
POV Murti
Strange and disgusting, that is the image of a man who has no adab and his brain is no longer used to think clearly, like he, my ex-husband. Funny at once he also clearly showed his stupidity. Confessing husband but never enough, want to be served, but never want to know about the needs of life.
For him, the wife was only made a complacent and free maid that could be ordered at will.
Only a foolish woman would want to be treated that way, and no one would be able to survive a man like him.
He who cheats, he who fornicates, he who produces illegitimate children, but he himself who screams and continues to find fault by continuing to slander me without proof, disgusting.
In the past, I was always crying, even very depressed, if the crazy man humbled himself, but as time went on, I became calmer and not the slightest bit bothered by all his rude remarks, the absurd accusation, the slander, all meaningless to me, just think of it as the wind passes by with the barking of the anj**ng.
Just be quiet, just look at it, and keep praying for my own ease for the sake of the child and the future. By not responding to him, no matter what he did, he would be sick and tormented with his own thoughts. There is still a God, who will surely repay according to what he has done. And that is also now proven, he who continues to get problems in his life, from the affair of his wife, the woman who became his affair who deliberately destroyed the bond between husband and wife. And by being fired he's from where he works. Now, he has to deal with the police because of what he did that harassed me.
It still feels in disbelief, if Sugeng does that, from the first he only thinks about his lust, never able to appreciate women. Fortunately I was able to escape from him, but somehow he still continued to disturb me, hopefully, after today's incident, the man no longer disturbed my life. I longed for a quiet life without disturbing such a magical human.
"Bund, can Lala come in?" my son was standing at the door of the room, with his hand carrying my favorite cup of white cofie.
"Come on, baby, here near my mother." I tried to be ordinary, even though my heart was still filled with unpleasant feelings as a result of the incident.
"Lala, make some coffee for you. Mother is not nulis?" Lala put the coffee cup on the dresser in the room, and took a seat beside me by resting her head on my shoulders.
"Bund." continued in a soft voice, it seemed like he wanted to say something but still hesitated.
"What son, what does Lala want to say? just the same mother."
"Why, can you be that bad as us? Dad always hurt Mommy. Lala hates you, Lala doesn't want to see you anymore." I can only take a deep breath. Suddenly this chest was full and it felt so tight. Sugeng should be a protector and an example for his daughter, but he always incised a wound in Lala's heart, and now my little girl has felt a hatred for her figure.
"Lala, you can't hate me, son, because after all Lala's father, just pray, I hope you realize and no longer do that, you can't hate me baby."
Lala fell silent and changed her position, her arms around me, her head she put on this chest, 'you son, have to experience all this, which should be at his age now, he could already feel the comfort of a father's protection and affection.'
"Bund, Lala sleeps with mom tonight, Lala misses in the arms."
"Dear, sleep, Mother also misses in the hug of the mother's daughter. School tomorrow, right? yuk sleeps." Lala, closed her eyes and tightened her embrace on me. God, enable me to be a good parent to my son, may I protect and take care of my son until he finds someone who sincerely accepts him with love and affection.
The night continues to crawl, but these eyes have not been closed. The heart is not okay, it feels so tight that it makes me uncomfortable. Lying in my daughter's arms, tears could no longer be contained, given her father's treatment.
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"In order to change the atmosphere, and later in school it's sports time, he said there would be a healthy way through the UNIBRAW campus. Lala wants to be with Nana the way."
"Owh that is, you have no papa, but there is a healthy way Lala do not tell mother, can be made provisions."
"Don't be bund, Lala just bring bread just like drinking water, the road is also not far, just muter behind the school, through UNIBRAW."
"Yasudah, later the mother will give her more pocket money. And remember, must be careful, can not be far from his friends yes, if tired of saying the same teacher." my message to my daughter who indeed he can not be soybean because of his illness. "Ready Mother." she replied cheerfully.
The house is deserted, after Lala leaves for school. As always, I will continue my contractual writing on one of the platforms, not just one title, but three titles and all have to update two chapters every day. This is the only job that can keep me at home, working at the same time can take care of the house and children simultaneously. Because it was impossible, I left Kaka home alone, so I had to be able to come up with ideas in every piece of my writing, in order to attract readers.
