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Grabbing Restu 2

" Sahira! Open the door, son, it's mama." Ms. Andini knocked on the door of the room that was still tightly locked, the beautiful girl deliberately locked herself away after her last meeting with Zaki yesterday. Sahira needs time to heal his suffering by contemplating and learning to strengthen himself by spending time alone to read the Quran and recite. Only then could his torn heart find peace.

" Mama." Sahira's soft voice sounded so sad in the heart of the mother, Bu Andini hugged the girl tightly with love, Bu Andini understood, the girl was not okay. His love for a young man named Zaki is so great that he forgets that there is no higher love than LOVE for HIM. Gently Ms. Andini always advised Sahira to live it with iklas, learn to forget her love that does not get the blessing of the family of the man she loves.

"Sahira, soon magrib, it's time for you to open up, after this strengthen your heart, son. Already lament what is not your destiny. Start a new life with a better one. Insya Alloh mama's children will find a better soul mate." Sahira nodded and leaned her head on her shoulder, with Ms. Andini also putting her cheeks on the top of Sahira's head gently.

" Ma, Sahira wants to change her appearance, by wearing the niqab, do you allow it?" Sahira asked doubtfully to the woman he respected so much. Whatever decision Sahira wants to make, all must be with the blessing of his mother.

Ms. Andini stared at the bead in my eyes, the smile on her lips came out even though her heart was still not completely sure of her daughter's decision.

" Is Sahira really sure, son? And give mama just one reason Sahira decided to berniqab. So that mama is also sure if your child does this not just because of a breakup.

" Sahira sure ma. At first Sahira is disappointed because Sahira's relationship with Zaki must end in this way, Sahira honestly hurt. But after Sahira pondered and asked for directions, arrived Sahira heart terbesit desire to cover this face of all slander and views that are not mahram. Sahira wants to keep the beauty in Sahira later only for the fate of Sahira, the husband whom Allah sent to be Sahira's companion."

" Mama will support as long as it does not violate the sharia, but Sahira also must have known, the risk of becoming a veiled woman. For that Sahira must really be able to maintain the tongue and attitude of Sahira. Because the cover is not just a cover but as a symbol of one's religion, do not let because of our attitudes and negligence it tarnishes. Sahira knows what mama means?"

" Insya Alloh ma, Sahira will continue to learn to become a better person. And Sahira will start a routine of participating in the study with Umi Rihana."

"Alhamdulillah. Mama is happy to hear it. May Istiqomah dear."

"Aamiin, doain Sahira Ma."

" Dearly, my prayers are always for your children, the best for you."

Zaki had been silent since then not coming out of the room. Although it looks good and looks calm from the outside. His heart is disappointed because of an unresolved love. Sahira in his eyes was so beautiful, the quiet and hardworking girl was already able to steal his heart. 

" Will I be able to live a domestic life with another woman while my heart still thinks of you Sahira." Zaki said softly along with his heart that began to be troubled. Because of what he had heard from the conversation Umi and his abi, Zaki will be disguised with the girl of his general friend's child, the owner of one of the boarding houses in Jombang.

'Why should it be this complicated, how can I refuse this matchmaking. I'm not ready to go on a household with a woman I've never met. O Lord give your servant this guidance.' Inner Zaki is tight.

" Will I be able to live a domestic life with another woman while my heart still thinks of you Sahira." Zaki said softly along with his heart that began to be troubled. Because of what he had heard from the conversation Umi and his abi, Zaki will be proposed with the girl of his general friend's child, the owner of one of the boarding houses in Jombang.

'Why should it be this complicated, how can I refuse this matchmaking. I'm not ready to go on a household with a woman I've never met. O Lord give your servant this guidance.' Inner Zaki is tight.

" Sister, can Nuri come in." Hearing the sound of the brother's cry, Zaki regained his senses from his daydream and walked towards the door. When opened the adorable face of the sister appeared with ginger milk in her hands.

" Sister again a little dizzy, thank you for the same attention brother." Zaki replied flatly, trying to cover the mess that was in his heart from his sister.

" Sister Zaki sure? I don't want to share this story with my sister." Sahut Nuri. The little girl knows what happened to her brother, silent she likes to pay attention to her brother who is often moody when alone, even Nuri often steals to hear the chatter of her parents. But as a very young child, Nuri did not dare to make a sound because it was not her realm. Nuri is still fourteen years old, but his intelligence deserves a thumbs up, when he was ten years old, Nuri was able to memorize the Koran up to thirty juz without a hitch. Even with her cheerful demeanor, Nuri was also very skilled with martial arts and horse riding. Zaki is very fond of his sister, he is very different from his other sister Halimah, Halimah has a slightly sensitive nature and often makes his relationship with his father problematic. Halimah is a beautiful girl with white skin, her slim body makes her look perfect as a woman. But unfortunately Halimah has a slightly arrogant nature, her speech spicy even often hurt the hearts of others.

" You know what this sister is? You're just learning, you can't do adult business." Sahut Zaki responds to the babble of his beloved sister.

" Nuri is already a big brother, Nuri even understands what big brother rasain is now. Nuri knows, brother is thinking about Sahira, right? And sister is also saddened by the decision of Umi. Nuri's advice, you have to dare to talk about your feelings, do not be quiet, do you want to, marry a woman that you do not love?" Nuri said at length, like a girl who had grown up when talking, until Zaki was made to not blink to see his sister.

" Eh, it turns out my sister's grown up." Zaki smiled and scrambled the head of Nuri who was covered in a wide hijab.

" Already, it is better not to discuss this, later if anyone hears you can have problems with umi and abi. Brother doesn't want, Nuri scolded, there's rest, it's night." Connect Zaki gently.

" Good brother yes, if you need a friend to confide, I am ready to be horrified brother and will be a good friend for brother. Don't forget the milk is drunk. Brother should also rest do not daydream constantly. Asalamualaikum." Reply Nuri with his cheerful style, after saying the greeting Nuri stepped out of the room of the brother and went back into his room. From far away Halimah noticed the behavior of her sister. 

" Is Brother Zaki sick? He did not come out of his room this day. And Nuri seemed to be bringing Zaki's sister milk. What's wrong with Zaki? I'd better take a look at her for a second, make sure she's okay.

" Asalamualaikum's. Brother, it's me Halimah. Can open the door for a second. Brother's fine, right?" Halimah's greeting behind the door of her room, brother.

" Waalaikumsallam, just go in. Come on, the door is not locked." Zaki from the inside.

" What other brother? Zaki's sister is sick?" Halimah asked after entering her brother's room.

" Thank God you are healthy and well. How tumben you attention brother, usually also look for because of." Syndir Zaki to his sister who likes to do the work to corner him.

" Ish brother. I also love my sister, I worry about my sister. If brother is sick, not exciting. Nothing I do." Reply Halimah pouted.

" yes yes brother knows, Alhamdulillah, sister brother sister at the same attention brother. Thanks yeah. " Zaki looked at his dear sister with a shady smile from his lips.

" Now sleep, it's night. Later if caught umi scolded. Brother's fine, don't worry." 

" Okay, let's go back to the room, brother. Asalamualaikum."

" Satellas." Reply Zaki smiled looking at the back of the brother who was covered with his wide hijab.