Prince Modosa
Chapter 58

Keken went from the office with the base ojek because it would save time, along the way he always daydreamed about the speech Khaffi so slapped him.

"Are you sure that if you're with that girl, you'll be willing, not to play women anymore and she's the only one?"

Keken always snarled with that sentence.

" Can I be faithful to one woman? "ask for monologues

" Yes sir, you ask me? "the carpenter asked because he heard Keken muttering.

" No! I'm talking to myself, "pronounced Keken

" You are sane sir, who is talking to yourself. "the motorcycle taxi driver laughed crisply while focusing on riding his motorcycle

" I'm not in my right mind, sir, everything feels very difficult" Keken said haphazardly

" If everything feels difficult just pray sir ask for the best. Do not forget to be grateful, so that the heart is always peaceful and calm. If you have trouble, see how many people suffer more than you do."

Keken just smiled wryly, he was lazy to respond to the story of brother ojek because at this time his only thought was Farah.

" Convince yourself that you can face all these trials, God will not give tests beyond the limits of human ability. "

Keken knitted his forehead, only this time he got a spiritual flush from an ojek maker. Usually Navysah aunt who always reminds her to stay away from things that are forbidden religion, especially s*x free. Keken could only sigh long because he had long since been away from religion.

After arriving at Farah's contract, Keken paid more money for ojek services, because throughout the journey the ojeker always chatted and gave good advice to Keken.

" Thank you sir, may Allah repay your kindness." With sparkling eyes the ojek maker thanked for the gift of Keken which he thought was quite a lot.

"Hm... Without further ado Keken knocked on Farah's rented door repeatedly.

And the disturbed Farah finally opened the door. He deliberately allowed to go home to rest because his head felt very dizzy.

" Why are you? "Keken pretended not to know about Farah's problem, he saw Farah who had a swollen face from crying.

" It's okay, what are you doing here? "

" I just want to see you, somehow I don't feel good. "lie

" Farah just frowned, muttering in his heart "True Keken came because something stuck in his heart and it was about me. "

"I beg you to go home, my mood is bad today" Farah asked

"Do you have a problem? Tell me? Cry if you want to cry."

Farah was back in tears remembering the incident last afternoon that made her like she was struck by lightning in broad daylight.

"Not a. what's up." Farah said it in a hoarse voice, her tears almost dripping in the corner of her eyes.

Without further ado Keken pulled Farah's hand to hit her chest, hugging her tightly. " Cry, I will not force you to ask why, Cry if it calms your heart."

"Huaa... Hua.... Huhuhuhoo..." Farah's tears spilled until they hit the shirt IKen used.

"A... A.. i..." Farah stammered helplessly saying anything, her chest felt so tight that it was suffocating in her throat. It hurts too much to say.

"You don't have to say anything, cry."

Keken already did not care if some bodyguards arrested him for running away from the company. Keken was ready to accept the punishment of Imelda's mother who was so strict and did not allow herself to meet Farah.

Half an hour passed Farah began to calm down and untied her embrace. "Thank you." said Farah, "I feel calmer" he said, wiping off a trail of tears.

"Everything will be fine, you calm down."

" Do you know why?"

"No!" Keken is still in the mode of lying.

Farah was reluctant to tell Keken about his true identity. Farah was so afraid that if she spoke honestly, many people ridiculed her and she did not want to tell the truth to others even though it included Keken or Hilman.

Since coming home from the restaurant he always cried and cried imagining if Hilman knew the truth and Farah was afraid that her wedding plan would fail. Hilman's parents would likely disagree if they knew that Farah was not the son of her father, given Hilman's respectable family and she was an only child.

"Farah, I have to go home. Don't forget to eat, I've ordered some food online for you." Keken rubbed Farah's hair gently.

"Ken, what are you doing. Why are you so good to me." Farah felt uneasy as Keken gently rubbed her hair. It's like Hilman's treatment of her.