It had gotten two chapters after thirty minutes of being in front of the laptop, but there was a loud sound of the door in the door. Before opening the door, I first peeked from the window glass that is in pairs of special, glass that can see clearly from inside to outside, but not seen from outside to inside. Jeez, it turns out that outside there is Sugeng's mother and brother. What else do they want to come here.
"By entering, I want to talk." arrived my former sister-in-law had stepped in before being invited, even her face looks hostile, even with the former mother-in-law who looked cynical looking at me, what other dramas this family will make, is truly unsettling.
"There's something I can help you with." I asked after they've sat on the sofa in the living room without me telling them first.
"Make us a cold drink first, if any, all the food, because we're hungry, we didn't have time here to eat breakfast." Be patient! Be patient! I must have a patient stock that faces many people like them, Geez, why my life is always complicated with the presence of this family. Without saying much, I went to the kitchen to make two ice syrups, and two dishes of fried noodles complete with eggs.
"Please eat first, sorry there is only that." I put a tray containing drinks and food on the table. "rich kok stingy, there are guests only given instant noodles only." okeh mbak Lilis did not accept, but still in the meal, even looks very greedy. I can only read as much Istighfar as possible in my heart.
"We came here, just wanted to ask you to retract the report about Sugeng at the police station. Don't make him suffer any more. Have you not hurt him enough all this time, because of you, Sugeng his life is destroyed, he lost his job and the barn is unclear. If only you would take it back, this wouldn't have happened. Which is in order that you see if you refer, because Sugeng can help you process finances and open a business. But you're too arrogant to refuse my son, as if it's the prettiest." now it's the former mother-in-law's turn to speak at length without even feeling the slightest shame, she could blame me for what happened to her son, Oh my God, what drama is this.
"Yes, Mom, are you done talking? now let me change the talk. Please mom and mommy Lilis listen carefully. Sorry, I will never be able to go back to Sugeng, what else to refer to him, will not and never. Enough of my life was made to suffer with him, do you know, if as long as I was his wife Sugeng always treated me very badly? Not giving a living properly, almost never, very rude talk often demeans me, prefers his infidelity and leaves without news for two years, as long as he did not care at all about the fate of his son, and lastly, he had already dared to harass me in front of his own son. So what's my reason for wanting to go back to a guy like that, sorry! I'll never be Judy. And, if you're here just to ask me to retract the report, I'm sorry once again, that's not possible. Because let Sugeng get a lesson from his actions, so as not to do as he pleased that could harm others. May you understand and no longer behave arbitrarily." I said firmly and with emphasis. Since confronting this person cannot be in a subtle way, what they are will become.
"Basar women have no heart, satisfied you ruined my son's life." cried the former mother-in-law did not accept the answer I gave.
"Whatever, you want to accuse me of what and want to shout at me what, I do not care and will not change my decision. You should introspect before yelling to blame others for your own behavior." I reply not to lose. It's good, they're wrong, I'm accused, I won't just shut up.
"Take off Sugeng, or our aides destroy your laptop, so you can't write and just as much as it's destroyed." sahut mbak Lilis whose hands began to stretch to reach my laptop that is still on the table.
"Just try if you dare, laptop I can still buy again, for any writing I can still write it because I have saved all my writings to email. But be prepared, mbak will follow Sugeng languishing in prison on charges of unpleasant acts because it has damaged the property of others. How's it?" challenge me with a calm attitude. Looks mbak Lilis undo his intentions, his face looks satisfied and honestly I am very satisfied to see it.
"Let's just go, it's free here, women like she won't understand in good speech either, just look, let God reply to his arrogant attitude." murmured the former mother-in-law, the former, and pulled Lilis's hand away.
"Yes, just go and never come to my house again." I said arrogantly and held back a little smile, glad to see them burning with anger because of their own actions. It is delicious, after hurting and be made out of bounds, still ask to be understood and released. Now enjoy your fate by watching Sugeng sleep in prison. Hopefully after this, my life calms down and they no longer bother me.
Done it.