Roses, Not Balsa

Roses, Not Balsa
Little Angel Babe


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"Mas, this?" ask Arsy. There was something strange about the clothes he had just taken off when he came home from work.


Arsy's intentions will be washed immediately while he takes a shower. But what he found instead was the smell of a woman's perfume there was also a lipstick on his blue shirt right on the chest.


"What the hell is it?!" adi asked, he just glanced and was very lazy. She had already changed her clothes now with that only house clothes.


Arsy immediately walked over because Adi was just silent and unmoved, Arsy noticed what he got on Adi. What will he explain after this.


"Mas, why do gold shirts smell of women's perfume, and so does this! why is there lipstick here? I'm not messing around, are you?" ask Arsy suspiciously.


Only this time Arsy found something like this, although Adi was not always good to him but he never got the thing that made his chest feel very tight like this.


Wants him to dismiss what he thinks, but the evidence all justifies what he thinks.


"What kind of assortment do you mean?!" adi's eyes were wide. He immediately wanted to get angry because of Arsy's question.


There is no way Adi will say that it is the former of Siska the ex-lover who is now re-building the love story.


"Mas, Mas doesn't play with other women right?" tanya Arsy.


"It's not me who always plays with other women, but you yourself who have played with the old virgin. You did it but you're also accusing, you're so smart."


The more fierce Adi's face, he was very angry and did not like the question of Arsy who was too meddling.


"Then what is it, Mom!"


"What, this is just..., just accidentally helping someone who just happened to fall and I was in front of him, so it doesn't matter, right?" adi said reasoned.


Adi stayed evasive, he did not admit what he had done, behind Arsy. He played at the back but in fact he accused Arsy of doing it.


"Yes, I'm hungry to eat not to debate." Adi immediately walked away.


Arsy was silent, his heart was in pain because of everything that happened. Although Adi does not admit it but Arsy is very sure that Adi did.


"You're not lying, are you?" ask Arsys to herself. His chest was so tight that his eyes bristled hot.


Before the tears came out Arsy first wiped it and no one knew of his sadness.


"Patience Arsy, Patience. God never sleeps, God will never leave you, be patient." murmured Arsy sadly.


The incident was accidentally Laili saw, he continued to hear the debate of his parents at the door. Sad, obviously Laili would be sad because she did not want him to see her parents fight like this.


"Son, you?" asked Arsy, Laili entered silently and of course with a very sad face.


"Mom, why do you and I fight. Laili doesn't want to hear anymore" he said.


"I'm sorry Mom, son." In the hug of the child, he also did not want to be like this, but how else.


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Little angel Laili has not been able to close her eyes, there is nothing wrong with her, she is not sick and also not hungry, but her eyes are very difficult to shut.


"Mom, can we get in heaven anything we want? " he asked with a plain face.


Arsy was stunned, from where Laili knew the name heaven, even though he had never told her about heaven. Did he study in school?


"Yes, in heaven whatever we ask we will get" replied Arsy so gently. Maybe it's time for Laili to know what heaven is.


"really? " tanyanya enthusiastic.


Arsy smiled, then he nodded slowly.


"If I want to ask for a lot of toys, can I get them in heaven? " ask again with a face that continues to shine


"Sure." replied Arsy, trying to encourage the heart of his little angel.


"in that case, we go to heaven now, Ma'am" he asked as he pulled Arsy's index finger to take her away from the miserable house.


"Can't now, baby. " answered Arsy, began to give understanding, and of course so gently while embracing the tiny body of Laili.


"But I want it now, ma'am. I want to go to heaven right now with Mom. "the rest.


Clearly Arsy was confused, how he would explain to Laili about heaven. If we can't just go to heaven.


"Why do you want to go to heaven? " ask Arsy curiously.


"because in heaven I can get anything, which I can't get here, Mom. I want kayak friends who can get anything. They have a lot of toys, while I can not get it. "he said pilu.


"I want to have a dear father and be able to hug Laili gently and be able to always deliver Laili to school just like the others as well."


Clear grains came out of the corner of the Arsy's eye. Arsy made a strong complaint to Laili to apologize because he could not realize all his wishes.


"I'm sorry, Mother. " Arsy started sobbing.


"I want to go to heaven only with Mom, she said that in heaven everyone is happy nobody is crying. I want to go to heaven with Mom, because I don't want to see Ii cry every day. I want to be able to always see Mom's smile, and we smile happily together in heaven" she said.


Arsy was sobbing at the wishes of his little angel. Arsy could not give anything to his little angel because of his limitations, and his angel took him to heaven because he always saw his mother crying every day because of disappointment.


Where does Laili know? Arsy always hid all his tears from Laili. He didn't want Laili to think this way and it was evident.


"Now you're gone, ma'am. It was very night. Couldn't Laili also listen to my father recite a fairy tale to Laili?" said again.


The heart of the mother who withstands all the words that become the very simple wishes of a child. Even all fathers can do it easily, but why can't Adi give it, at least once for Laili.


"Patience to you, darling. God will give us happiness. Laili must be sure and always pray yes," said Arsy still with sobbing.


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