" It's nothing." Keken smiled wryly, he was indeed a loser who did not dare to express his heart because Keken knew Farah had no heart to him. And one of the biggest reasons during his life Keken never rejected a woman. If he expresses his feelings, Keken must be rejected.

"I'll go first." Keken quickly left Farah's house because he did not want to meet with his mother's bodyguards who were soon to come.

"He is why? come like a ninja home like the wind, fast as he goes." Farah monologues

"Eh no, he's like a jackfruit. Came not picked up home not delivered." he continued

And sure enough when Farah was about to close the door, some people dressed in black and neat came in front of her contract.

"Keken has come home, just now" he said when asked by one of the bodyguards

"What's up?" tanyanya curious

"There's nothing, miss, we'll excuse you."

About six of the guards left Farah's residence until Farah's back disappeared still wondering what was wrong, why they were looking for Keken.

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The next day, Farah comes to Bogor to meet her aunt. But he did not come to his house for fear of meeting Hilman and his mother. Farah asks the aunt to meet at the hotel, where Farah is staying. He was so curious to know the truth about the speech of his stepmother, Tami.

"Aunty..." Farah hugged her aunt tightly, it had been a few months that they had not met and Farah felt awkward.

They sat on the edge of the bed, Auntie Eri always held Farah's hand and several times she kissed him.

" Tami's right, you're not the son of Inspiration ." Eri breathed his rough breath.

"Tante couldn't be honest with you because at that time Ilham said it was a secret, he would tell you."

Farah covered her face with both hands, her mind starting to look away considering how much her father did not care for her.

"You remember when your mother died, auntie wanted to take you to Bogor but your father refused on the grounds that you were his only one. Your face so similar to your mother made Ilham feel alive with your mother."

"But all this time I never cared about my aunt."

"Tante knows, he feels like he lost his wife because of you. If your mother hadn't gotten into the coals that burned down the house, she would have survived, not you."

"Ilham still remembers your mother and she may not have been sincere."

"Tante repeatedly asks for your custody but is always denied, Inspiration really defends you. And your stepmom's so mean, you know why?"

"Because my mom used to snatch the guy she liked." Answer Farah

"Wrong!" eri said, "That's just his opinion, your mother never took anyone, those who came voluntarily to Meli.

" Melisa is a beautiful and gentle girl so many men want to marry her. And that includes Ilham and Faisal, your real father. " Eri took a deep breath

" Your stepmother, Tami likes Ilham but that man loves your mother. Your mother loved Faisal. Quarterly love is so complicated " continued Eri

" Tami gets upset because the guy she likes likes likes your mom and that's one of the reasons."

" Time is passing, Ilham and Tami are dating and at the same time your mother is pregnant out of wedlock and you are the son of Faisal. Inevitably they had to have a wedding but three days before the event, Faisal had an accident on the road. He was hospitalized but his life was not helped. Your mother was hysterical and almost crazy when she saw your father die. The atmosphere was so gripping that the wedding was almost cancelled. But then Ilham came like a hero and asked that he replace the bridegroom who had died. Your mother refused, but because of the family's insistence finally the marriage was done to cover your mother's disgrace. " Eri glazed over as she told it, a dark story that was so sad now she had to tell again.

" Ilham severed her one-sided relationship with Tami and that's what made your stepmother angry and hate half to die.

" Not only that, he always gossiped and spread the news that your mother was pregnant out of wedlock until your mother was stressed and had many thoughts and almost a miscarriage. "

" The problem is not only that, by marrying the two of them turns out not to solve the problem. Your mother still continues to love your late father, until Ilham was so upset that her sacrifice had been in vain and never considered. Your mother's love belongs only to your father, Faisal. "

" So slowly you were born and it was a gift, you are tiny and beautiful so much like your mother. And Ilham was a little upset that your eyes looked like Faisal. When you smile it's Faisal's smile and he really doesn't like it because it makes your mother remember it more. "

" Means I'm h*ram's son?! " Farah held back bitterly, her mind dissolving. The dream of living with Hilman is increasingly eroded, whether the man will accept it or not if he knows his identity.

