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Arsy was so confused by her position in her husband's house. She was a wife, but she did not get the rights she deserved as a wife and daughter-in-law.
If she was just a maid in the house, but why did she have to carry out all her duties as a wife. Not only that, even she also has a valid file in the eyes of the law and in the eyes of religion as the wife of Adi.
Arsy is still pensive even though the night is getting late. Sometimes she saw Laili but also sometimes turned to her husband who had both fallen asleep so soundly. While himself? He could not sleep at all and kept thinking about what position he really was in the house.
"Why did you make me like this, Mom?" Ask Arsy to Adi who is asleep.
For so long she has been in a very painful relationship. If asked strongly or not, of course he would answer no. But, if he had to leave that house, then where would he go?
She still has a family, her parents are still complete but they also only live in the house of her brother who went with her husband, how could she also come there and be a burden from her brother.
At first they did not have a house, only a small contract and now both parents no longer live in the rented because invited by his brother. She joined her husband after marriage.
Is it impossible for Arsy to go from there without a clear purpose?
Laili was still very small, it would not be the heart if he had to go with her with no direction of purpose. For now, he has no money either. Going from there would obviously make her suffer even more.
"Why have you changed, Mom? you are not the same as the old Adi mas anymore." he murmured again.
The more remembering the memories that are very pleasant first will make Arsy more hurt. What he had dreamed of never got after marriage, his goal seemed to be charred away with no certainty.
Who should be blamed for being like this. Himself, Adi, his father-in-law or perhaps fate?
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Arsy was so busy, preparing everyone's preparations before leaving their respective activities. Adi and her two working in-laws, also Laili who is in school.
Since the incident with Sam at that time his two parents-in-law rarely talk to him, only always the cynical gaze they give. While Adi? he is also more irritable and always irritable.
I don't know until when Arsy's patience will continue to be tested.
When everyone was ready, everyone arrived. They came immediately when breakfast and tea was available, no one wanted to help and knew how busy it was.
"Well, look at dong! sometimes it's cooking chicken," said Lusi cynical.
"Arsy, why just chicken? didn't I say you had to buy meat yesterday."
"Sorry, Mas. Arsy's harvest can not be enough to buy meat, if it is enough it will certainly buy Arsy."
Slowly Arsy spoke, not caring how cynical they were to him because he still wanted to feel there. If they get upset and throw him out, he will become a vagabond and what he does will be lost without success.
"Well, don't forget after much harvest." Adi so affirms.
Back Arsy is silent, let for now he is silent and always relented. But he's sure it won't be forever.
They really enjoyed what Arsy cooked. Though still comments but still they spent.
'Luckily I've been lying in the back, ' Arsy's inner self. If she didn't leave it clear she would never taste it, she also had to save for Laili lunch later after school.
They could buy outside easily, but her and Laili too? they won't eat it easy, will they?
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So happy that Arsy can harvest again the plants he planted. Thank God, the results are very good for now and he can save little by little.
Her husband and her parents-in-law could raise money for their work, and thank God now she could also collect with her crops.
"Alhamdulillah, finally able to save as well" he said.
His heart was so cool to get money that was nothing compared to those who worked in the factory. Only but it can make Arsy happy and continue to give thanks.
After arriving home Arsy rushed to save money that is not how much. He must be able to save up to be able to prove a small shop in his house.
If he could open a jia stall in the afternoon two could open his stall, while in the morning he could still go to the fields to take care of his plants, so all would be walking.
"Oh Allah, I hope that what I dream of will be realized. Amen."
No matter just little by little, if he can open a stall then he can be proud because he ventures with his own capital and will not ask anyone.
"Although I was very upset with them but I had to keep buying meat as I promised. With that they won't talk anymore" he murmured.
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