Rashi & Its Bucins
17

...“There are no facts, only interpretations.”...

...♔...

Hara doesn't like going to the cafeteria too often. To him, such crowded places were disturbing. The crowd always makes him tired.

Because today Melati is absent to take care of the preparation for the Mahesa event, Hara is like a puppy that is free from the collar of her neck. Next week, more precisely, Mahesa will hold an annual event focused on attracting the hearts of teenagers. Hara does not know because she is not interested in anything Mahesa activities, but essentially, Maespati will participate as one of the performers.

The bastard always has its own charm in making events. As per the concept, all guest stars up to the participants of the event, all young people are collected and given a stage to show their abilities. Melati has a connection with Mahesa until she was appointed as one of the staff— considering her ability to organize something is quite satisfying—as well as preparing their team to perform at the top event later.

Hara obviously came along, indeed she was Melati's number one slave. And he was incredibly grateful that jasmine was needed in preparation so that Hara did not need to practice until vomiting.

I mean Hara, she loves music. Hugely. As friend, lover, comforter, savior. Hara loves music as much as she loves herself, almost.

But if there is anything Hara hates most in this world, it is playing music for others.

Hara hates singing for others, Hara hates playing guitar, piano, bass, whatever, for others.

While Melati is a regulatory monster that makes Hara swear, graduating from school later she will find the farthest university, the tip of the university Melati.

The regulatory woman always makes her sick.

Oh, naw. Women always make him sick.

Brother Hara

The chat coming in from the contact he named Zarina made Hara sigh. Lazy actually, but pity also until he continues typing reply.

^^^Why? ^^^

Read directly.

Hara throws her gaze from the mobile phone to the library window, watching the sight of students passing by in the park right next to her. Fountains and koi fish ponds have always been Hara's favorite sights there. Since he rarely had the chance to be free, let alone sit back here, abstract orange-white colors moving in the water could always be entertaining.

If the library is not on the fourth floor, it is certainly easy to hear the sounds of water flowing from the shower.

Able to at least calm.

Hara has a club schedule today?

^^^Ada. ^^^

There aren't. Hara just wants to have her own time, because she knows Zarina would want to fill her free time.

Hara's sister coming home from the mall again?

^^^Emang why? ^^^

^^^Lo needs something? ^^^

Hehe

His girlfriend's sister Zahra's birthday, sister.

So later Brother Zahra will make a lot of food.

I've signed for Kak Hara kebab Turki.

Hara wants to be well?

What does Hara have to do with Zahra's birthday boyfriend? Hara really does not understand, why all women are busy dizzying things do not matter.

^^^Okay. ^^^

^^^Gue turned eight. ^^^

Promise on Brother?

I did not eat until Kak Hara came.

^^^Yes. ^^^

Hara was grateful Zarina just got there.

In general, Hara does not like creatures called women.

Not that Hara is gay or has a sexual orientation, emotional or anything that is not normal. It's just, Hara doesn't like women. They are selfish, illogical, arbitrary beings, feel the truest, do not accept differences, are enslaved by their feelings—simple they are annoying, troublesome.

Is there a woman who does not?

Cuih, if Hara says.

As far as Hara's vision goes, there are only two types of women. One, a woman who loves love like Zarina. Two, women who do not like love like Melati. Zarina's life orientation is more focused on love, love, partner, basically something like that, while Melati focuses on the club, honing her talent, he said, looking for talented people in music to pursue their dream of raising a musician.

But is the logical Melati not selfish? He's selfish.

Well, all humans have selfishness and that's normal. The problem is that he is selfish about other people's lives. That, according to Hara, is what she dislikes most about women.

Want about the club, want about love, at the end they try to dominate.

Melati forced him to play music in front of people even though Hara hated it. Zarina forces him to appear as a 'lover' even though Hara hates.

So if there's one thing Hara thinks she can't change, it's absolutely women.

The problem is, another thing that also cannot be changed is, human sexual needs.

As much as Hara hated women, since long ago she remained aroused and liked the shape of their bodies. So Hara couldn't resist all the women who tried to get into her life. That's why Hara responded to Zarina.

Another reason, they are neighbors in the apartment. Zarina bucin to Hara, which means she is willing to be flanked even though they are not given status, as long as they can be like lovers.

The third point, because she was submissive, Zarina did not dare to dominate Hara when she knew Hara hated it.

Yes, Hara responded to him to be taken advantage of.

Although if asked if he loves the girl, of course he is quite dear.

Hara was pensive in the silence of the library until her eyes caught an unusual sight.

Again, the girl who had discussed Melati appeared there, walking in the park with Sara—si another regulatory girl who made Hara think she was cursed to be surrounded by selfish girls—Xena, Ervan and Hendra.

It was a little unusual for Hara to see Xena hanging out with other people. She's a closed, quiet and aloof girl. Not that he doesn't like to talk. He's also chatty. Most hobbies set-up Hara's life as if she could not choose her own. He is the same as all the women. Angry that Hara feels entitled to freedom, angry when Hara calls her stepmother Aunt, angry that Hara does not accept the unification of their family.

