Selfies
47. sleep

" do you like k-pop ? ". ask a selfie that accidentally saw the dance dahlia ala kpop.

dahlia nodded "very fondly "

" oh yeah? ".

" do you not like? ". ask dahlia to turn the question.

" of course ".

" which one do you like? " tanya dahlia spirit

" bts ".

" haaaa??!! ".

" same dong!! ". pleasedly

" what selfie are you doing? ". dahlia tried to take the camera off her face.

" dance, I'll record you ". answer the selfie without diverting the handycam from the dahlia.

" but I opened this, huh ? ". she asked while showing her hand on the bandage.

" can't!! put it on or you go back to the parlour, work truss, find fish, be a spinster, so babu until aging-".

" yes yes " . cut off the disfigured dahlia

yesterday while taking a rain shower while cycling the dahlia accidentally fell so that his hand sprained.selfie called the doctor and told the doctor to bandage the dahlia hand . though doctors and dahlias have refused because it is too excessive . but they end up receding also when selfies give them a threat.

the selfie would threaten the doctor to stop her immediately that day and leave her unable to work in any hospitals.

" well, I'll ngedance ".

" cc! the man was always not separated from his hendycamnya, wanted to feel I slammed the thing ". murmured dahlia growled.

" you say something? " . hearing that the dahlia immediately shook his head quickly . "no hehe, ladies just record me as much ".

" oh yes one more ". dahlia crossed her arms across her chest and stared at the selfie .

" make sure my face looks beautiful, does not look jutek kayak gini" he narrowed his eyes until his gaze sharpened.

" but I've recorded you from earlier" said a casual selfie, dahlia gawked at her and hurriedly changed her expression to cute .

" cihh! come here ".

" why? ". he asked in wonder but the road also approached the selfie.

" foolish fool!! "

tuk

" hehh...!!! ".

" too stupid anyway, fast there dance ". selfie command makes dahlia annoyed and rubbed his forehead.

at the end of this selfie always record dahlia whenever he wants. no matter dahlia is eating, sleeping, studying or relaxing.selfie also do not know why he wants to devote the moment of dahlia.

sometimes the selfie feels bad when he sees the dahlia, a feeling he has difficulty understanding such as fear.he is just afraid the dahlia also leaves him like bella, it seems PTSD begins to affect the selfie thinking pattern.

bella's guilt still haunts selfies, often injuring her in silence and crying under the covers. he always thought bella was not because of her and that's what triggered her to often have nightmares.selfies also sometimes react when hearing the gunshot or remembering the night she was shot, he said, he is also often restless arriving without cause.

although selfies are often controlled but he never knew if he actually suffered from PTSD mental disorder.all deliberately hide it so that selfies do not get more stressful if you know it. doctors who handle selfies are also deliberately shown like ordinary people and behave as a friend on selfies.

PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder) is a mental disorder that occurs in a person due to experiencing a traumatic event.

" uhhh tired... ". he muttered after a few minutes of dancing

" now it's your turn ". dahlia approaches the selfie and takes the handycam from the girl's hand.

" i just wanted to record you ".

" yes, but once the lady also dong ". without much behavior again dahlia backwards and hinted selfie to dance immediately.

" ummm may I ask something ". asked dahlia in doubt.

the two of them sat in the gazebo drinking juice after the dance practice.

" of course, what do you want? apartment, hotel, car, villa, stock? ".

" it's not that! ".

" trus what? ". the selfie raised one eyebrow

dahlia took a deep breath and then looked straight ahead letting the wind blow her hair. "I know not all promises are kept, but I want your promise to smile always to be fulfilled ".

" of course you can be angry, but I want it to happen at the urgent moment of course ". dahlia turned her head and looked at the selfie with her smile.

" will? ".

silent for quite a while, the two girls seemed to be busy with their respective thoughts.

" i promise " .

selfie straightened her body . "but you also have to promise never to leave me, because if that happens it's possible I'll go crazy ".

instead of answering the dahlia instead laughed making a selfie confused, what said something wrong?.

" haha you're not going crazy.. "

" i promise to be calm ".

" young miss! ". call helena who comes with secretary rey.

" young lady, there's a meeting in the office for a minute, is the young lady leaving tonight? ". helena asked directly to the point.

" no! ".

" i had expected, so I brought a file for the lady to sign ". timpal secretary rey while thrusting the file on the selfie.

without asking again a quick selfie quickly took the pen and signed the file.on completion he saw the pack han carrying a plate of cookies.

" this is young lady" said mr. Han while putting the snack in front of a selfie.

" oh yes cell, I have something special for you tonight ". timpal dahlia while holding the shoulder of a selfie.

" what is? ". ask a selfie with a mouth full of biscuits.

" hehe's waiting for the tonnage ".

after a few minutes of rest in the gazebo dahlia was finally asleep with a position of sitting lean . while the selfie just sat sweet while watching the girl. slowly the selfie hand rose and brought it closer to the nose of the dahlia, while the selfie just sat down sweetly while watching the girl, he held his hand there for a moment.

feeling that the dahlia is still breathing then the selfie pulls her hand back.

