Rain In The Winter's
67. If you want to be together, do not torture yourself to separate.

All day yesterday Bianca really tried to keep herself busy so that she no longer thought about the man, but so it turned out she could not stop the pain or could make him stop remembering the man.

Bianca hates her feelings, Bianca knows all too well the man is just using her, just pretending to love her, but why? when he was not around, Bianca felt a great loss.

Bianca knew she should hate the man, but herself not allowing it to happen, Bianca was even confused as to what she should do, it turned out that she desperately needed the man.

Bianca spent her nights in silence and candlelight, because it had been so long unoccupied her house that could be said to be only a small room, no electricity had illuminated it.

But the place was the most comfortable place for Bianca, the fragrance of her mother and her evil still felt enveloped Bianca who could only endure the pain of her heart and also her stomach, she had not eaten all day, it made him even hard to enter the dream world.

But fortunately, on that cold night, a neighbor who claimed to be distributing enough food as a gift of their transfer, Bianca was even surprised by the amount of food they gave.

But all that in fact can not make him sleep well, it turns out not his empty stomach that prevents him to sleep, but

it was his empty heart that prevented him from being able to just forget everything.

He woke up early in the morning, feeling weak and weak all over his body, but he did nothing, his body wanted to keep lying down, but his eyes would no longer be closed, therefore he decided to clean himself up and immediately came out, he wanted to find work, there is no way forever he will get luck like last night.

The day is still quite dark is just a little light that seems to start illuminating in the eastern horizon, the air is still enough to make the feathers stand up and make the pores shrink, but Bianca has walked slowly, he said, he used a black hoodie and a mask not to recognize.

Bianca walked far enough to be able to get access to public transportation, understand only her house is quite far from the main road, on the main road in fact it is quite crowded, already quite crowded, the bus passed by and started to get crowded but Bianca did not have the money to take the bus, so she continued to walk, so she continued to walk, his eyes were wary of seeing if there was a job vacancy he needed even though Bianca knew that around here it was very unlikely that she would get a job, hopefully withholding her feet from walking all the way to town.

Bianca came to a halt when a bus stopped beside her, Bianca frowned, seemingly not calling the bus.

"Miss? You want to go to town?" Ask the bus driver to Bianca.

Bianca frowned looking at the friendly-looking bus driver's face, how did she know Bianca wanted to go there?

"Well, today is still a free bus day," said the man was happy, very happy.

"Oh, really?" Bianca was happy to hear that, and yesterday, Bianca initially thought she had to walk to her house, but on the way, she saw a bus offering a free ride, he said this was from the government and lucky again, this bus turned out to be heading to his home area.

Bianca put her hand to the lips of the Window, letting her refute her chin, her little haircuts flying as she opened her hoodie, her beautiful eyes looking empty signifying that her mind had been withering somewhere.

Before long the bus stopped, the elderly couple was about to go down apparently, Bianca who was daydreaming became aware, she then immediately looked back.

The old man got up slowly, Bianca could see he was so troubled just to stand up, maybe his knees were too worn to move, his already wrinkled hands were trembling grasping the grip that was in front of him.

"Why do I help you?" bianca's bargain felt the man needed help.

"Well, there's no need for a sweet girl," she said slowly in a typical old man's trembling voice, smiling for a moment at Bianca, "I've been doing this for 60 years, I've been doing this, I'm sure I can still do it for a few more years" said the man back with his sweet smile, he gave his hand to the woman, while the woman felt her man's hand, the sweet smile was perfectly developed.

"I've been blind since I was a kid and he's been my eyes for 60 years, he never wanted to give anyone my hand, tell me, is he still good-looking?" Asked the old woman as trembling as she was, the old man pulled her, he somehow could do, when he looked so weak.

"Yes, he is still handsome," said Bianca smiling as it felt so beautiful looking at this old couple, so visibly loving even with all their flaws.

"Don't lie, he's the one who looks beautiful" said the man praising his wife, his wife just smiled, they finally got out of their seats.

"Be careful in the streets of Mr and Mrs, I am glad to see you," said Bianca, watching the man patiently lead his blind woman despite his own faltering steps.

"We, too, enjoy your life, when you've got someone whose own little heart says he's the right person, then never let go, If you've fallen in love, want each other together, then never let go, why torture yourself to part ways, enjoy your life young girl" said the old man for a moment until he disappeared from the bus.

Bianca was instantly speechless, how could those words suddenly stab her in the heart, if they both wanted to be together, why would they torture themselves to part?

Bianca again put on her smile, maybe she really wants to be with the man, really wants to be, but does the man want to be together? Bianca is not sure, all the attention that makes Bianca can not be separated from it is a charade alone even the man until now no longer looking for it, so if only one party wants to be together, so if only one party wants to be together, that togetherness will be stifling.

Bianca's eyes began to look out when the bus began to enter the urban area, she saw a small food store that looks paper on her doorstep, Bianca immediately thought it might be a vacancy she could work on.

"I stopped here" said Bianca.

The bus driver was a little surprised, as well as the 4 men in the back, they threw eyes at each other, when the bus pulled over, Bianca immediately went down.