Pseudo Shadows
10 _Broken heart

"The invisible feeling that can make the heart ravaged, broken heart."

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"Waiting in the garden alone, aren't you afraid of trance?" Matsuo was originally sitting beside Hanna who had been staring blankly at the ground below.

"What are you doing here?"

"Shouldn't I ask that question? Hey are you contemplating your past sins?" Matsuo panted when he saw the girl never looked at him.

"Ck, go if your intentions are just to bother me." Hanna still answered him softly, as if her spirit had been dim in someone's theft.

"Cih, is all this because of Kio? You still haven't let it go yet. He already has a lover, when are you going to give up?"

A thin sliver appeared to have adorned his face, "He must know something. That girl, she doesn't really love Kio. So why did I give up?"

"Stop that. If you go back, Kio will hate you even more"

"What if what happens is the opposite? What if in the end Kio would hate the girl and let go?"

Matsuo snorted in annoyance, he did not understand why the girl he liked had such a harsh disposition. "Whenever that happens, you still won't be able to get Kio. And it's possible that if you keep doing that, I'll really stop chasing you."

"Ck, who cares? Didn't you know from the beginning that I like Kio and not you. After all, don't you love that girl so much." Hanna said sarcasm even though her heart was rumbling feeling careless to know that reality.

"It turns out you're really stubborn" Matsuo roused his body and turned around to leave the girl, "It looks like you really should cool your head. I'm leaving." He said after that, he really left from there.

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"Matsuo watch out!"

Hap!

Matsuo's reflex caught a basketball that was about to injure his head. He then threw the basketball towards his friend with makeshift energy. Matsuo turned to sit himself on the floor, before Kekai approached him and patted him hard on the shoulder.

"Hey, where have you been?" The frowning caress found Matsuo who was sighing heavily, not normally. "What's wrong with you, Suo?"

"If I could really send a message to the wind, I would tell him to immediately convey my longing to my soul mate who is still dim in plain sight." He's a poetic ass.

"Haha! Are you heartbroken? Even before you had it? Ck, what a pity." Keki's lips were forcefully closed, holding back a laugh. Feeling no response from Matsuo, making him a little worried until he finally thrust a bottle of drink at him. "Here's a drink, who's the girl who broke your heart this way for the first time?"

"I don't know what his name is." The reply, intended not to say it to Keki or Akihiko because the person he liked a long time ago was their classmate who was also a member of their band. But his words again made Kekai lose his control not to laugh loudly.

Kekai put his bottle back when Matsuo just remained silent and did not allow his eyes to see him. "Don't you even know her? God, how miserable you are, Matsuo. I'm so concerned."

"Ck already! Uh where's Kio?"

"Ah she's dating."

Matsuo rolled his eyes lazily, "Isn't he more pitiful? Dating on the rooftop of a school, really not classy."

"At least he has a lover, unlike you who even likes someone you don't know and after that you find out that he is someone else's lover, Buahahaha!!"

"No, she doesn't have a boyfriend."

"Oh?" Kekai's laughter seemed to disappear in an instant, switching to a puzzled look at Matsuo. "How did you know?"

"Surely he told me." Matsuo said softly before he got up and caught the ball that was thrown at him.

"How can you?"

Buahgh!

"Akh!"

"You ask a lot! It's noisy!!" Matsuo again grabbed the ball he threw towards Kekai and managed to hit his stomach. The tall man looked at Matsuo non-relaxedly, irritated by the sudden throw he did. "Let's stand up, you'll be my team!" And Kekai forced to raise his body and immediately ran into the field.

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Hanna walked down until finally in the corner of the school corridor she accidentally hit someone.

"Ah Gomenasai." He reflexively apologizes.

Until finally the familiar voice caught his attention, Hanna looked up to find a question that turned out to be intended for Aihara. He pulled the corner of his lips laughing at himself knowing that the person he was always waiting for was worried about his lover.

"I'm okay, Eung Hanna? Are you okay?"

Hanna tries hard to ignore Aihara's question, but Akihiko's sharp highlight makes her have to do that. "I'm good." He said, then he turned to Akihiko who immediately turned his gaze in the other direction, "Kio, do you have time? I want to talk to you."

"Today I'm busy, why don't you just say it right now here?"