" live but die and die but live? " . he was staring straight ahead.

tonight selfie looking for the existence of dahlia that disappeared somewhere. whereas the selfie wants to collect the promise that was said by the girl last afternoon, selfie is also curious about something that dahlia means.

when entering the room the girl did not find a selfie, really the feeling of a selfie suddenly became agitated and unpleasant. when his feet were about to get out of sight he accidentally saw the metal ring that the dahlia used to use was located on the bedside table.

" why is this ring here? where's person? "

" ahh I wear it ". he muttered and then put the ring on his index finger.

" Mmm nice too ". she gently stroked the purple diamond-patterned ring.

selfie returned to his room with a mind that still asked with the existence of dahlia.he had thought what dahlia joined the meeting at the office? not finished the thought suddenly a notification shifted its focus.

hunting selfie saw who sent him the message, and when opening it a smile on his face also rose because the sender of the message is dahlia.

" shock fishing? ". he saw the clock that had shown at half-eight in the night, he quickly ran to the driver and asked him to deliver him to the lake without anyone knowing. when he got there the selfie told the driver to go and pick him up an hour from now.The driver initially refused because he was worried but the selfie said there was dahlia and the guards and then he agreed.

selfie also actually does not know whether the dahlia himself or with other bodyguards.he walked closer to the edge of the lake and saw the fishing rod is ready. "it was the fishing rod , but where is he? " . he turned to the right to the left looking for the whereabouts of the girl.

" maybe he's gone to pick up some stuff, well I'll wait a minute " .

a girl had just returned to her room from the kitchen, spending hours there making a house-shaped cake. although a little unsatisfactory he remains happy and thinks that selfies will definitely like him.

after cleaning himself dahlia was looking for the whereabouts of his cell phone which he initially put on the bedside table.he dismantled the bed and even dismantled the drawer stuffing but his phone never met.

" where the hell is it!!? ". furious, dahlia took the initiative to duck and look under the bed who knows his phone fell, and sure enough dahlia breathed a sigh of relief when she saw his phone was there.

dahlia swiped the phone and turned it on to check whether there was a message notification or not because she did not see any notification dahlia put her phone back and stepped away, but his steps stopped when he realized something.

quickly he took back his phone and opened the history of the application, dahlia frowned when he saw the history apk whatsapp . when he remembered he did not open WA before going to the kitchen, and if it were, the dahlia would have erased all that history.

because of curiosity dahlia also opened whatsapp and saw two blue ticks on the selfie contact . he returned confused, indeed when did he send a message to the girl?.

without lingering again the dahlia opened and read the contents of the conversation.At once the dahlia rounded her eyes and pecked on the spot, the phone suddenly shook because of the vibration of her hand.

" ohh**** miss!! ". without a second thought the dahlia ran out, but when she got there she was again stunned .

" are you kidding me? suddenly there's no driver here? ". he pulled out his phone and called helena hoping she could help him but the woman's number was off.

" siall!! ". he ran out the gate and looking for a taxi, dahlia no longer cared about the others because what he cared about now was the selfie.

" sir please hurry!! ".

" it's fast non ".

dahlia looked very tense he occasionally cursed in the heart because he neglected to keep the selfie earlier.

selfie who felt someone approaching immediately turned to the source of the voice.he smiled broadly when he saw a girl wearing a hat was waving at him.

" heyy where are you from? I'm tired of knowing ". shouted a selfie, but a second later he frowned when the girl even ran slowly away.

" where are you going? waitme!! ". the selfie smiled thinly and then slowly ran after the girl, but until a while he no longer saw the existence of someone he considered a dahlia. because of the dark condition of the lake selfie can not see the face of the person.

" where is he? ". the selfie murmur

after arriving at the lake dahlia began to look for the existence of a selfie, he had difficulty finding it and continued to run to the side of the lake opposite. and there he breathed a sigh of relief when he saw a selfie that was standing on his back facing the lake.

dahlia smiled and his gaze unintentionally turned behind the bush . he was stunned to see someone who had pointed a rifle towards the selfie.

" no-nona ! ". he said slowly, barely making a sound

" mademoiselle!! ". this time the selfie turned and smiled broadly at the dahlia, while the person behind the bush also turned his head and was surprised to see the girl.

selfie confusion see the face of the dahlia that looks tense and glassy.

" no... miss!!! " . shouted the dahlia then ran fiercely towards the selfie and stood right in front of the girl.

dorrr

selfie reflex closed his eyes and ears, he became traumatized . selfie still did not dare to open his eyes because his body was like frozen in place.

feeling the dahlia did not make the slightest sound of selfies ventured to open her eyes and slowly raised her face towards the girl.

the selfie face turned deathly pale, and more and more shock to see the mouth of the dahlia who had already shed blood.the selfie took a step back and closed her mouth to let the clear liquid begin to fall into her cheeks.