But, despite all that, with everyone else, Xena is usually covered.

Hara also doesn't really understand why, maybe because of her personality? The people in her family also tend to be so, as far as Hara knows. Getting to know Xena so far is enough for Hara to understand she is only often with Hendra.

Surprisingly, he likes Rashi.

I really liked Rashi, apparently.

Moreover, he brought Hendra as well, and surprisingly saw Hendra also likes—regardless of physical— on Rashi.

Why is everyone crazy about that girl?

What does he have?

Hara doesn't understand.

He doesn't have to understand either.

With her chin up, Hara watched Rashi take her sister to the fish pond. He probably avoided the canteen because of the confrontation with Riska earlier.

See how selfish the girls are?

Competing only because of physical problems. Don't they fight because one is richer while the other is ordinary?

"What are you looking at?"

Hara turned as Widya sat across from her chair, peeking around to find the object.

"Oh, there she is. I don't think you're interested, too, at the first sight."

"Who said I was interested?"

Widya laughs. "Tau, tau. Who knows better than me, Jerky?"

Maybe Hara should say, Widya is one of the girls who doesn't bother her. But that's because Widya never sued Hara.

Try if he wants something, ultimately demanding too.

Hara's gaze turned from them to Widya's face. Personally, Hara likes to look at Widya's beautiful face. And she got prettier as she tied up her messy hair after they struggled. "Lo what's coming for me? Where's your pension?"

"Which one?"

Hara snorted, while Widya laughed.

"C'mon, Honey. You know what I want if you're the same."

Sleeping together. Widya is always straight to the point if she wants something. "Evacant cave out of school. Get to my car later."

"Aw, so sweet of you." Widya propped up her chin, throwing her gaze at the window again.

Without asking, Hara knew she was sad.

They slept together several times and Widya often vent about the dilapidated chapter of her life. He's looking for Hara—, even if Hara doesn't know if it's just her or Widya voting on the name of the guy she comes to— every time she has a problem.

He needs**** to forget about his life issues. More than Hara, Widya made the ***** that was like oxygen. Something he had done long ago was only to comfort a small piece of his heart.

Well, everyone has life problems.

"I'm married to Nature."

O-ows. He means stepbrother with his own pet? "So?"

"There's nothing I can do, as always. But, hey, guess the good thing. Maybe now I can try incest fetish, even if it does not include incest, I guess?"

Hara dedication. Widya's life is not her business and she does not know what to respond to.

"By the way," Widya did not ask for a solution, so once she finished—or at least vent the most annoying in her heart, the conversation was distracted, "lo don't want to try to sleep with Rashi?"

"Why do you think I sleep with just anyone?"

"That's why I asked." Widya laughed a little, not to disturb the activities of the readers near them. "I think he's the same type as me. The type that most do not like to be restrained or restrained people. Well, just a personal assessment, from the way he talks."

Did ya? Even so, Hara still did not find a reason why she had to do that.

"But you know the most interesting part of Rashi?" Widya commented with a big smile on how Rashi laughed with her sister and friends. "He's hypocritical. The kind who would never be honest in front of anyone."

"How could you know that? Feeling female, huh?"

"Fifty. You've been horrified that he was bullied by Riska, right?"

"Hm, and you're the superhero part."

Widya snorts. "Nobody knows Riska in our school. Bully's number one. Even if he's not that good, but still, she's the best one, of doing something like that. She is not a cowardly girl, let alone less intimidating. And this morning Rashi was seen by many people, together with the same adek who was still a child, was done with Riska that."

"And what's the big deal?"

"She squirms Riska kayak squirming baby boy cry."

Hara's forehead wrinkled. "Saturday?"

"More than that. Try shadowing this lot, having front of the same baby children who can not even talk, just know cry and cry. Keep the boy glaring at you as if he is nantangin lo. You don't even have to move to win. He won before he could win. Only if you know what I mean."

"That's arrogant, not hypocritical."

"Ow, Hara. Don't jump to conclusions." Widya shook her head in concern. "It doesn't mean he's on purpose. You know I'm not a person who can be so easily absorbed from attitude. People who deliberately look good are like people who are basically good, always different from the same attitude of nonsense."

"Oh, there it goes again." Hara rolled her eyes. Tired of hearing people look up at the new girl.

What the hell are they looking at? Why is it only Hara who doesn't understand?

"Am I the only one who's blind about him?"

"That's because you close your eyes to the same barrier 'all beautiful girls are ngerepotin'," Widya replied casually. "But I don't want to say he's perfect. I mean, he's good. He is sincere and kind. But he's also hypocritical."

"Short for my knowledge, hypocrites are sincere opponents."

"Isn't that why he's interesting?"

Hara silenced.

"According to you, how can he look sincere but also hypocritical effect? What if he sincerely keeps him hypocritical too? Or is he just a sincere hypocrite? Or is he too sincere to look hypocritical?"

Hara's gaze shifted towards Rashi Anuja again. Now, in his head there are so many questions. But there is one that Hara prioritizes the most.

Why.... It's as if the universe is pushing Hara to know who she is?

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