
My eyes slowly opened watching the all-white view without anything. This place is like a vacuum that is only filled with white, there is not even life and it seems like I am alone here.
I raise my body lying in this void. I don't know if it's lying around, or not even I'm not sure. The footing alone is not clearly visible here, this place is completely empty.
[You finally wake up]
A heavy voice echoed in the empty room, I turned my head in all directions and got someone, no more precise when spelled out the human-shaped light, he said, he only had a white face and shaped like a human he was seen sitting in front of me.
Who her? Wait for this plot, don't tell me!
[It looks like you're confused, fine I-]
Before the human-shaped light finished speaking, I had spread my hands forward, refusing to know this strange fact. Because I realized that this plot is..
"Stop! I get it."
[Huh? Are you sure?]
"Of course." I took a breath for a moment to adjust my tone.
"When I look at this plot I must be dead, and you must be a god. You must want to take me to such an obscure world right!? And surely you want to say like this 'Hello young man, I am a god, now I will take you to that world. Fight the demon lord and survive the world.' You must want to say that right?Do you think I wibu so expect that plot to happen?! "
The tone I used was large enough, so the human-shaped light, I didn't call it a god. The god was surprised.
[ha.. Hmm, yes you are right. But it's not kusang-]
"Well.. Jadul knows, nowadays play another world. Is that sane? What is so good about the other world? At most I will fight the demon lord Satan, save the world.. Or like this, I'll find friends forming a circel and fighting against the organization of darkness, the plot is too mainstream.. Stupid ah I don't want to go to another world. I'll sleep here."
I'm sick of all this shit, and I hate this kind of genre. Reincarnation then made up for the regrets in that world. Things like that where there are, in the end this is a way of weak people to escape from reality. Out of disgust I decided to fall down at the origin of the place and use a blanket that came out of nowhere. My eyes slowly closed no matter if there was a god in front of me I would still sleep.
[....]
[Anu]
[Don't tell me you're sleeping?]
"...."
[Woii, say something!]
There was no intention of responding, I was still pretending to sleep with my pillow and thick blanket. I don't feel guilty at all, even in a few seconds I'm going to fall asleep. Good sleep
The god looks a little emotional, he raises his tone.
[Woi, you've had enough of her jokes! I'm your god, at least give me some respect or]
I threw a pillow at the bully hoping that his mouth would be silent, but it instead pierced through the body of the god, inflicting no injuries. Shit I'm disappointed.
"Whisper! I can't sleep!" I shouted so big, that my voice echoed so strongly.
The god looks more angry, the veins in the light are clearly visible. I don't know what makes him this angry, but I'm no less angry with that god.
[Sleep? So you really want to sleep in front of a god are you crazy?!]
I don't care and go back. Closing his eyes and preparing to go back to sleep, seeing me the god hissed in annoyance and threw a pillow. It hurts! I could feel something being thrown violently in my head.
I woke up from my fall and stared at the god. "You're chatty, huh? Are you on the moon, or something? Speaking of gods I thought it would be a little authoritative, but.. Forget it."
[Huh, you please be serious!]
The light I called God sighed, he held his head. Maybe it was proof of his tape for talking to me, but I don't care, he was also guilty of making me suffer all this time.
[Do you have no remorse, or anything like that?]
The god asked, the atmosphere this time was a little more serious, to be honest joking like that was not my nature, but somehow I would open up with people I thought were close, so I would answer seriously as well.
"No, I have no regrets at all. I managed to protect the girl I love, I have no remorse. So let my soul rest in peace in heaven."
I didn't lie at all, I managed to save Nana, and maybe the upperclassmen won't bother her, because my death they must have been arrested. It's a happy ending, there's no need for anything extra in my story. But if only second life was the reality I wanted-
[It's a lie, right.]
This god smiled, as if realizing what was in my brain. I've guessed at least he's a god, although a bit stupid, but how could he possibly be fooled. But I still deny that fact.
"I have no regrets! So let me settle down in heaven, or whatever it is."
Once again the God smiled, I don't know what he was thinking. The smile said that I still had regrets and failures in that world.
[Don't lie, I'm a god. I understand everything, without you saying anything I know your heart, you want to.. No. You're too shy to say that yes, so I'll let it]
Stop laughing, the God looked seriously at me.
[Ayato, I can take you to heaven or anywhere, but are you sure? Before you die do you not want to feel the way you want. hehehe, without saying you should understand the point.].
I had expected him to be a God, what he meant was definitely the desire to feel love and a normal life. But he said as if he knew everything he was a god, but I was a bit upset about this. I fell silent and lowered my head as a way of holding back my anger.
[And also Ayato, there is one interesting thing. The soul of someone who has regrets will only float in heaven, meaning that even if you go to heaven now you will not have the pleasure that you humans think you have, you will only be an empty soul without a physical, a feeling and floating in heaven, it will continue to happen forever.]
[In order to avoid a soul full of regrets, I created a world suitable for each individual. The reincarnation isn't just you, I've done this several times. I created a world that was suitable for them and different. They will continue to be reincarnated and until that regret is lost I will take that soul to heaven.]
The god continued to explain and paused for a moment to give me a fact that was a bit hard to accept for me.
[I can take you now to heaven, Dad. That's if you just want to keep drifting and become an empty soul. So what's your decision now? After hearing the long explanation what do you want to do?]
So like that, I really want to go to heaven as soon as possible, but if there I only have empty feelings, without emotions, anger and so on then it's the same as my first life. Maybe this is a bit like chunibyo or wibu, but this offer of reincarnation seems to present.
"Well, I'll accept the offer. In the next world I want to feel the love that Nana gives me once again and I want someone to accept me. That's enough."
The god smiled once more.
[Nana huh? You really like that girl.]
"Yes, in my entire life there's never been anything so good for me it's only natural that I like it. Not expressing her feelings and marrying her was also my regret."
The god laughed out loud, he said out loud that Nana and I were very attractive people, he also said that he had not laughed so much.
[Alright I'll do everything you want. Hope you like your second life]
The god grinned, after finishing saying quickly something like a magic circle in blue was under my two feet. The light is getting brighter. The god once again smiled saying that I wish I was happy there. And then my body disappeared in that empty room.