
[POW Ayato]
After walking for a while I finally arrived at my class. I sat on the bench and stared at the window. Thinking about what just happened.
I really said cruel things. I shouldn't have to say and feel that way, like a child. But I really can't figure out what the girl's brain is.
He always comes into my house. Cook for me, it feels good so I let it go, but it's so unnatural for a girl to stick around like that with someone like me.
Of love? Hah, I don't really like hearing that. No more precisely I don't deserve that. Even my parents didn't give me something called 'love.
I've heard from my parents' debates. I seem to be the son of my father's lust. While dating my mom I couldn't control my lust and I was born. And that's why my mom and dad got married. I just want to be responsible, but what's responsible.
The relationship between my parents was never good, every time they met they would continue to fight with the mother who blamed the actions of the father. Well, it's only natural that anyone would be angry if they experienced something like motherhood. It was because of that bad relationship that they never went home and left me alone.
Even though they were at home I didn't like it because my parents would look hatefully at me. As if I were the bearer of disaster and the cause of their marriage.
My language is their illegitimate child. Hahaha, that's too rough huh? I don't care that in the end I'm a piece of trash that's not worth having to someone just because the upperclassmen bully me.
Whatever I do. I am an unwanted existence, which is why I feel strange and uncomfortable when suddenly there is a person like Nana who is kind, does not mean I reject her kindness only..
"Yes, Ayato! You didn't forget yesterday, did you?"
One walked in groups of three. One of the big ones who just spoke was Kak Kisaki.
"Woi! Did you hear what I said?!" Kisaki pulled my collar and stared intently at my black eyes
I'm really fed up with everything..
Look at those losers no one's trying to help..
They just stared, gave me a look of pity and left me..
In the end I was an unwanted existence..
"Woi! Kaparat say something!"
"Yes, I brought it. Wait a minute I'll take-"
* Black
A hard punch floated up my cheek. My weak and limp body could not endure the pain and was easily mentally hit by the walls of the classroom.
"Old know! You're not becus. I'll take it myself!"
Kisaki looked at me with emotion, he immediately reached into my bag violently.
"Look at this, man!"
It was as if finding something interesting Kisaki called his friend. Kisaki's two friends form a circle and stare at the item Kisaki is referring to. Then laugh together. And I can guess that stuff.
"Haha.. The boy with the bear hanging?? Disgusting." Kisaki was still holding the hanger and looking at it.
That bear hanger was a gift from Nana to me. He gave it to me for my birthday. At first he didn't know that I was having a birthday, so he didn't have much time to find stuff and give it to me. Nana said that next year she will give something more worthy.
But just so you know Nana. Simple things like this make me happy. It was the first gift someone gave me.
So that's why my emotions overflowed when I saw Kisaki and his two friends mocking the hanger. It felt as if they were mocking Nana.
Unknowingly my emotions overflowed and said in a big tone,
"Don't touch that with your filthy hands!"
A simple sentence that can vent Kisaki's emotions and make the whole class surprised. They probably didn't think I'd dare say that.
Well, whatever it is I'm better than those of you who just watch without trying to help..
Trying to hold back the emotions of Kisaki and his friends smiled coldly at me. Without waiting for long they kicked and trampled my body.
"He's got the boss!"
"Kisaki let's teach you a lesson!"
Say two friends. Kisaki increasingly kicked and stomped on my body violently.
"This shit is brave, huh!? Don't you know who you're talking to?! Huh.. Answer!!"
Kisaki was kicking my stomach so badly, that I even bled and started in pain. Both of his friends try to stop Kisaki's actions because it is too much, but Kisaki does not want to stop.
"What a stupid hanger this is so precious!"
I just nodded my head.
"Then take a good look at this!.."
I opened my eyes slowly and found Kisaki who was putting up a plan to throw something.
"Wait for what you want to do?!"
"Eat this!" Kisaki threw the bear hanger towards the window.
I immediately ran to try to take it but free the hanger had fallen. I stared at the fall of the hanger from the upper window. Tears have unconsciously fallen.
"Haha.. Seriously you cry just for being like that?! Disgusting do you really have a rod?"
I ignored his words and still stared at the window. I clenched both hands with emotion. I wanted to say something, but it was cut off.
"That's enough for Kisaki!"
You stupid girl! What are you doing..
"Wow, I didn't think there was such a cute girl in this rotten school.. Heh, what's your name?"
Nana didn't respond she walked towards me. Although she quickly became the center of attention of the class, she was focused on me. Her soft hands touched my hands. With a sweet smile as if saying 'it's okay' she walked with me to get out of class.
But of course Kisaki and his gang are interfering.
"Woi! Foolish girl, the boss asked for your name, so say something."
said the man who used the mask, he was one of Kisaki's friends, or more accurately said subordinates.
"It's okay, a cute girl like this has to be told first to know.. Of course we teach with his body, don't we?"
Kisaki walked towards us. The words just made my emotions explode, but I'm not stupid. Maybe I won the fight.
* Brak
"Yailo!"
Nana screamed because I was hit and sprawled, but Kisaki quickly covered that mouth with a forced kiss on her lips. Nana pushed Kisaki who kissed her lips forcefully. He's certainly angry.
"Don't touch me! Goddamnit! Nhh."
"Ah.. The more you fight you the more cute."
"Don't let go!"
Kisaki held onto Nana's arm, pulling and pressing Nana against the wall. Kisaki continued to bring her face closer to Nana's face with a disgusting smile.
"No! Stop that!"
Nana crying. Tears will not stop coming out. Kisaki laughed even more, he sniffed the end of Nana's hair. He even licked Nana's cheeks and neck.
Why would no one help?..
Why are you just whispering and watching without any initiative to help?..
Maddened.. They're all crazy..
Right in front of my eyes was a troubled girl, but no one wanted to help..
Whoever help him, I'll pay whatever it is..
I knew I had to do something, but.. My body can't move..
At that moment a memory of Nana flashed through my brain. Her sweet smile, her gentle nature, everything about her.
Not nobody, if I don't move there won't be a fucking change!. I will save the girl I love with my own hands.
Without knowing the fear I ran and threw a hard blow at Kisaki.
"Ayato," Nana looked at me proudly.
"Sorry, Nana I'm the wrong one"
* Brak
Not finished speaking I felt a very hard blow on my cheek, this blow was from Kisaki replying to my attack. It hurts like even my bones are broken. My body quickly floated and was bumped by something thin.
* Crak!
Whatisthis?
When I opened my eyes I could clearly see the view from the clear sky.
Oh, so it looks like I got hit by a glass. So now I'm falling off the third floor..
I'll die for sure..
"Yailo!"
Hah, I can hear Nana's cute voice one last time. I was so lucky. I closed my eyes and smiled.
Thank you Nana..
Ilove you..
Sorry for what I said this morning..
Well, you must have forgiven me..
"Yailo!"
Ah, I can hear Nana's screams again. I subconsciously smiled widely. I'm not sorry at all. I managed to protect the girl I love. Like this, I could die peacefully.
Goodbye to the Nana I love..
Good bye all..
* Brak!
I fell down and could feel the unpleasant smelling liquid continuously splashing in my head. My whole body is numb. Looks like I'm really going to die. Well, it's okay in the end I can save the girl I love.
But if someone is asked about regrets, I will answer. I still want to feel warm love and I want to have someone called a friend, just once I want someone to accept me.