"There is no such thing as a child h*ram Farah, the baby born in the world is holy and innocent. They cannot choose where they come from, what kind of parents and what kind of family they are born to. The sinner is their parents, not the baby." explained Aunt Eri, he embraced Farah's body to be strong to face reality. It is not easy, but Eri is sure Farah is a strong girl and can definitely accept this reality.

" Loving a child who is not his flesh and blood is not easy, it takes more sincerity, let alone see your mother who always can not move on and stuck in the past of the late Faisal. It is very painful for Inspiration. "

" Until the fire tragedy finally happened, Ilham was getting crazy. His love is unrequited until your mother's death picks him up. And he asked you to stay with him as a real child. "

" You need to know Farah, almost eight years old Ilham's widower because he doesn't want to have another woman other than your mother" explains Eri again," Maybe he doesn't really care about you, but he's actually protecting you. "

Farah rippled when she heard the loyalty of my father.

" You know, when you get dengue fever and it requires a quick blood donation, he can't give it because your blood is different. And at that time the aunt was away on duty in Lampung, the aunt couldn't come."

"The snake woman who saved you until your father finally agreed to marry her. The woman is still obsessed with Inspiration, strange but this is reality."

" Your father takes care of you every night when you're sick, aunt sees it for herself. She loves you. But that woman was always looking for a way to make your father hate you. And now behold, he deliberately rioted before your wedding. "a furious Eri

" Did you really love me because all this time I didn't see love in her eyes. There was hate and I was ignored. Just yesterday he gave me an atm for my wedding fee through Fadil and now the card is taken back by Aunt Tami . "

" Really?"

"Yes tan, all this time I covered the true state of the aunt for not wanting the aunt to worry."

"But Farah, auntie feels the inspiration of loving you. Aunty knows her nature, she's quiet and affectionate not what you think."

"Sweet child, your life must be very difficult. Forgive aunt for being away from you." continued Eri again, he hugged Farah tightly and kissed her hair.

"Daddy really loves me, but I don't think so!" he murmured in the heart.

" Aunty, I'm so confused. Do I have to be honest with Hilman. I was afraid that he would leave me tan. "he said grudgingly as he broke down his embrace.

" You better be honest, that's best."

"But I'm afraid his family won't continue our marriage. Maybe Hilman will accept me for who I am but mommy Nadia and papi Surya, they will definitely rethink tan."

"I'm afraid my marriage is failing." Farah lowered her head

Eri just breathed his long breath, considering the besan people who are quite respected and honorable, they are selective in choosing his son's life companion, let alone Hilman's only child.

"Are you sure you won't tell me before the wedding?" ask Eri

"I'm sure tan, I should be selfish this time. I'm sorry."

"Yes, you better rest. Look at your face so ugly with puffy eyes like this. Aunty has to leave because soon the aunt has to work. Farah, Om will be transferred to the Riau area so that aunt will move in this month but you do not have to worry, Om and aunt will come before your wedding. And you don't fear the issue of wedding expenses because your aunt will transfer money for you, you're the only aunt's pounding, part of aunty's life. Auntie wants you to be happy. "

"Yes tan, thank you so much for being my only aunt" Farah kissed her hands and after Eri said goodbye, Farah closed the door to her room.

"My head hurts a lot." Farah incised her head so much pain that it hurt to the back. It hurts so bad.

He opened the bag and took a sleeping pill from Vania that was still stored in his bag.

"I have to sleep so that my headache disappears immediately."

From last night Farah could not sleep, she chatted with Dini until dawn.

But when Farah lay down and closed her eyes, a loud knock from outside the door made her upset because again she was disturbed somehow who disturbed her this time.