
Farah went into her room and saw her youngest sister who was asleep in a transverse position. Inside his father's house there are three bedrooms. The main room was for both her parents, one for Fadil and one for Farah and Aisyah.
Farah sighed and tried to justify the position of her sleeping sister to be more comfortable. He swept his little sister's hair that covered his little face. Farah's eyes did not feel teary considering the events that had just happened. When his father said an apology, deep in his heart he felt warm. One word that can destroy - a heart of Farah. Since long ago his father always looked indifferent even in one house. No greeting and no material to talk about. They were quiet and busy with their own business.
"Dad, I miss your former figure when mom was alive." - cuddled Farah as she buried her face in the pillow. Relieving his poor life because since his mother died, everything changed including his father's attitude.
"Tock... Geck.. Geck..."
Fadil went inside her brother's room and quickly opened the floor rug of the bed to sleep on her. Since Farah decided to leave the house, Fadil sometimes accompanied Aisyah to sleep even if only on the floor.
He deliberately slept on the carpet because the air in Jekardah was so hot and by sleeping under him he could sleep soundly.
Fadil likes to tease his youngest sister. He also sometimes helps his sister work on school PR that Aisyah can not do.
"Are you asleep?" asked Fadil with a glance at Farah
"Not yet." Farah wiped her tears and it seemed like nothing had happened. He glanced at his bare-chested sister. Throw the shirt in any place.
" I miss big brother."
"Kangen me or my money!"
"Hehehehe, this time it's really kangen brother not your money."
" Sister knows, from noon Ayesha nanya kept when big brother got home. He wants to meet brother and ask for new shoes." Fadil supported his head with his hands and faced Farah.
" So he had a cry because brother has not arrived yet and the growth of the father said, Ai do not ask for things - like big brother Farah, pity him!" connect Fadil again
" What a demon's father, brother, tumben said it like that."
" In the afternoon, I was given the same money to buy shoes for Ai but I don't know, the mother was so. " Fadil complained bitterly about the mother's behavior.
" Tomorrow to go to the market? Fadil's coming." Fadil is so enthusiastic when Farah will go with Aisyah because her brother will definitely give money or goods for her as well.Farah was never stingy with her even though he was only a half-brother.
"Tomorrow to the store, we will take the public transportation." replied Farah short
"I'm sorry, I'm coming with yes!" Fadil is so happy because this is also one of the moments with his brother.
"No problem?" Fadil looked at her sister's face that was increasingly thin and quiet, unlike usual who was always cheerful when with her and Ai
"Nothing, sister just tired."
"You want a fadil of incandescent?"
"Not necessary"
"Fadil, can you ask me something?"
"What?"
" Did you feel that you care more about us now? Is this just Fadil's feeling huh?" tannya
"When have you been?" Fadil tried to remember - remember, "It seems after A Hilman's older brother submitted it."
"Dad is also now often joking and laughing. Looks like she's glad you finally got a good husband."
"It's time!" Farah seemed to be in disbelief, but after listening to Fadil's opinion, his father had a change after he was proposed to Hilman.
Farah looked far away, remembering the time Hilman's family came and proposed to her. The look on his father's face smiled and accepted Hilman as his future son-in-law. As for her stepmother, it was common for her to always be two-faced and use her fake smile to cover it up.
"Sister, brother Kok daydreams anyway!"
"No sleepiness, huuaaa..." Farah woke up from her daydream and deliberately lied by yawning to look sleepy.
"Yes my sister's sleeping, but tomorrow I'm going to the shoe store."
"Well, do you want shoes too?" ask Farah
"No!, I just want to accompany you. We haven't walked together for a long time even Fadil forgot when we went out with one family. Fadil misses that."
"Relatedly not to have shoes?"
" No brother, actually Fadil just wants to walk with his brother alone."
Farah just smiled wryly, she also felt the same way. Missing the warmth of a family that can give each other affection, smile and laugh together.But unfortunately, it's long gone.
" Sister. "call Fadil
" Otherwise? "
" I'm sorry for all your mistakes. " Fadil who knows his mother's nature can only offer an apology. He knew his mother did not like Farah and always did something until Farah was driven from home. In the past, Farah did live with them but there was one incident where Farah and her mother had a big fight and inevitably Farah relented and left the house. And his father was silent, unable to do much. His father preferred his wife and told Farah to leave the house. There was no defense at that time until Farah finally hurt with her father. However, one sentence that Farah remembered from her father.
" Go away from here, live independently."
"This is all I can give you."
At that time his father gave some money for him, as capital to live independently and of course the money was not known by his stepmother. If only the mother knew that her husband gave money to Farah there was a girl would be run over and furious.
"Sister?!" Farah looked dreamy again
"Don't daydream, fear the demon's trance. Our minds can't be empty later."
"Yes, you're the devil." Farah chuckled as she saw Fadil pursing her lips.
"Fadil, whatever happens between brother and mother, it's our business. And you're still brother." Farah finally got up and fell asleep under the carpet next to her younger brother.
"Sister is the best." Fadil hugged his sister from the side, for some time he did not chat like this with Farah. Back when Farah was at home, Fadil was always happy because he could be relied on to help with schoolwork unlike today, Fadil had to do anything on his own and there was no place to complain. He completely lost the figure of an older brother when Farah left the house.
"I always pray that my sister will always be happy with A Hilman" Fadil said on the sidelines of their conversation.
Farah glanced at her sister who looked so serious as she said her.
"Fadil is sure, A Hilman can take care and give affection for her brother. The love I can't give you, brother."
"What the hell is Dil! tumben really brother sister talk like this. You are melow." Farah immediately glazed over and hugged her sister.
"Ih, shy brother. Udah gede still rich crybaby Ai." godanya. " Don't forget the contents of the Fadil pulse, as a bonus because Fadil managed to make sister mewekihi.."
"Basar sister rese, I really think her speech turns out there is a shrimp behind the bakwan." Farah pinned the body of her brother who was always ignorant. He was moved but in fact Fadil was just joking.
"Sir, that was a real word. Fadil always do'ain brother cok." He held Farah's hand so as not to tickle her body. Amusedly.
They chatted late into the night, unwilling to waste time together. Although they are not siblings, they love each other.