
In the morning, Amanda did her job as usual. He cleaned the house and made breakfast. After that, if the employer has departed, the task is only to sleep all day.
This morning was different, there was someone he had to ask and greet. Her employer was at home after her return last night. When the aroma of cooking spread filled the kitchen, Abi woke up after hearing a noise from the kitchen.
"Can't you cook it slowly? It's noisy!" ask Abi as if she doesn't know who Amanda is. Yes, the current atmosphere between them is like a stranger who does not know each other.
Though before their relationship was very good, like sister brother. But after that dark night, their relationship was like an enemy. Amanda harbors hatred but not entirely hate. He realized his family owed so much to the figure of Abi.
"Sorry."
Only that word came out of Amanda's tiny lips. He did not even turn around and saw Abi's whereabouts behind him. The combination of resentment and fear overpowering it.
"Sorry germs? The mandanda! You think I'm your jongos? You talk without looking at me! Remember, the one who paid your salary was me! and your mother needs that money, too. Oh yea. Aksa also needs money for his school. So don't be arrogant you're the same as me!" spray Abimana by pointing towards Manda right in front of his nose.
Amanda doesn't want to lose. He also wanted to explode. She's the victim, but she keeps being intimidated.
"You what Father? Want me to see your face like this?" ask her with anger. "I can't forget that night you knew!" he returned with a spatula that almost hit the nose pointed Abimana.
Not accepting what Amanda did, Abhimana grabbed the spatula and threw it on the floor. For some reason every time he talked about that night he felt his pride was hurt.
"Forget over! Where's my breakfast?" ask Abimana by switching the conversation.
Although upset, and eager to strangle Abimana's neck, Amanda still serves food to her employer. He continues to do his job with professionals. After thrusting out a plate of fried rice, Amanda took off the apron and prepared to leave.
"Wait, we need to talk." Abimana's blocking Amanda's wrist.
"Speak what else? If it's about the drug, I've been taking it and hopefully won't be carrying your child, sir" said Amanda.
Abimana looked at him and shook his head. "Not about that."
"Then?" ask Amanda until her forehead is beautifully wrinkled.
"Sit down first. It's about that night. I want to apologize" said Abimana who suddenly became as gentle as before the matter exploded.
Amanda sat down but threw away her face. He shakes away from eye interaction with his employer. Abi can no longer force Amanda.
"If you want to talk, please, but let go of my hand. It is not good for an employer to be close to a babu like this, sir," said Amanda full of satire.
"No, I won't let you go. Manda, before our relationship was good. And I deeply apologize for what happened that night. I swear I was drunk that night Manda" Abi said earnestly.
"Yes I know. I will never forget the smell of your body and the sound of your voice when I say your wife's name in my ears" Amanda said in a trembling voice.
Abi fiddles with her phone and gives it to Amanda. "Just write the nominal. There's 11M of my savings in there. It's up to you how much you want, but after that I ask there will be no more discussion about this and your attitude must return to the way it was."
Amanda laughed but with tears streaming down her cheeks. "Not that easy. What if the cure doesn't work and I stay pregnant?"
The question from Amanda instantly made Abimana stuck. They are currently looking at each other with hate. A gaze that blends disgust and heartache.
"Manda, I did it by accident. Just one time there is no way you can get pregnant. As for me, with my wife alone many times to do it does not produce results," said Abiman who made Amanda laugh.
"Why are you laughing? What's so funny about this?" ask Abimana.
"Your wife, has aborted your baby 2 times. I took care of him my recovery. I keep too many secrets from this house. So it's true that you don't know about it. Very funny, about life but only used as a toy," scorned Amanda with her teary eyes.
Abimana pulled Amanda's wrist stronger until it hurt. Amanda did not show the pain. He even smiled cynically.
"It was not fruitless, but he deliberately threw it away when he was young, still a blood clot. He also operated abroad for work reasons. Hahaha it's funny to see you look so stupid. There's been two of your children that he didn't even take care of the funeral properly."
"Manda! You lied to me, right?" abimana urged with her teary eyes.
"There's no way he's doing that. That's our boy! There's no way he could have killed our future son" Abimana said with great emphasis and strong pressing on Amanda's wrist.
"What about hurting me like this can you get evidence? I kept that evidence. If you don't believe me, you should do your own investigation. It's best to use this much of your money to investigate how your wife's real attitude is. Thank you, I'm full" Amanda said, releasing the Abimana check.
Just one step Amanda was about to leave, Abimana was back to grab her wrist again. "Where is the evidence if you're not lying."
Ting! A message came in and Abi was stunned as he read it. The message contained a photo of a receipt of proof of the abortion bill in Clarissa's name. Why Amanda kept it, it was all at the behest of the mother who felt that someday Abimana would need all of it to take care of something.
"If only you knew one more fact, Mr. Abimana. I think your world will be destroyed in one snap. But I'm not that bad. I'm not a person who likes to see others hurt. I'm doing this so you can buy some time and forget the night as I wait and make sure I don't get pregnant. And even if I'm pregnant, I'm gonna take care of her with or without my dad."
"Have you? You better focus on your wife, don't focus on me. Oh yes one more, do not be too free your wife not to go home for weeks. Dangerous" Amanda said slowly and with great emphasis.
"Among ...!" Abhimana threw out his hand and made the dishes at the dinner table fly. The plate broke and hit the marble. Amanda could only strengthen her heart and close her eyes as the boisterous voice sounded.
"Not that I want to destroy, but I also need to save myself." Amanda passed away.