
Feeling constantly ridiculed I decided to lower my head and return to walk closer to my family.
'Hehehe, but surely Bryan's sister Anna and Elli will help me right?..'
I hope once again, but in the end it's only hope. The cheerful and friendly look that my brother usually showed now turned into a look of disdain.
I opened my eyes wide. My heart was broken even I was confused as to how to describe this pain.
"Son, why are you looking at me like that?" Trying to calm down I smiled fakely, but the body didn't lie I trembled a little.
"Who do you call brother? You're an outsider!"
This shout came from Bryan's brother who looked at me with disdain. What's the matter with you, brother?
"Don't come near me again! People without which type are not members of the Midnight family!" said sister Anna very firmly, the warm gaze and sweet smile that she always gave now turned into disgust as if Anna's sister was staring at a bad insect.
"Huh? I'm just kidding, right?"
Once again I tried to fake a smile, but I could not stop the tears from flowing. I tried to get close to both of them, but Anna's sister pushed my body down to the floor.
"Don't touch me! The outsider. You're not the Midnight family anymore, so stop being so familiar!"
I really don't understand them anymore. Both of my sisters who were previously very visible to me are now pointing fangs at me, just because I don't have any mana they quickly dumped me, if this is the same as the previous life. There is no way that I was wrong, from the beginning I was unwanted, their attitude that used to be just a lie.
But even though my legs hate me, but maybe Elli still wants to be with me, considering she always sticks and looks to bother me.
“Elli, how about you?” ask me with hope. I hope at least he accepts me.
But when viewed from the look on Elli's face I already know the answer. Those eyes were exactly the same as the eyes of the people who saw me in his previous life.
The eyes that look upon man are like trash and useless. Even so I still did not give up, maybe this situation was a mistake that I really expected from the bottom of my heart.
“Elli, I'm your sister, right? Aye right? Why are you looking at me like that?”
I looked at Elli with tears that had been dripping down my eyelids. Elli looks even more disgusted, but a few seconds ago she always smiled sweetly, even she once said that Elli will always be with me, what all that is just a play.
“No, I don't remember having a weak brother like you!” Elli yells and looks like whining and fear.
I sizzled, not believing what had happened. Everyone here was staring cynically before me, this feeling was very similar to his previous life, this sense of being ostracized once again approached me.
My body was sweating coldly, my breathing was very tight, my otaku was sick, and the most painful was my heart.
Just imagine a brother who previously supported you is now quickly becoming an enemy just for unclear reasons.
Inside this anxiety I accidentally stared at my mother and father.
In my mind crossed, maybe they would be different especially the mother of love that he gave too warm is impossible if it was just a booze.
With that positive thought I ran towards my parents, but what I got wasn't worth it. Just the same, when I was right standing in front of them mom and dad were staring cynically at me.
I still catch my breath because I run. It was quickly slapped by my mother, without any cue she directly slapped my cheek.
“Away from me you useless son!"
"Actually who are you? Basic embarrassing surname."
"Look at your two brothers! When they were 10 years old they were all shocked and they quickly became top-class magicians. They're so different from you, people like you I wouldn't even think of as children!"
Mother's normally warm red eyes now turned into a cynical gaze filled with disgust. The tone he used was also very high, if this is what I said looks real.
My eyes once again widened. Tears had involuntarily dripped, my breathing had become extremely messy. The mother who used to say warm things, hugged me and loved me has now changed.
I don't know what's really going on, but there's one thing I understand. From the beginning the man I called family never loved me sincerely.
But what about handa's father? I wasn't expecting much, but.. It doesn't seem like she's the same as well, when I look at her, she gives the same thing to the people here.
Everyone stared hatefully at me, even the family was included. The scorn for the sake of scorn passed through my ears. I smiled to cover up the pain in my heart.
Because I felt there was no place for me, so I decided to run away from the testing ground.
Every step I took felt heavy and every step was tears. I don't know how far I've run. I just ran so that the pain would go away, keep running and running, but the pain wouldn't go away.
"Well.. Huh.. Why?!"
"Why is this all happening to me?"
"Everybody who loves me has changed because of one failure."
""Damn!!""
I express all my emotions with my words. On the road I used to walk there was no one, so I could scream without thinking about anyone else.
Today was the worst for me. The day I lost everything, be it honor, noble status, no I don't care about it.
Even if I become an ordinary person it is enough as long as I can feel the warmth of someone, that is all I hope for. But it seems like wherever I go it won't happen.
The days that were once full of happiness are now changing with contempt and hatred.
In the night fog I kept running without direction. Keep running and finally I stopped in a hut, I do not know where and who belongs to the hut that is in an empty place and looks empty. Or rather I don't care
With heavy steps I walked and sat in front of the hut, my eyes blanked and gazed towards the shining crescent moon. I think back to the time when everyone in the world wanted to accept me, love me, support me and now everything has changed.
Just because I don't exist they look disgusted at me, if remembering the incident was very heart-wrenching.
"Basic shit!"