"That's it, ah next time." He smiled forcefully before turning back to Aihara, "Aihara-Chan, sorry once again." Then he went out from before them. His heart was as if torn by their sweet behavior. Hanna immediately took her thousand steps to quickly reach her class. He was really fed up, he was fed up with the fact that Akihiko really loved Aihara.

He managed to enter the class ahead of Akihiko, then he settled himself in one of the chairs there. His breathing is irregular, even both eyes have been decorated with water that has accumulated in both eye fertilizers. It hurts so much when the screams like to have to continue in forced cupping. When the word love is not conveyed, when the care has been unconscious. It's all very painful. Hanna who had always been hypocritical by acting as if she did not feel something called love, and now she regretted her actions. If he had first expressed his feelings, it might not have been as painful as this.

"Hey!! Everybody look at me! I have some good news!"

"Ck What are you doing?!"

Hanna immediately rubbed her eyes trying to remove the tear marks there. He turned to look at Matsuo and Kekai who had just returned to class in basketball uniforms they had not yet changed. It is not unusual for the two creatures to behave in class. Even Hanna could see Akihiko now who was already sitting on her stool adjacent to the window.

"So, just got an hmmp!" Keki brushed aside Matsuo's hand trying to lock his lips, "JUST MATSUO SHOT A GIRL! Wow, isn't this news that rare?" Instantly the class became boisterous after hearing the phrase Kekai, everyone turned to tease Matsuo who had occupied himself with annoyance.

Not even a few of them who provide support, but there is one girl who increasingly stared blankly ahead. Hanna, that girl now felt like she had lost her soul.

What say?

Why is it like this again?

All his selfishness why should always bear bitter fruit.

Either because he had too many thoughts or because he stayed up last night and spent the night crying. His head was currently feeling so dizzy, it was even very dizzy. Until finally Hanna can no longer support her body and ended up falling from a chair and unconscious.

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The forehead finally shriveled and both of his eyes blinked adjusting the light that entered his eyes. Slowly his blurry vision became clearer. The spotlight widened slightly as it found a man smiling was relieved at her. Her..

"Thank God you're awake."

Matsuo Asaya's.

Hanna cleared her throat softly before she positioned herself to sit on the UKS bed, she tried to act as naturally as possible, shifting a jubilant thump behind her chest.

"Why are we here?" Actually he already understood very well, his memory was left behind in the classroom earlier. But he tried to get a little stale.

"You fainted, what's wrong? You're not feeling well?" Matsuo asked softly, but there was concern in every vocabulary.

"Hm."

Matsuo snorted bitterly after finding Hanna's indifferent response, "You hope someone else will greet your eyes when you wake up? Hush."

No, Hanna just feels so happy now to know the first person to greet her senses is you Matsuo.

"Yes." Yeah." And it turns out Hanna was again defeated by her ego. That said, Hanna had no intention of picking it out of her mouth which would end up creating a wrathful veil on Matsuo's countenance.

"It's a shame that no one cares more about you than me."

"Oh yeah? So you're not gonna take the expression like that girl to you?" Her question arrived, something stuck in her heart when she woke up. Hanna then circulated her gaze in all directions with a faint look, avoiding the lookout Matsuo had placed on her.

"What is this, so you passed out because you didn't want me to fall into the girl's arms?" Sumringah, Matsuo's countenance instantly brightened when a conclusion in his mind was successfully created. Seeing Hanna's question and her body language is able to make Matsuo excited by something that is not yet certain of its truth.

"Ck, don't be so confident. Because I released you from the beginning. You know I'll never like you, and that's why you're entitled and free to choose anyone, anyone who can make your love for me sidetracked."

No, it's not that! That's not what he wanted to say. Hanna is just too unstable to determine the feelings she has for Matsuo, she is just too dependent on her ego that might make her come back regretful for the second time.

Highlight Matsuo slowly descending, with a painful cynical Chirp. 'never will' he said? True, all this time Hanna did not show any sign that she started to like it. The girl loved Akihiko too much who did not even glance at her at all. Has Matsuo been doing something in vain all this time? Is that his love story?

Hanna flinched a little when she found Matsuo getting up and left him in the UKS alone. He had seen the wrath of anger and irritation in Matsuo's countenance. And that's what his ego wants, getting Matsuo away and killing himself with regret.

Once again Hanna, another regret you have to face immediately.

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