Prince Modosa
Chapter 61

.~Farah~

The Flashback

He did not dare to go home after seeing his body filled with traces of the man's possession. He felt disgusted with himself who was no longer crowned. Farah became a figure that he thought was worthless because her purity was taken before the marriage.

Farah stood on the balcony of the Amalis hotel with an occasional look downwards where the crowds and traffic seemed so dense, she contemplated her plight which was so bad and sad. And the sky also lowered the raindrops that were so heavy as to know how the state of Farah's heart which was currently shattered melted.

When dusk covered the black clouds, the sky was so rumbling and occasional lightning flashed. Farah was still unmoved and there was no intention to enter her room even now that she wished for lightning to strike her immediately to die instantly. He felt desperate.

With this incident, Farah felt her life was over. The future is getting grim, I don't know what will be done if Hilman knows the truth. His thoughts were so chaotic and negative things started popping up in his mind.

"Mother.." she sagged as she shed tears.

He closed his eyes and occasionally imagined the face of his late mother who used to always smile when with him. The face that always makes Farah strong in living life and speech that is always in his ears until this moment.

"Farah should always be happy, be a good boy."

"Mother dear Farah."

A shadow of the mother flashed across his mind. What an inexplicable longing, an indescribable affection. Farah could only cry missing her mother figure.

"Mother...., what should I do?" tears poured down, he fell back on the floor which is now getting wet due to the wind-borne rain.

"What should I say to bang Hilman, ma'am. huhuhu." he roared loudly spilling all the tightness in his chest, Farah already did not care if anyone was bothered by his crying.

"A... I. I have to how mom, huhuhu." Farah sobbed at her increasingly claustrophobic chest and squeezed. He cried so hard that all the burdens in his heart subsided a little until he unconsciously fell asleep on the balcony floor because he was too tired to cry.

He started packing and left the hotel that had injured him. He uses a scarf to cover the neck that still looks flushed due to the man, even Farah was not willing to say his name anymore let alone just reply to a message from a man who had damaged his honor.

Farah went by bus to the top. He wants to be alone, give space to him to think clearly while fading the red stains that still look very clear.Wearing foundation, ah it's a good thing to equalize the stain, but Farah did want to be alone first, did not want to go home quickly to Jekardah because Dini and Vania would definitely ask about the sign, they were both not stupid girls who could be lied to. Vania and Dini will definitely urge him to tell a story and Farah does not want to talk about it, he wants to close the meeting - the meeting happened and as if nothing happened. Demanding or making a report in the police would be in vain, Farah knew Keken a rich man who was born with a golden spoon in his mouth and of course he would be made easy to be free from prison sentences.

"I love with bang Hilman, I'm not gonna let go. I won't tell anyone else that I've been stained." he said. He insisted on not revealing the incident at the hotel to anyone.

He stayed in a small villa at the top, a comfortable and comfortable atmosphere made Farah a little relaxed and forget about yesterday's events. Occasionally he played in a waterfall not far from the villa. The atmosphere of a beautiful waterfall with clear water makes Farah happy. Several times he was seen playing in the water like a child. Visitors are not too crowded because this is not a weekend. Occasionally Farah looks envious to see a harmonious and intact family, they seem to smile happily while playing with his family.

"If you were alive, I would be happy." he murmured inwardly

" My fate is indeed very bad even I am not accepted in the family." he muttered again.

The strand of do'a and the hope he promises may his life change for the better in the future.

He walked down the street to his inn on foot, but Farah felt that someone was following him. Several times Farah turned her head back but there was no one there until she finally walked quickly to get to her inn.

Flashback Off

" Where have you been?" a question ripped Farah's daydream until the glass she was holding almost slipped from her grasp.

" Stay in aunty." she replied with origin. He immediately went into the blanket and laid down his body. Early who saw the motion - Farah's movements were not as usual now feel suspicious.There is no sweet smile that Farah often shows and Farah always remained silent after returning from Bogor. There is no joy

"Farah.."

"I'm tired of wanting to sleep. Please give me some time to rest." cut Farah, she immediately closed her eyes. Farah knew, Dini wanted to ask and ask him for an explanation.

"All right." Dini smiled wryly as she confirmed Farah's blanket.

"I'm sorry Din.." murmured Farah inwardly, she held back tears so that tears would not come out of her eyes.

The next day, Farah receives a package located at her doorstep. He looked to the right and to the left trying to find who the sender of the package was.

" Din, did you buy stuff online?" tannya

"No, why?"

" There's this little package." Farah opened the black packet and looked at the contents. " This is my father's card taken by Tami's mother, why is it here." Farah was surprised and confused as to why the card could be in front of her house.

"Who sent you?"

"See, there's no sender's name here." Farah just put her shoulders down.

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It was time for Keken to go to Malang, several times he sent messages to Farah but never sent.

"It looks like the girl really hates me and maybe she changed her number." Keken stared at the screen of his phone, hoping that Farah would reply to his message even once. Yesterday, he got a message from Vienna that some of his mother's bodyguards came and threatened him, Keken could only sigh in length. There were no more friends he could ask for help to monitor Farah's movements.

"It seems like I have to give up and live life as usual" Keken said in his heart. He is determined to work harder and more diligently in order to forget Farah, the girl he loves.