Rain In The Winter's

Rain In The Winter's
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...From your eyes I read something...


...About feeling like an idol...


...I know how you suffer...


...So let me come and share it with me....


Bianca opened her eyes again, this time dim she saw the white room, she looked calmer now, only her eyes still looked empty.


Bianca felt her body crumble, there was not a single scar in her body that did not hurt, even just moving her hands, she grimaced in pain.


Bianca looked back at the surroundings full of medical devices, she noticed her hand was full of wounds, her left hand was stuck in an infusion, Bianca frowned, did anyone help her? Or Drake found her again. No, the latter is not possible, Drake certainly will not care about the circumstances, someone must have saved him, maybe only a pity to see him.


Bianca then glanced to her right and left, her throat was dry leaving pain, she tried to reach for the glass beside her, she tried to pick it up, she tried to take it, unfortunately the glass was just nudged and fell off the table, making quite a loud noise echo around it.


As the voice of a nurse went straight into the ward, Bianca raised her eyes, she did not remember that she had been hysterical before, the nurse immediately cleaned the piece of glass that was strewn under Bianca's bed


"Miss, you want to drink?” the nurse asked as she wanted to throw away the broken glass, Bianca who felt her throat was very lint and the pain was just patting, "I'll get you some hot water, Miss, wait here.”


Bianca reopens, the nurse immediately leaves Bianca, Bianca then remembers about the traumatic experience she last remembered, her mother's blood and body, a wrist wound that made anyone grudge to see her, unconsciously, her tears flowed again. There will be no more smiles of his mother, no more hands and warm hugs that enveloped, no more tranquilizing figure, his mother will never return. His heart was as if it was sliced, feeling a great sadness, as if half of his life had also gone.


Bianca then tried to sit down, when her tail saw something under her bed, a large enough piece of glass was there, it seemed to escape the nurse's sight until she did not clean it.


Bianca flicked her blanket over, she then lowered her legs, touching the cold floor with her weak legs, as she set her foot on it, it felt like tiny needles were piercing his leg from wounds on his leg that were still healing.


Bianca grimaced as she had to step up little by little, as she crouched down, picked up the broken glass and looked at the sharp part, she wanted to feel the pain her mother felt, was it as painful as her heart was now? maybe following his mother would be better than having to live alone in this cruel world, live aimlessly, maybe in that world, they would be happier. Bianca tried to press that sharp side onto her wrist.


Rain had just wanted to go back to his room when he came to a halt because he suddenly recalled about Bianca's state, He turned his body around, as if a magnet was pulling him towards Bianca's nursing room, he walked over there.


Rain looked at a nurse walking from the direction of Bianca's ward, she seemed to be carrying broken glass in her hands.


"What's wrong?" rain asked as the nurse paused for a moment to greet him.


"Miss Bianca was conscious and she wanted to drink when maybe her hand hit the glass and the glass fell, I'm sorry sir to take warm water for Miss Bianca" the nurse said, asking permission, Rain only nodded once, he then started his steps back.


When she was almost there, her face immediately wrinkled to see Bianca who was crouching looking at something in her hand, Rain's feeling was immediately uneasy, she sped up her steps, she sped up, moreover, he saw that Bianca had started to thrust the object into his wrist.


Rain immediately grabbed Bianca's hand, which was clutching the broken glass, pulling her away from Bianca's already bleeding but unscathed wrist.


"Let go" said Bianca hoarsely yet to see who was holding her hand, because Rain was holding her from behind, "I said let go! I want to catch up with my mom!" bianca said again insisting, Rain still hold it and they pull each other.


Bianca was startled, twisted her body and saw the man who had been holding her back, her eyes widened and the glass fell instantly onto the floor when she saw Rain there, his shock grew worse when he saw the blood that started coming out of Rain's jaw, not deep, just an outer scratch, but because of Rain's white face, the blood was seen in contrast


his skin.


"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" said Bianca, who covered her open mouth with her palms.


Rain only pressed his teeth to see this woman, all this time no woman could hurt her, but this woman even scratched her face.


"May I see" said Bianca who was worried to see the wound on Rain's face. Bianca stuck out her hand wanting to see Rain's wound.


"Don't, don't come any closer" said Rain, who didn't really just want Bianca to get close to him, but also because Rain knew there was a piece of glass on the floor because the glass had fallen and became a smaller piece of glass, Rain did not want Bianca to be punctured by the piece of glass, he knew in the soles of Bianca's feet so many wounds.


Yesterday after Bianca was pacified, Rain who initially never cared about how Bianca was, even after 3 days of being treated there only that time she saw it, but after the incident last night, after the incident, he could finally see the whole situation and Bianca's injuries, he even grinned at the pain Bianca felt when she had to run away with torn wounds like a knife in her leg, this girl must be running fast no matter the stones that make the wound, is it as horrible as running from the devil?


Bianca pulled her hand that had wanted to reach Rain, she just looked at the man, the coldness and anger was also visible on Rain's face which only looked at Bianca with a sharp look.


Bianca finally regained consciousness, surely this man would not allow her to touch him, the last time he had slandered Rain, even when Rain had helped her, Bianca felt quite shocked.


"I'm sorry" said Bianca weakly.


"I'm sorry about you, I don't care if you want to kill yourself or whatever it is that you don't do it in my house, and before that you have to deal with my heartache to you," rain said in his cold voice, making Bianca just be speechless listening to that, heartache? surely that was what Rain felt, he had helped her but Bianca's reply was to make her name tainted.


"Master!" said Ken who had just entered, shocked to see Rain's bloody face, nothing much, really only scratched a little.


Rain looked at Bianca's grim face, her eyes looking at Bianca still implying a deep pain, inexplicably only this time Rain felt it, but, unable to look into his opponent's eyes for long because he could feel the pain in his heart.


"As for her, I don't want her to die before she pays my heartache to her" Rain said directly in front of Bianca.


Bianca was told that she realized, Rain did not help her, he just did not allow Bianca to die because she wanted to avenge her heartache, Bianca smiled wryly, did she just enter the same hole?


"Okay sir" said Ken, nodding steadily. Rain immediately left the woman.


Bianca could only silently watch Rain leave even she could only be speechless as she remembered how Rain's cold and angry face had been to her, the pain in his hand that was cleaned by antiseptics was actually not comparable to the pain that appeared due to Rain's gaze, he had made the only man who had treated him well to hate him. That's the curse, no man in the world will like it.


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Hello brother, sorry it was noon I just got up! next up, happy weekend!