Rainbow for Aqila
Goodbye

The wind blew slowly, cloudy clouds covered the sky as if to grieve at the piles of wet soil sprinkled with flowers. Who can resist death? Who are we to say no to when our loved ones go before Him, the secret of life and death is already in the hands of the creator, man must be able to accept even though the heart has not been sincerely releasing

That's how life will go, some come and some go, as a reminder that the world is indeed a stage and man as an actor, if the role is over then he will come off the stage

The tearful issue adorns the departure of the figure of the man who has given color to the lives of many people, the man who is struggling to justify the choice of his heart, but the struggle must stop because it turns out the creator chose to call him first

"Take him at ease on the side of the creator" it's easy to say the word but making it happen is difficult

"Patience, it means that God loves him more" not as fast and easy as it receives, sometimes the heart needs a few days even some who never recover to live patiently without him

"Reyna" Aqila held onto her sister's still trembling shoulders hugging the white headstone that read 'Panil Ipnan Admajaya'. The one he loved was gone forever

Aqila only gives a hug not words, because for a person who is at a loss for words that come out of our mouth like the wind then, sincere and patient spoken is not that easy to do

Regan, Naufal, Gempano, Vian as well as several members of Felis Catus who had been present bowed their heads, saying goodbye to Panil, a figure who has given a lot of color in their friendship story

"Why did he leave?" Reyna's voice was only softly heard, this ordeal was so sudden and never imagined in his head. He just followed Kirana to the hospital without knowing what really happened, he tried to ask for an explanation to those who sat quietly in front of the ER but all could not speak, Aqila just asked him to sit next to her and wait. But he was confused what to wait for? Moreover, there are parents who are also present there

Until the door of the room opened, the doctor came out with his hands cupped and shook his head

"The damage to the patient's brain is very severe, sorry God loves him more"

Sentences that make him confused and want to see who the doctor meant there, Panil's mother immediately fainted after the doctor said that, Reyna rejected what was terbesit in his mind, he barged into the room, taking off Aqila's hand that was holding her

His body was broken, tears were falling, he wanted to reject what he saw now as the body of his loved one was stiffened with a pale face in the hospital gurney

Rian who stood behind his sister could only be stunned, not expecting the man who yesterday kept trying to ask for his blessing was already in front of the creator

"Panil is our friend, our brother and like family to all of us. He has given us many colors to decorate our days, let's pray together as a gift for him that has made us laugh a lot with his behavior and let us forgive sincerely if there is a mistake that he intentionally or accidentally when he is with us" naufal said that made those who were there nod and raised their hands to pray led directly by the chairman Felis Catus

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The moon shines in the night sky, millions of stars accompany it with its beautiful light, the wind creates a sound on the leaves of the trees rubbing against each other, blowing away the dried leaves that fall down, the wind creates a sound on the leaves of the trees that rub against each other, as well as an introduction to longing that can not be said through words

No one deserves to be blamed, he just needs to mend his heart to make love. Not as easy as it is, but there is nothing good also if only dissolved in sadness. Losing is a natural thing in life. Everyone must have felt the meaning of loss in their lives

"Sorry" the voice of the person who suddenly sat next to her was enough to surprise Reyna, perhaps she was too focused on her mind to hear the sound of the door opening

"Why is Rian apologizing?"

"Maybe if you bless you this won't happen"

"It has nothing to do sister, god has already predestined it that way" Reyna shook her head, there was nothing wrong in this

"It turns out that my sister misjudged"

"What?"

"You've grown into an adult now" Rian stroked the mane of his youngest sister, never expecting that time would pass so quickly, he said, leaving a variety of things including lessons about the meaning of life to be able to move forward better. As now, starting from the Aqila problem they learned more can be fair to the future and now Reyna who he always considered spoiled turned out to grow up with her thoughts are increasingly changing

"Well how else? I realized that the circumstances that sometimes force a person to grow up, he must be able to balance his thoughts with the conditions he faces now, otherwise he himself will drown in a deep hole" Rian just smiled hearing that

"Sychlifting is not easy, but we can try, convince ourselves that there is a beautiful plan that God prepared behind it"

"I understand, from Brother Aqila I learned that God never sleeps, he hears and sees how his servant struggles to get something"

"Fighting doesn't have to be about getting love, but fighting also includes letting go and letting go"

"I'm going to fight for it, for now I just still don't expect that separation to be this fast and in this way"

"Separation always leaves a wound and sometimes unexpected, from there we learn if not excessive when loving because when leaving it will leave a mark that is difficult to lose"

"Therein lies my fault, loving her like a glue that sticks strong, until the moment it is separated will leave a mark"