but tried his hardest in fact he was not able to do it alone.

Adistya was tired, her tears had already flowed down her cheeks and she really wanted to give up. But as soon as the shadow of his son's face flashed, Adistya could not stop trying. He wanted to meet his son, and if Gavril did not want to meet him, he would meet the boy. But at least he should be able to walk first to arrive at the place where the son lives.

As soon as his spirit returned, Adistya drew and took a breath first before then trying to get up from his wheelchair again with more care and focus, yet so nearly stood perfectly, his legs suddenly itched and trembled, his body lost its balance and finally fell back, but this time the pain was not felt because the burly hands first caught his body so as not to touch the floor.

Adistya was grateful and heaved her breath in relief. “Makasi, Yah ..” said Adistya without looking at it one bit.

“Other times be more careful, do not maxain if it is not able.”

Deg.

Adistya's body stiffened at the familiar voice, and slowly her head looked up to make sure that she did not misidentify.

“Gavril?” ask Adistya not to believe it. His eyes warmed up and soon his tears fell. “You're here with Gavin, right? Mana .. I want to see him, Gav. I want to meet my son,” said Adistya enthusiastically even though tears continue to flow, even more rapidly. 

Gavril did not immediately answer, the man chose to help Adistya sit first in his wheelchair.

“Gavin in front? I want to see him, Gav, can please ban—”

“I came alone,” answered quickly Gavril cut off the sentence of his ex-wife.

“Don't be kidding,” Adistya hit the small chest of the man who was resting in front of his wheelchair while laughing bitterly. “Maybe you came here yourself. I'm sure Gavin asked you to take him home ‘ right?”

“I came alone, Gavin didn't even know I was here. She had just left school when I left, ” Gavin brightly still with her expressionless look on her face. The sharpness is so foreign in Adistya's senses and it makes her uncomfortable, for whatever reason.

“I didn't lie.” Gavril's quick reply captures the incredulous look of his ex-wife. Adistya's smile faded.

“Why?” looking at the manic bead in front of him. “I know I was wrong, I went too far with my words the other day. But ... Gavril, why should you punish me this way? For the past six years, Gavin has been my only source of happiness, my passion, and my purpose. He's all I have, please ... don't keep me away from my son, Gavril.”

“If you feel like this, what about me who just met and felt this happiness, but with how could you keep us away again? Don't you care about my feelings? Don't think you're the only one who's been tormented for the past six years, Dis! I was more tormented,” Gavril suppressed his emotions and tears that were about to fall once again remembering how he struggled to stay sane.

“If you have Gavin who makes you smile and rise, who do I have? I don't have it, Dis. I myself. Six years of trying to live a normal life amid regrets and injuries over your departure. No one would encourage me if not myself. Now, when Gavin is present giving me new colors and hopes, you are even cruelly asking me to release my son to someone else?” Gavril shook his head. “I can't, Dis. Never will be.”

“Gav—"

“If you stay away from Gavin you take torture, then what about me who has to lose you with the new fact that there will be someone who takes you? Is it not enough for you to punish me for these six years by hiding Gavin's whereabouts? why add to the fact that I no longer have a chance to come back to you? I realized I was such a jerk in the past. But this punishment is too heavy, Dis. I can't if I have to let go and lose both. I couldn't,” Gavril looked down deeply, hiding her tears that could no longer be held back.

“If you are already married to that man, please do not take Gavin from my life, I need him to stay, Dis.” Gavril looked up again, staring at Adistya's bead that was still shedding tears.

“If I can't have you anymore, please allow me to have Gavin. I will not hinder your happiness with him, but please do not force me to part with my son. It was only Gavin I had after realizing that reaching out to you was impossible for me to do once I knew there was him who had your heart.”

Adistya was made silent by a long sentence Gavril who expressed his heart. There was a tightness that Adistya felt when she witnessed and heard Gavril give up like this.

,Honestly, this is not what Adistya wanted to see when she met her ex-husband six years ago. Not the hurt and sorrow, not the fragility and helplessness of the man, but the happiness of Gavril that Adistya had prepared for his heart so as not to be hurt. 

But everything he saw was far from what he had thought. So what for these six years did he go to suspend the heart if in the end the man's destruction he witnessed? Because in this way, he who feels guilty, he is the one who looks selfish and evil. Adistya could not make the man suffer more, because he knew he had been accustomed to the wound, while Gavril was always the one who gave the wound.

Adistya should be happy to see the wound-giving man feel what his name is miserable, but it does not make him proud at all, Adistya did not feel satisfied, and he did not feel relieved. His heart was getting hurt. Stiffness, tightness and other painful feelings that cannot be explained in words.

“You will meet with Gavin, later, after you can walk normally. You're the one who's gonna come to my place. But please, don't take him away from my life,” beg Gavril once more and Adistya nods at him this time. Do not want to see the man he used to love more suffering because of it, although in fact since long ago he was the one who hurt.

“The purpose of my arrival today is not for this, I just want to stop by and see your condition. It was actually quite far away and quiet as usual, but you were too careless and I couldn't possibly let you fall and feel pain again. Sorry for coming to you, sorry for breaking the promise not to see you and showing up in your life again, I'm sorry, Dis. But after this I promise to leave in front of you,” Gavril assured. He did not want to get evicted again, so this is the time he went alone without having to bother the woman to expel, because honestly Gavril hated when he was weak just because of an Adistya.

“Gav—”

“Once again I'm sorry, Dis,” cut Gavril quickly, not wanting to hear a word from the woman he still loves.

Gavril could not hear the painful words Adistya said, he was weak, really. “And another one .. Adistya, congratulations on your relationship with him. I will always pray for your happiness wherever you are. And thank you for loving me,” said Gavril with a dam of tears that are as strong as possible in order not to slide in front of the woman.

Cup.

One brief kiss of Gavril stole from the lips of the faithful woman sitting in her wheelchair, made the master shocked and nailed in his place with a difficult look. “I'll love you forever, Adistya. Goodbye to.”

After saying that, Gavril got up and walked quickly out of the room that Adistya was in temporarily, leaving the woman who was still unmoving from her position, only his gaze turned blank as well as his heart which now felt increasingly cold and claustrophobic, but felt that no one was fulfilling it

“Is this really over?” adistya asked her heart. 

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