
As Farah packed up, she received a guest, a middle-aged man who looked haggard and exhausted.
"Farah.." said the.
The girl turned her head and Keken who was sitting on the sofa came to see who the guests were.
"Father." call Farah
"Father hear you're sick, Vania called me" he continued
"How are you doing, son?" his eyes glazed over as he looked at Farah who was getting thinner.
"Good." But his eyes were embarrassed.
"Excuse me sir, I'm Keken." he reached out to shake Farah's parents' hand
"Oh, so you're the one called Keken. You're the one who ruined my son." Father's eyes turned towards Keken
"Bugh...!!" one punch landed on the corner of Keken's lips quickly.
" Sir...!!!" Farah was shocked when her father hit Keken
" Because of you, my son failed to get married and is now pregnant! You have to take responsibility!" shouted Father
"Sorry." said Keken, he who fell down is now trying to get up
"Let go Farah! Release father! This man should be taught a lesson." Farah tried to hold his father's hand so as not to hit Keken again, he did not want his father to go to prison for persecution
"Mr..!!" yelled Farah, "Farah's stomach hurts." she grimaced in pain, somehow her stomach throbbed in pain
"Farah, where's the pain?" he held Farah and laid her on the bed.
"I'll call the doctor." I panic a little and push the emergency button.
"I'm okay, that's it." Farah took a deep breath and threw it away slowly.
A few minutes later the doctor came and checked on Farah, and Farah was declared fine. Farah should not be depressed or stressed because it is very influential on her pregnancy.
"I told you, I'm fine." said Farah again, "I'm just surprised you came here and fought with Keken." But his eyes looked at Keken's face which looked blue at the corner of his lips, the former punch of the father.
"If you want to hit me back, I say, if it can make you relieved. But you need to know. I'll take responsibility and marry Farah, that's my promise sir." said Keken
You look at Keken's face up close looking for a lie from his eyes, but nothing." This man really wanted to be in charge. "the father murmured inwardly
" Give us time to talk. "ask your father. And Keken nodded obediently and walked out of the room.
" I'm sorry, father. "he sat by Farah's side and held his son's hand.
" I'm so negligent of you that you're like this. " You shed tears, but Farah felt strange. He who was not too close to his father now only realized that his father could cry, unlike usual who looked cold and indifferent.
"Hilman called dad and told him everything. It's all my fault for not taking care of you, that you suffer all the time."
" Why are you sober now! Why did you not care about me? Why don't you love me? What's my fault sir, is it because I'm not a father? " Farah cried loudly as if she had spilled the burden that had been pressing on her all this time.
" I'm sorry. "
" It's too late sir, too late! "Farah threw her face the other way. Didn't want to see the face of his father who had made him suffer
" Do you want to listen to your father's story, the real story. After you hear that fact, it's up to you to hate your father. "
Farah looked back at her father.
"Your father used to love your mother but it turns out your mother loved another man. Your mother and stepmother were close friends. Like a friend they play and study together, and it turns out your stepmother loves you.
" When you said love to your mother, you knew at that time that your mother was dating your real father, Faisal. Destroyed, the world stopped turning.
Your beautiful mother makes you can not forget it and until finally Tami came to the father and expressed his feelings, but he refused. He was angry and did not accept.
" As time went on, your mother became pregnant out of wedlock with the man, to cover up their disgrace to do the marriage quickly but ill-fated before the marriage occurred your father died in an accident. Your mother was sad, upset, confused, how she faced all the questions from the family because of the failure of the marriage and at that time also the father offered to replace the bridegroom. No one thought we were going to get married, I was happy then because I was able to marry your mother.
But in fact your mother still loved the man, and she patiently accepted it. And after you're born, your face is similar to your real father's, which makes you upset. Honestly, I loved your mother, not you.
But a few months later you were so adorable, funny and beautiful. You like it and from there you begin to accept you as your daughter. "her eyes look far away. A tear was still in the corner of his eye as he recalled the old story.
" At the time of the fire, one day before I had a big fight with your mother. I'm angry that your mother still dreams about that man. You are jealous and your mother wants a divorce from you. I slapped him back then because he'd gone too far, my sacrifices had never been in his eyes."
" Your mother died saving you, she used to say it was better for her to die than you, the son of the man she loved. At that time, the emotions of the father were so overflowing because all this time felt lied to. Your mother never loved you, she only loved your father until she hated you. "
" When you were at your mother's navel, your daughter asked you to stay with her but she refused. Father by all means keeps you from always being by your father's side. At that time I blamed you for your mother's death because I wanted you to suffer. It was revenge on your dead mother. "
" I ignored you at the time, but I finally realized when you went to the hospital and needed a blood donor. I don't want to lose you, you are so valuable to me.
