Rain In The Winter's
69. What if I forget that I'm pretending to love you?

"Then why don't you go see him? y'all this basic man, letting him alone in there will make him think it's all right, we women need an explanation right away, not like men who always ask for time to think," said Siena, this time glancing back at her lover, Ken just bowed.

Rain just silently did not respond to what Siena said, of course it made Siena frustrated herself, as if she was talking to a statue.

"Well, if you don't want to lose the woman forever, go and meet her, explain to her how you feel, stop being prestige, you always succeed in anything but love, big sister was stupid about that," said Siena, causing Ken to raise his eyes, who dared to say a stupid Rain, just this time Ken heard it, and strangely Rain just kept quiet.

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Bianca wiped her sweat, apparently there was no job that did not need hard work, although it looked so easy just give the pamphlet to people, it was, but because it is under the hot sun in this thick costume, it is quite draining energy, Bianca must bathe in sweat.

Bianca went to sit next to the store, the store owner gave her a small meal to fill her stomach as well as mineral water.

Today for some reason the sun really dominates the world, the heat stings to make Bianca feel there in the sauna, especially in the air is stuffy and also not tasty in the kiss, it may be due to the previous use of people.

Bianca was not very appetizing, she needed more water now because the water in her body was drained all, her face was red like boiled shrimp.

Bianca wagged her hands to cool her body, she glanced at the little loaves, there was a desire to eat them, she picked up a small brown-coated bread, a sweet taste that was slightly bitter filled her mouth cavity, she said, he smiled, what else he should worry about, life like this is good, right?

When he wanted to take another cake, suddenly in front of him was presented a white handkerchief, Bianca immediately looked at who gave him the handkerchief, her face was glazed as she turned her back to the sun, but Bianca knew full well who was now in front of her, how could she not know this man was coming towards her?

Rain just stared at Bianca's reddened face, her hair wet children, her clothes too, Rain knew full well she must be very tired.

Rain saw Bianca just silently staring at him, Rain then immediately closer, without being asked or saying anything, Rain immediately wiped a little of Bianca's sweaty face, Bianca could only shut up and frowned.

"Deplace, or you'll get sick" the cold voice made the hotter day more sultry. Bianca who got the treatment made herself more confused with her own feelings, there is pain, but closed longing that peaked even though only a day.

"Why are you here? How do you know I'm here?" Bianca tried to say it as soon as possible.

"I'm watching you" said Rain.

"For what? Stop watching me, stop pretending like we still have a relationship, isn't your goal? Or is there something I still have to do with you? or do you still feel like I haven't been punished enough for what I did before? Just tell me let me know," said Bianca who could not control her emotions, no longer wanted to pretend to be strong, this man if not told the truth she would not stop.

Rain fell silent, he saw the sadness and anger stored within those beautiful eyes, making his heart ache instantly, never had he felt this before, even when he had to take off Ceyasa first.

He turned his face away, walked away from the man, Bianca's face immediately turned sad, his eyes blurred again, drop after drop of clear water from his diamond-like eyes began to flow, and his eyes began to flow, half of her was reluctant to leave the man she had been looking for her existence all day, even the gentle fragrance from her signature broom Rain could still smell. However, the other half felt he had to be self-conscious, the man did not love him really.

"What if I forget that I'm pretending?" Rain's voice stopped Bianca's steps instantly, Bianca who was trying not to cry was instantly speechless.

"What if I'm not sure myself, am I pretending or am I doing it to make you happy?" Rain said, again making Bianca speechless.

"What if I'm grateful I ever pretended to like you until I finally realized that I really love you," Rain said, taking Bianca's hand that was still wrapped in the thick costume of her vision, make Bianca so look at her.

Bianca was speechless staring at Rain, her face looked so serious yet the look in her eyes was implying a very tenderness and longing.

"Trust me this time, this time I beg you to give me a chance once more" said Rain, only this time his tone sounded clear, his whole life he had never done this, he said, Rain squeezes Bianca's hand.

Bianca then pulled out her hand, letting go of the hand, she smiled, not a sweet smile, instead despairing.

"You're always smart to do that" Bianca said.

"Bianca?!" Said Rain who no longer knows how to make Bianca believe him, he did make that mistake, but why he was not given the opportunity to show that he was no longer pretending.

"You want me to believe? Then it's not that easy, what makes me have to believe that this time you're telling the truth is not just pretending," Bianca said with a smile that hurt Rain, is he really not going to be trusted by Bianca anymore?

Bianca just stared at the silent Rain in front of her, the mocking smile was getting real, She was sure Rain could not answer that.

"I'm a great woman with all the things that torment me, it makes it hard for me to trust others, I try to trust you first when you ask for opportunities over and over again, but when I believe you're the one I have the right to believe in, you're the same, how do you think I can trust you again?" Bianca said with her glassy eyes, making Rain even more speechless.

Seeing Rain's silent reaction, Bianca turned her body back, wanting to leave this man, at this time she no longer wanted to be in contact with any man, for her everything was the same, partly torturing her physique, partly torturing her, the others tortured his heart, how else could he trust again with men.

But just as Bianca turned around, her hand was again held by Rain and the man quickly said.

"Then marry me."