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The Restu 4

Four months have passed, Sahira has increasingly established himself in his changes, his time is more filled with religious learning. And his daily life did help keep one of his mama's boutiques, which now I sell syar'i clothes.

At lunchtime, Sahira accidentally sees Zaki and his mother visiting his boutique, but neither Zaki nor uminya know that the boutique they visited was a boutique owned by Sahira's parents. Because it is a boutique that is currently held by Sahira, just opened a few months ago, and sells special women's clothing veiled.

Sahira looks at the man who looks so charming behind the glass of his room. But Safira's netra sharpened when he saw the arrival of the woman ayu, who immediately joined Zaki and uminya, even the woman seemed familiar talking with uminya Zaki. And what made Sahira in disbelief, when her eyes caught the sight that was so heartbreaking, the woman casually grabbed the arms of the idol man.

Sahira choked up, her mind getting tired, "Is she his wife?" the question kept dancing in Sahira's mind.

The wheel of life keeps turning

Moving forward without fear

We are getting carried away and can never escape..

Facing the onslaught of life's problems so intense..

Life is sometimes so hard

When a beautiful plan is stopped by a problem...

The chest felt tight, as if suffocating a sense of uneasiness...

The heart whimpers in the tired soul..

Even though this life has to be lived

Keep planning, trying and improving yourself...

Let God determine the rest of this destiny..

Do your best, accept the results later...

It was a long day when trouble came..

The world looks so dim, though,

like shadows..

Footsteps also feel so floating...

When the spirit of life begins to disappear...

You are my Spirits... And now that spirit you broke by presenting another woman by your side.

Sahira's tears didn't just flow, soaking the veil that covered her face.

The knock on the glass door of her room had blown away her daydream, Sahira stepped gracefully, but first cleared the rest of her tears before she opened the door.

"Excuse me Ms. Sahira, someone wants to meet with her mother, she said she wants to order a lot of gamis." welcome one of her works after Sahira opens the door.

"Alright, madam. Let them meet me inside, and bring a sample of the game you want to order." bakas Sahira soft. Trying to be as calm as possible, controlling his heart so as not to dissolve in the prey. Now Sahira covers her face, Zaki or uminya may not know that it is her.

"Excuse me, please ma'am. Ms. Sahira was already waiting inside." one of the female employees who wore very closed clothes drove Zaki and uminya into Sahira's room, and it looks like Sahira is already sitting gracefully on one of the circular sofas.

Suddenly Zaki was fixated, staring at the clear bead of a veiled woman in front of him, Zaki was so familiar with him, the eyes that he still missed.

"Is he the same Sahira, my Sahira?" zaki's mind churned in his mind. But as much as possible Zaki tried to cover up his anxiety, because at any rate there is another woman's heart that he must take care of, namely his wife. The woman who was the choice of her parents.

Fatimah Azahra, a beautiful woman who has smooth white skin, graceful and full of charm, the son of a kiyai from Jombang cottage. Their wedding was held so lively in the home of the women's family, and will also be held a big celebration at the residence of Zaki's parents. Therefore, they are looking for a suitable game to be a uniform for their extended family.

Sahira very kindly welcomes her guests, despite her heart so sore, Sahira does not want to look weak. Pretending not to know Zaki and uminya. But without Sahira realizing it, Zaki was able to recognize him, but preferred to be silent and hold the sorrow in his heart alone.

"Sahira, we are finally reunited by fate with this kind of situation. Not knowing each other, staying with each other and choosing not to say hello, the temple does not remember the taste that may still be the same. I know, you're disappointed by the look in your eyes, but there's nothing I can do but follow my parents' orders, hopefully, you get a better man than me, you deserve to be happy and get the best, Sahira." Inner Zaki continued to mutter with the head that he had bowed down from earlier, afraid that his eyes could not hold his gaze from the woman who was still strong filling his heart.

Sahira also, trying not to look at the man who still controls the heart and mind, but the reality leads him to immediately let go of the feeling, his hopes run aground with the presence of other women.

Umi chose several gamis with various models, and ordered a number of not a few in each model, even umi also Fatimah also ordered a variety of veils, including, Fatimah suddenly decides to wear a veil after this, without Zaki noticing, Fatimah can feel the unease between Zaki and the boutique owner girl. That's why Fatimah wants to change her appearance, to make her husband feel guarded and appreciated, because of the obligation of a wife to maintain the honor of her husband, to maintain the law of one of them.

After finishing determining the amount and price, Zaki and the family say goodbye. Not a word was spewed from the lips of a Zaki, silent and silent, Zaki was too busy strengthening his heart so that the anxiety and pain was soon gone and no longer disappointed by the name of destiny.

As Fatimah bailed for permission to go to the toilet, Zaki was approached by her mother, and her shoulders were rubbed so gently.

"You know, you're aware of Sahira's presence." Zaki immediately looked toward uminya with a surprised look, it turns out that he also knew that the owner of this boutique Sahira, the woman he had rejected.

"So umi knows too?" suhut Zaki cold. Disappointed that is what Zaki is now experiencing.

"Yes, umi knows. His eyes and voice were still very well remembered. She is Sahira who has transformed into a strong woman and shaleha, Umi is amazed by the struggle of the girl. But baby, your destiny is not to be together. Forget her, and begin to live by accepting Fatimah in your heart, never do dzolim to your wife, still thinking of other women who are even haram for you to hope for.

Umi hope you understand the meaning of umi. Relieve him, may he get a better soul mate." Zaki fell silent listening to the sentence after sentence that he was saying.

"Yes, umi. God willing, Zaki understands."

Zaki steps out of the boutique, trying to throw away all hope and shadow of Sahira.

'My love will be left behind, even though my body can no longer stay. I'm sorry I couldn't get that Restu.'

Done it.