" Bapak Pontang - panting looking for donors because the stock in PMI was empty at that time and Aunt Eri could not come because of service outside the city. He could not return home quickly because his task was not finished. "
" When you get frustrated looking for blood that suits you, your stepmother comes like a hero, but she asks for something in return. He is still obsessed with you and wants to marry me, you are confused because Tami also asked you to let go because we have no blood ties. "
" The father refused at that time, but your condition became more critical until finally the father agreed to marry him but the father did not approve if you leave the father. "
Farah was only as excited as she heard the story from her father.
" Why then do you not seem to love me, you just shut up when I was kicked out of the house. "
" That's because you don't want to be reviled by your stepmother, and the house belongs to Tami. You have nothing but you, Farah" he replied
"Father was wrong, I just wanted to protect you my way. You remember, your mother once said be a good boy and achieve your dreams. You work day and night for you, unbeknownst to your stepmother, you set aside money so we can be together. The scholarship money you get from the university is actually from your father. I told your lecturer, Mr. Rinto to give you a fee waiver without your knowledge and mother. The money you got from the dishwasher was some of the money my father deliberately put through the shop owner, eating it at that time your wages were the same as other workers. That's what you can do for me. "
" You're often mad at you when you play with men because you're afraid of anything happening to you, son, every friend of your man comes to you always angry because you don't want something like this. You're the only treasure you have from Melisa's late house that you have to guard, sorry if you've been hard and don't seem to care about you. "
" Tami will not stay silent if you know you are still helping you, because in general you are not the blood of the father's flesh, but you cannot leave yourself alone. I always see you on weekends, see you from afar. When you come home from work at night from the restaurant you follow you from behind and your friend who is a contract has seen the father from afar but you pretend not to see him. "
" Why then have you never met me in person, why sir? Huhuhoo... "Farah cried loudly when he knew the truth.
" You can't, you can't because you've been wrong too much. You can only give money from far away and without knowing. "
" If you don't believe me, just ask your lecturer, Mr. Rinto. The owner of the rice shop Bu Zulekha, and the owner of the restaurant where you work mba Riri. "
" HUH...!! Does Riri know? "asked
" Yes Farah, he knows but I asked him to shut up and not tell you. "
" Bapak."."lih Farah." A. I don't know which one I should trust because what I went through used to be very sad. I feel like I am alone and wasted. "
" You know, forgive me. I'm not telling you to believe my story, son, but if you want to know the truth you can ask the people you mentioned. Try to check also the cctv around your house, restaurant and where you went to college first" said Mr
Farah just bowed her head, her heart still chuckling that you never loved her. Even the current middle-aged man sitting by his side felt strange, like everyone else.
"It's okay, son! You understand your situation, if you're angry with me, I accept."
" I'm sorry, sorry son." The tears of my father flowed too. The secret he had covered for years now he told his daughter.
"Farah, can you hug me?" doorways
Farah gasped at his father's request, for a long time he never got a hug from the father. He nodded his head.
"It turns out the father's son is already big." Mr. Ilham hugged Farah gently. "So long ago you didn't hug you like this."
"Yes a long time ago, the last time I was eight."
"I'm sorry" he always slips from his father's mouth
"You still have that savings? All that for your wedding."
"I've kept it well, I used to come asking for the card but strangely two days later the card was on Farah's doorstep, I don't know who returned it. After I checked the balance was intact, I thought it must not be the mother who returned it, it might be Fadil" replied Farah
" Most importantly it's still intact. I want to see you get married and definitely look as beautiful as your mother used to be. "
" You take it easy, there is still Om Brama who will be your guardian. You'll call him if you need to be a guardian."
"I don't want to marry you sir." Farah lowered her head
"What! How can you not want to get married, do not - do not the man was not willing to take responsibility? I'll beat him up again if you dare to mess around!"growled
"He wants to take responsibility but Farah doesn't want to."
"Don't you crazy Farah! This baby must have a birth certificate, you want your child to be born without a father." Farah just kept quiet
"Father hope you think again about this, the more days your womb will get bigger. You ask to think well, do not be emotional for a moment. You were in a position like this, you asked me to start a new life, learn to love him. For your son's sake, son!"
" Bapak ..." said Farah, the more people urged her to marry Keken, the more helpless Farah was.
And the man who heard the talk of his parents and son was now smiling with relief. He thought there would be a commotion because Farah did not like her father. Keken rubbed his tears that had dripped when stealing hear.
"Why am I such a crybaby mba Kinan, anyway!" his gerrick. He went to wash his face so as not to look like a man who had cried.