Rain In The Winter's
48. I want to be with you, but this is not the way.

Rain noticed the change in Bianca's face, he only noticed her, Bianca who felt Rain no longer sticking her lips opened her eyes slowly, looking at the tender eyes that met her eyes immediately.

"Look, I'm not going to hurt you" said Rain, Bianca just kept quiet, though her breathing was still heavy, Bianca just nodded. Rain then once again touched Aunt Bianca with her lips, only touching her a little, making Bianca's breath restrained, but now it felt more comfortable.

Rain observed Bianca's change in face, Bianca's hands clenched back to hold her back, Rain began to press Bianca's lips as she felt Bianca could already take a touch from her, slowly not forcing at all, gently so Bianca could finally accept it.

Rain did not want to do anything further, for him just like that was enough to be able to tell Bianca how she felt now. Bianca opened her eyes when Rain had already rewinded her body with her sweet smile.

Bianca clasped her hands tighter, the worse she felt now, could she leave this man?

Bianca continued to stare at Rain, Rain also gave a faint smile, suddenly Rain's phone rang, making the atmosphere created unravel already.

Rain picked up the phone in his pocket, looking for a moment at his screen, he immediately saved his phone again.

"The map is done, I have to see Ken now, it's night, the wind won't be good for you, just wait inside" Rain said as he looked at Bianca, I can't see him staring at that pretty face.

"All right," said Bianca.

Rain guided Bianca to go inside, she then immediately walked towards her Door, in front of the door Ken-looking figure, she immediately handed over a file with a green-colored map, which she said, Rain glanced slightly at Bianca, Bianca immediately threw away her gaze, inside the file was that what Drake wanted to ask for?

"Bianca, Ken and I are going to discuss something here, wait in the room, I'll be there as soon as it's done" said Rain who immediately headed towards one of the Sofas, Ken followed her from behind giving her sharp gaze, Bianca felt a stab from Ken's gaze, recalling the message Ken had once uttered.

Bianca bit her inner lips, she nodded for a moment then walked into the room Rain pointed at earlier, she slowly closed the door, before the door closed on hearing a little conversation Rain and Ken had.

"How's it off the North Coast?" ask Rain directly.

"They're still considering the offer about offshore drilling on the North coast, it's a 13 Trillion project, even if it doesn't start, we're going to have a big loss" Ken said.

"We're taking the risk" Rain said briefly.

"But sir is too dangerous" Ken said.

Bianca closed the door, her heart racing, off the north coast, is that her territory?

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Rain entered into his room that looked dim, he frowned his forehead why is it so dark? then he immediately turned on one of the lights, finding Bianca already asleep on one of the couches there.

Rain looked at the woman with a flat gaze, this woman must have waited for him too long to fall asleep, Rain was indeed quite a long discussion with Ken earlier. Rain only saw Bianca fall asleep, initially just wanted to let her sleep on that sofa, but just a few steps he left her, Rain stopped and glanced back, he immediately returned.

Rain very carefully inserted his hand between Bianca's shoulders, simultaneously inserting his other hand under her knees, slowly lifting Bianca's body, and then she took it up, put her in her bed that no one had ever slept with except by herself.

"Wheel! that's you, I waited for you a long time!" bianca said so spoiled, her eyes seemed sad to stare at Rain, her hands holding Rain's hands so as not to move away from her.

Rain could smell the strong smell of alcohol from Bianca's mouth, he increasingly put on his astonished and startled face, Rain looked around the sofa near Bianca, where he was, there was a bottle of liquor and also a glass nearby, Bianca must have picked it up and drank it from the liquor storage that was indeed in the corner of Rain's room.

"Wheel! You know I'm confused! i'm sad! and I want to die," said Bianca with a roaring voice typical of drunk people, Bianca smiled spoiled pulling Rain's body that was still paying attention to her room, making Body Rain stagger straight towards Bianca and quickly Bianca draped her hand towards Bianca's neck.

"Rain? what can I do to get back at you?" racau Bianca again, between conscious and not, which must have made the drink a little painless in him.

"You're drunk," said Rain staring at Bianca's red face, the smell of alcohol was very smelling.

"No, I just drink a little, I want to sleep, you want to sleep with me? the men wanted to sleep with me," said Bianca with a bright smile but her eyes radiated sadness.

Rain was silent, his flat face was visible, he did not answer a word.

"You disgusted with me? isn't it? you don't want to be with me, but why say you like me? making me wish?" Racau Bianca didn't realize what she just said.

"I want to be with you, but this is not the way it is" said Rain trying to gently release Bianca's hand that was coiled around her neck, but Bianca did not let it go, he even pulled Rain's head off like Rain did this morning and quickly kissed Rain's lips.

Rain must have been surprised by what Bianca did, but she didn't like it, other than the strong smell of alcohol, she knew all of this in Bianca's subconscious, she didn't really want to do it.

Bianca kissed Rain quite ferociously, her kissing ability is not good, even she had to bite Rain's lips, Rain who initially continued to refuse, but long ago also provoked by Bianca's behavior.

Unknowingly, whether he could or not, as if he was also affected by the smell of alcohol, he began to smell Bianca, replying viciously, his tongue sweeping anything in Bianca's mouth, he had wanted to break away, but now he's holding Bianca's head back so as not to let go of their hot kiss, Rain sucks, biting Bianca's lips, so Bianca looks hard to breathe.

Rain's hands begin to try to infiltrate the clothes worn by Bianca, touching her skin that is not smooth it makes Bianca groan holding amused by the sensation, but because of that touch that common sense Rian finally returned, what a difference does he have with the man who gave Bianca that wound.

Although Bianca did not seem to refuse, and she seemed to enjoy the kiss and touch given by Rain, but it was all due to the influence of the alcohol she drank and she was unconscious.

Rain instantly lost his lust, he did not want to do so and took advantage of Bianca's helplessness.

Rain finished his touch and let go of his kiss from Bianca, Bianca's face looked very red, her eyes held back her lust and her breath was breathless, what a sight that was so tempting to any man's manhood, what a sight, but Rain is not that kind of man.

"Sleep, I'll sleep on the couch," said Rain pulling the blanket back over Bianca's body.

"Rain," softened Bianca's voice as if asking, she wanted to give herself to Rain as a token of gratitude, because that was all she could give, she said, therefore, he must drink a lot of alcohol so that he can do it, because otherwise he would have been affected by his trauma again.

"Don't think, go to sleep" said Rain, kissing gently on Bianca's forehead, which instantly made Bianca self-conscious, Bianca with her dizzy head looked at Rain who was faintly seen going towards the sofa and sleeping there.

Bianca lay down her body, slowly calmed herself down, tried to close her eyes and immediately fell asleep probably because she was still affected by the alcohol she drank earlier.