Pursuing the Love of my Maid
16. There's No Other Option Than Trying To Believe

"Please Amanda think about all this. Yesterday I behaved like that because I was afraid that it would leak, someone would report it to Clarissa and you would be the victim. Understand," said Abimana who was full of seduction.

Amanda was silent, now what was in her head was not about her son and him alone. But this also concerns other matters such as his mother and his sister. What he is doing right now will affect him for a while. Amanda can't be reckless and careless.

"Sir, this baby is not your son. So why are you trying to be responsible?" asked Amanda with her sobs.

Abimana smiled bitterly, she let out her tears. The bitter pill and shame were now present side by side. Shame about accusing a good girl of doing something she never even imagined.

"Who are you trying to lie to Manda? Wh who? I've asked people to watch over you. You don't even have any special friends. Your time is up for work and study. I know it's Manda. Ever since you said that my wife twice aborted him, I've been asking people to find information about you too." Abiman acknowledged.

"There's nothing I can cover up about him, he's got money and knows how to find the right information. I have to how is God?" amanda spoke to her God.

"Of course, it's night. I'm sleepy and I need a break. Please go back to your bed. Please come back or I'll leave you alone here" Amanda bargained for a threat.

Abimana was silent, Amanda's threat made him not dwell. All of a sudden what was in her head was, what if this girl had actually left in a pregnant state. He was thinking about the fetus that was inside there.

"Okay, I'll give you some time. I'll give you some time and we'll talk about this next time. But ... Can I touch your stomach? Momentarily, I'd really like to touch her" Abimana asked.

"1 minute only. No more" replied Amanda giving her permission.

Abimana immediately shone brightly. He immediately touched Amanda's stomach which if used to sit then it will be more visible distended. The man was so happy and the overflow of happiness was so real.

"Darling, Daddy's son. I'm sorry, father, who didn't want to admit you. Honestly, ever since I first touched you back then, the one we were standing in front of the fridge, I kept thinking about you. My little heart is called, dear. I can't make you suffer. As much as possible I will guarantee your life to be worthy. I promise" Abimana said with tears.

"Never as long as I've worked with him, have I seen this man cry. It never got this sad. Does he really want to be responsible? Is it really like that?" thought Amanda who tried to look back and remember what Abimana really was.

"It's like he has a double personality. When he is evil, he will be evil. In good times, he will be so good that it is easy to be deceived. To the extent that his wife twice aborted the womb he did not know" said Amanda's heart.

"It's over, it's been 1 minute. Please come back to bed" Amanda said very politely and formally.

"Good."

Only one word came out of the mouth of Abimana Dipta. Amanda completely closed her eyes. Tired of crying all day makes it very easy to fall asleep.

Seconds by seconds passed. A man doesn't sleep all night he's agitated at the thought of his life choices. Every now and then a beautiful etched smile where he saw the belly of the woman sleeping on the sofa moving.

"It's funny, I don't know why I'm so sure he's a baby boy." Abhimana murmured with a twinkle of happiness.

"Is he this happy from last night?" ask the doctor when checking.

Amanda shakes. "No Doc, he was restless last night. Maybe he fell asleep a little early so he hasn't woken up yet."

"Oh, great. Please pay attention to the wound on his back. Do not get depressed, it can bleed again. So far he's been pretty strong withstanding the pain. Oh yeah, the police are waiting for you in my room. They want to ask for evidence. It's just that being here might bother him," the middle-aged Doctor said.

"Okay Doc, I'll come to the doctor's office" Amanda replied. He's tailing behind the doctor on duty.

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"So that's the case, hemh. Absolutely not suspect that his wife was so cruel. Usually the one who does the persecution is a man and this is even a woman. He didn't retaliate at all?" ask the police.

"No sir, not at all. He's just protecting his head from his wife's brutal actions." Amanda answered as is.

While Amanda is interrogated, Abimana who just woke up instantly becomes panicked when she sees the place where Amanda is usually located is now empty. His heart rate became irregular. Guilt surrounded him to make his tears melt again.

"Did he leave? Did he leave because I asked him to stay?" abhimana said alone.

Without thinking, Abimana went straight out down the hospital hallway looking for the whereabouts of an Amanda, her maid. He ignored the pain in his legs and hands that had broken bones. Abimana was just thinking about Amanda and her fetus.

Many times he wiped his tears, in fact it still fell as well. He who so longed to have offspring and now accidentally had it even through the womb of a maid, felt so sad that he sobbed. His chest became tight and like a great suffocation.

"Are you really going? You really ran away from me, Manda? By bringing our son?" abimana Mumbles.

Meanwhile, Amanda, who had just finished giving a description, immediately returned to the nursery. How surprised he was when the room was empty. He checked even in the bathroom, but it was still nil. Abhimana was not found there.

"Sir, Mr. Abi ... Mr. to ...."

Amanda's words hang in the air where Abimana immediately hugs her from behind. She was crying on the back of the woman who was carrying her child. He forgot the partition between the master and the babu.

"Don't go again, wait for me. I'm gonna finish this and marry you. At least let my name be recorded as his real father. Do not go again I beg you," asked Abimana with tears.

"Sir, I just went to the doctor's room. The police came to ask for information, but you were still asleep so yes ...."

Again and again Amanda's sentence stopped because Abimana quickly turned the position. Now they faced each other, he stared fixedly at Amanda's two beads and hugged her back. Strangely, instead of refusing, Amanda's body was actually like accepting sincerely every warm touch of it.

"I'm troubled. I should have hit his head this time. He's been a pervert, but I like it?" think Amanda.