Rain In The Winter's
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"Have they slept?" Asked Siena who had just opened the door of the Twin's nursery, Bianca who saw Siena peeking at it immediately looked anxious.

"Yes, is there something with Rain?" Bianca asked, they did share the task, when Bianca with her children, Siena who will be in Rain's place to guard and keep watch if there is news about Rain's condition. Seeing Siena here certainly Bianca thought there was something in Rain's place.

"No, it's all the same, Brother Rain is still unconscious, I just want to know what's going on here and know you want to see Kak Rain, instead of you just looking for a moment?" Siena asked looking at Bianca's tired face, not just tired, the depressed face was obvious, of course anyone would be depressed to see everything she loved now lying in a hospital bed.

"Ehm …." Bianca said she still hesitated to leave her two children, not that she did not want to see Rain, but she also could not move from her child's side.

"No matter what Madam, I and Miss Siena will be here, if Doctor or the Twins get up and look for Madam, I'll tell you right away, after all you are only 1 floor from here," Yuri said, Bianca still seemed hesitant, but seeing the faces of Gio and Gwi who were still sleeping she felt no problem leaving them for a moment.

"Well, please take a moment to look after them, I won't be long" Bianca said.

"Both sister, Ken is also still there, if there is anything I will immediately give it to him," said Siena, immediately replacing the position of Bianca sitting between the two strong children.

"Yes, thank you" said Bianca.

Slowly he immediately came out of the room, the real gamang down the cold aisle, but every foot stepped he tried as much as possible to convince himself to be strong, to be strong, he has to be strong for everyone he loves.

Bianca opened the big room, Ken who was sitting there immediately stood up, from earlier he was guarding Rain there.

Ken looked reticent to see Bianca who had just entered, without speaking much she just nodded slowly wanting permission to get out of there, she said, and soon Ken got out of there leaving Bianca alone in that cold room.

The sound of vital signs monitors could be heard filling the room, between the glass dividers Bianca could only stare at Rain's face, this time much brighter than the last time she saw him, Bianca said, when she was with her children she did not pay much attention to Rain, not because she was not anxious, she was very anxious but imagining what her flesh blood would go through made her unfocused on seeing Rain.

Bianca just kept quiet, she tried to believe what the doctors said, Rain would be fine, at least that's what she wanted to believe now, making the burden on her shoulders slightly lessened.

"Rain," said Bianca slowly, surely even though Rain was there conscious, she wouldn't hear it, "I've done what you wanted, Gio and Gwi will soon be given serum."

Silent back for a moment, Bianca just bit her lip.

Bianca's head hurts a lot now, her body is here now but her mind is floating in her son's place, but when she is with her child, her mind is in this place instead.

"How can you make me choose between you and our children?" Bianca said again, this time much smoother and louder.

"Why are you always like this? Didn't I tell you to tell me anything? You know this is too cruel, you're so mean!" Said Bianca shouting loudly while hitting the barrier glass firmly, as if with that punch she wanted to wake Rain up from his long slumber.

Bianca's wet eyes only stared at the pus, in fact even until her hands hurt even the man was fluttering in his bed, not even a little moving.

"I'm confused Rain, what should I do now? Where should I be now? I can't do it with you, take care of you and our children, I'm not that strong" said Bianca, shedding a cry of pain, leaning her head against the cold glass wall, it was only here that he could spill it all, lamented and agony in an empty room where he was alone.

Silent again ambushed for Bianca, she could only hear her own sobs that were sometimes weak but sometimes louder.

Bianca turned her body, leaning against their glass, her cry now returned, roaring with pain, if only she did not remember the children who still needed her most, she said, maybe now he's gone crazy accepting press like this.

Bianca is just a fragile woman who always tries to be strong in every way of her life, from birth she is not a wanted child, her father never considered her a child, sold her, received physical torment and the Inner already she felt, she said, for a moment his life was happy but happiness was never happy to be around him, whenever he could smile widely, it seemed like fate always had a way to squeeze his tears back, crushes his feelings, and he, draining the mind to destroy itself slowly, whether until when his life will continue.

Bianca covered her face with both hands, holding her mouth and voice so that she would no longer roar, but she could not control herself, with her own hands she still cried loudly, she just wanted to shed her sadness, anger and helplessness here, on the other side where her husband was lying and who knew when to return to her.

Long enough Bianca was in the room that she could no longer cry, she just sat on the cold floor with blank eyes, a blank sliver of her mind and heart now, he no longer glanced in the slightest towards Rain.

His floating mind made him recall the message from Rain that the man had always said when he was never by his side,

"Please give them to me."

The memory was as if hitting Bianca on the head, she immediately got up from her seat and saw her husband who was still the same, she again felt the glass of the wall that was getting colder, Bianca nodded in understanding, However Rain always put his children first, maybe this is what he wants as well.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door of the room, it changed the view of Bianca who had been empty to the door, Bianca did not immediately answer it, Bianca said, she then immediately wiped her tears hard leaving a reddened wet trace on her white cheek, she pulled her watery nose and then thunderously walked towards that door.