Pursuing the Love of my Maid
15. Apologies
The night sky was so thick. A pregnant woman falls asleep in a hospital mosque until a janitor wakes her up. Amanda sleeps still with her face wrapped.
Last night he complained, complaining to the creator about the problems he faced. It was so heavy that it stopped him from continuing to live. But at once he also remembered his mother and her sister Aska.
If he dies, then what is the fate of the two? while his mother was actually declared to experience balance disorders due to collisions in the tailbone. Surely such pain requires extra handling. It will also be very draining of the bag.
"Mbak, wakeup. If you want to sleep, do not go to the mosque. In the patient's room alone Ma'am," said the janitor politely waking him up.
"Oh, yes sir. Sorry yes." Amanda awkwardly and embarrassedly opened her face and tidied it up.
Heavy footsteps he directed to the room that always made him obliged to look at the face of the man who had raped him.
"I have to go back to that room and see his face."
Amanda opened the door again slowly and very carefully she entered. For a moment, he looked closely at Abimana's face. The man who had been his master for a dozen years since Abimana was still at the house of Aunt Kartika.
"If you look much deeper. He is a kind, loving person. It's just that his unfortunately feeling was just that he showed it to the people closest to him. As for an outsider like me, there would be no way he would show it. Not to mention our vastly different social status. I'm not going to cross that line and I can raise my own son. I'm sure it is." Amanda thought of the plan ahead.
"Hopefully my son will not inherit what is in this man's face. Make her as close to me as possible, my God," Amanda asked in her heart.
Slowly, he re-occupied the sofa and with the thin blanket he was carrying, he began to lie down and cover part of his body. Only his face was visible. The rest, everything was sealed.
Stone a few minutes he tried to reach the beauty of mimipi. A voice sounded from a man. His shoulders move up. With her position that can only be tilted, Amanda clearly saw the vibration of her crying.
"It hurts, it hurts Cla!" abimana groaned with clear fur that adorned the end of his eyes.
"Cla ... already! Stop ..." shouts Abimana who this time sounds more heartbreaking.
The voice led Amanda's footsteps. He got up for a moment and saw the figure of the man crying. Not stopping there, Abimana suddenly sat down and looked at Amanda.
No matter what dreams he had, he went down carefully carrying an infusion support pole. He immediately sat down beside Amanda and looked at her meaningfully. Then her tears fell again and this time it was much more swift than before.
That willingness controlled every corner of his heart.
"Amanda, are you and our son okay? Cla didn't hurt you, did he?" abimana asked with her own eyes. The wet net made Amanda washed away and unconsciously shed tears.
"Mother why? He's not our son. No, he's my son with another man" Amanda said with a puzzled look.
The fetus in Amanda's stomach also moved. It seems like he is happy. But not with Amanda's heart that actually has other thoughts.
"Don't be fooled by her again Amanda. He just wanted this kid. The rest maybe he'll throw you away like trash and you'll be separated from your own child. Mr. Abi, don't expect that to happen." Amanda said
"Manda, I beg you. While we're here, listen to me carefully. Hear me. I've been thinking about this maturely. I know I was wrong to ask you to abort him and never to admit it. I'm so sorry Manda."
"For the night, I admit I was drunk and I was scared. It's just .. ah! Don't discuss it again. The point is yesterday I did all that because my wife was a spy. I feel how many months we've been fighting skills."
"Sound skill?" reset Amanda.
"Yes, the skill. I know he's having an affair outside. Actually he didn't want me to have what we had. So we have a prenuptial contract. The content is, I do not mix my property and her property.all pure by myself except the needs of my home that meets everything. But ...."
"But what father, don't make me curious" said Amanda with a sense of high level kepo.
"But the more he gets here, I feel like he just wants my treasure. I've checked the data he dropped our son-in-law. You're right Amanda, you're right. She didn't want to have children because at that time after I remembered, she got a contract from a brand. He sacrificed our future son for the job. Oh, shit!" Abimana rubbed her face rough she cried in frustration.
"What does everything you said to me have to do with me? No Father, go back to sleep, I think you're delirious." extinct Amnada.
Abimana shook her head quickly. "No I'm not delirious. I did it yesterday because I was afraid that someone would harm you. My message to you, keep this a secret. Don't let anyone know before my case and he's done. I don't want you to be in Manda's danger. Do you understand? I just want my son-in-law and his mom to be okay." Abiman looked at Amanda's moving belly.
"Can I say hello to my son?" abimana asked with a hopeful look.
"He's not your son, Father. He's my girlfriend's son" Amanda looked.
"Manda, don't lie to you!"
"I didn't lie to Mr. Abi. My own father said that I am cheap and like to change men. Now I say, yes I like that. Wh why? You should be satisfied, right?" chirp Amanda with a playful tone.
"Amanda, listen to me. Stop lying and think that I'm gonna take your son away from you. No, I'm not gonna do that he's gonna grow up with his mom and dad. Yes, he will grow up to be my firstborn," Abimana said with so much confidence that he even turned around 180°.
"What kind of joke is this, Father? You're the one who accused me, now you're the one who asked me to continue with me. Do not play the role of a victim when you are the culprit!" Amanda offended Abimana.
"This is no joke, this is my effort so you don't interfere with my plan to expose Clarissa in the future. Understand Manda. I'll take responsibility but later, if all this is done." Abimana makes a promise.
"Did he really mean it?" think Amanda.