Pseudo Shadows
12 _Hurt

"What you're doing, it's nothing more than hurting."

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After the chronology of her being unconscious in her class, Hanna no longer looks okay. He was more silent than usual, not even infrequently he postponed the meeting schedule of the sausages because he felt his heart and mind were ravaged. Matsuo was also completely invisible greeting him today, it was because he already had a lover, I don't know.

Now in 12A class, leaving only Hanna and Kekai. The break bell had sounded a while ago, all the students had already flocked to the cafeteria. An exception for Akihiko and Matsuo, Hanna doesn't think much about Akihiko who now has an appointment schedule with her lover in the break hours. Now his mind is filled with Matsuo, about him who went with a woman who does not know who and what to do with Matsuo. It made him wonder even though he already knew the answer.

Hanna quickly turned her attention to Kekai who had just finished her late task earlier, the man was already about to leave the classroom, luckily Hanna immediately stopped him.

The tall man turned his head, "What's the matter?"

Hanna seemed restless as evidenced from her rolling her manic in all directions, "I just wanted to ask, That girl who was with Matsuo earlier, that.."

"Ah, she's her lover. Haha, that's good news, right? Matsuo finally has a lover." He laughed proudly, not knowing if there was another heart that was being broken after hearing his words. The chestnut frowned when it found Hanna who was just staring blankly at him, "Hey why?"

"T-no! Ahaha thank goodness Matsuo finally has a girl." Although he acted as if he was fine, Kekai could still see his body language and could also hear his forced laughter.

"Hm, then what about you?"

"Dear?"

"Do you have a man?"

Shut up for a moment, then he laughed loudly after realizing the meaning of Kekai's words. Honestly speaking, hearing such a question offended him. "Ahaha, of course not! I don't think too much about my partner, my business as the head of the sausage alone has taken up a lot of my thoughts. Ck, there's no time to think about men."

Lies. For more than a year, she thought of Akihiko, imagining that they would become lovers. And now his mind is more dominated by the figure of Matsuo who lately has always been able to ravage his heart. It is clear that he has fallen in love with someone other than Akihiko.

"Hah, Alright. May you always be in good health, considering the affairs of the iss rely a lot of energy and mind. I have to go to the teacher's room, see you later."

In fact no, Hanna lowered her head while smiling wryly. By thinking about his love story alone is able to make him helpless. There was no hope for Akihiko, let alone Matsuo.

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"Kio!" Aihara immediately welcomed Akihiko's arrival, the man then occupied himself in front of her.

"Good day, my beloved."

Ugh, it was almost Aihara choking on her own saliva. What's wrong with her boyfriend, why is he acting so sweet!

With all the pink on both cheeks, Aihara thrust out a box of rice and Pauk side dishes that the man immediately grabbed.

Shake slowly, "Unfortunately no, mom asked me to give it to you." He opened his rice box as well.

Akihiko stopped his chewing, looking surprised by Aihara's statement. "Your mother knows me? Or you're giving her a-"

"Yes, of course I told her! Shouldn't my mother know that her daughter already has a boyfriend, after all she's met you when you drove me home on my first day of school."

Ah right, at that time Akihiko drove Aihara home because he was worried that if he went home alone then there would be bad people who would hurt him. Huft, even since the beginning of meeting Akihiko has shown his love for the girl.

Akihiko pulled a knotty smile, she was thrilled to find her lover talking so much. Paying attention to her eating made her fascinated, the two bulging cheeks successfully made Aihara look very adorable. He spooned the rice with side dishes and then he directed it to Aihara asking the girl to open her mouth, and there was a show of feeding each other. Lucky they were just the two of them on the roof, it was unimaginable if they did it in the cafeteria, would how many envious students and schoolgirls look at them?

The meal was over, Aihara gulped down her drink leaving half a bottle. Given that Akihiko did not bring a bottle of drink, he took the initiative to give her the remaining water.

Aihara pulled out a fold of paper in her uniform pocket, then she thrust it at Akihiko who was still gulping down her drink. "I've done it, just one."

The tall man grabbed the paper after he put the bottle that was not left. "Well, you really finished it." He hurriedly opened the paper and read it.

"You don't tell me what to write, I'm not good at writing love poems. So that's how it turned out."

Her wide smile receded, Akihiko simply maintained the pull on the corner of her lips. For some reason, verse by verse was heartbreaking. The song's lyrics were indeed about the heart, but wasn't everything Aihara wrote related to heartbreak? Is this about his ex again? Why as if the shadow of his former lover always makes Akihiko growled. Ck, how special is she Aihara that you are still happy to remember her?!

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"Oi, Suo!" Hanna saw Keki elbowing her friend who walked ahead of her, "Ck, how arrogant of you! Ignoring me just because you already have a lover!" He knew, Kekai was only joking but why didn't Hanna see Matsuo's carefree look? The man was just silent, occasionally pulling a small smile. Where's Matsuo's laughter?

The girl was still walking down behind them before she turned her head back to the other side, Akihiko and Aihara who were having a conversation. The pair of lovers look more harmonious, maybe Hanna does not need to say anything to Akihiko, considering that the girl seems to really put her heart on Akihiko. Speaking of her former lover who reportedly died at Aihara's hands, it's likely that it's just an essay news. Huft, Hanna doesn't care anymore. But he still will not give Akihiko to Aihara, if the girl turns out to only make Akihiko as an outlet because her lover died, or maybe just toying with her feelings.

"Hey Hanna!"

Hanna's reflex raised her attention to Kekai, "What?"

"Aren't you going to congratulate your best friend, hm?" Kekai teased Matsuo who had just been silent, and his joke was rewarded with a sharp look from Matsuo. It was so strange, it was so rare for Matsuo to look at him like that. It was not uncommon for Matsuo to look at him sharply, but in all of his gazes, Kekai always found a joke in it, but this time it really was like someone who was angry.

"Ah Yes, Matsuo." Hanna stepped beside Matsuo until they finally walked together, "Congratulations!" He smiled sweetly as he looked up his head at Matsuo. Not knowing, if his heart was not willing to say that, even the man who was congratulated did not expect the word to come out of Hanna's cleavage.

They both hurt each other.

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