" dah-dahlia "

selfie reflex captures the body of the dahlia when the girl almost falls.

" you-you're good.... right? ". asked dahlia.

" yes I'm good" answered the sobbing selfie

dahlia gasped as she looked at the girl's face, but the selfie and dahlia gasped when she saw the light coming up from beside them. and when they turned their heads the two girls saw the car at full speed was driving towards the two.

with the rest of her energy, the dahlia immediately pushed the selfie as far as she could so that the girl fell and hit her head on the ground.

" sorry ".

brakkkk

the car managed to hit the dahlia until he bounced into the lake.hunt hunt a woman who was behind the bush approached the car.

" what are you doing?? we're on the wrong target!! ".

" don't blame me, now quickly shoot him and go ".

" can't! the bullet was only one ... We should leave before the guards came ". without any more delay the two men left the lake.

selfie slowly stood up while watching the car that had gone away.subtact selfie was awakened and turned his face towards the lake.he rounded his eyes when he saw the dahlia's body already floating in the water.

" dahlia.".he took a step

" dahlia!! " .

selfie forward step by step very slowly . his eyes can not be separated from the dahlia his hands raised like they want to reach the dahlia.

" no! ". his mumble lowered his head and clasped his hand tightly, selfie as if afraid to look towards the lake because he was not ready if what happened in front of him is a reality.

with a vibrating body selfie raised her face . " DAHLIAAAA!! " .

he ran into the lake until the water reached his waist, behind which the dahlia's body and saw the head and stomach of the girl who had been covered in blood.

" HAAAA WAKE UP, I BEG YOU!! " . selfie hugged the dahlia so tightly that the blood moved onto her shirt.

" hiksss..no this is impossible dahlia, wake up please open your eyes! " .

quiet, no answer

The selfie heart beats faster, the fear of loss comes back to haunt it. A fear where people leave it alone.

looking at the dahlia who kept her eyes closed made the selfie not want to imagine if the girl would leave her like bella.

" you have promised not to leave me ".

" dahlia ". she doesn't even seem to care about the lake water piercing to the bone.

" selfie-cell... " . selfie reflex raised his face then looked at the slightly open eyes of dahlia and was smiling faintly at her.

" dahlia me ... I-" .

" selfie, thank...kasih has been willing to make friends with.ku ". . view dahlia accidentally saw the ring attached to the index finger of the selfie.

" you finally put it on, actually I want to give it to you ". dahlia forced a smile and it was the first time a selfie saw a smile that was so painful.

" sorry that's cheap stuff ".

hearing the girl's speech selfie can not hold her stuff.dahlia is always wearing this ring and selfies once insulted her because the ring is a cheap item.

" sa.. kit, selfie keep your promise ".

" don't talk first - "dahlia pulls over a selfie shirt so their faces almost clash.

" promise!!. " .

" i promise ", answer the vibrating selfie

" young lady I don't feel like it will take long for my promise forgive me "he closed his eyes at a glance letting those tears flow endlessly.

" hikss...should dahlia? do you have the heart to see me tormented " . selfie moans down until her tears wash over the girl's face.

" you're crying hmm? ".

the hand of the rising dahlia wipes away the tears on the face of the selfie.the selfie does not answer but continues to look at the face of the dahlia.

" uhukkkkp.. " . selfie surprised to see the amount of blood coming out of the girl's mouth .

" i love you cell, you're the only person I have ".

" i really won't regret it ".

it was like a selfie screaming as loud as it was, but in the end only a weak voice came out of his mouth.

" dahlia.

the selfie hand slowly rose to reach the fingers of the dahlia's fingers on her face.

" don't go ". selfie sobbing between her tears.

" nobody goes cell, trust me ".

dahlia cried with pain, her breath was cut off - stumbling from talking too much at a time when her condition was weak like this. "so here's how bella felt first ".

dahlia looked back at the selfie and clasped the girl's hand as she felt excruciating pain all over her body "I was so sleepy, wanting to sleep ".

" don't sleep! hang on I'll take you out of the water "the selfie gets ready to carry the dahlia's body but the girl stops it.

" selfie I know you're a crybaby so don't cry yeah " .

" let me sleep pliss ".

" i sleepy selfie, really ".

" it's cell night, I'm going to sleep "

selfie shook her head strongly and turned her face to another place.he smothered her mouth and cried so badly, the girl's body shook violently because of the sobbing.he looked back at the dahlia who was still smiling at her, she said, selfies can see the eyes of dahlia want to be closed and the breath of the girl is also getting heavier.

selfie took a deep breath, in her bite her lips were strong to bleed.

" sleep dahlia, sleep soundly ".

after saying that selfies are no longer strong to talk.

dahlia smiled more and more. "thank you, I love you ". the hand that had been raised suddenly fell on his body.The eyes that he forced to open slowly closed tightly.

selfie hugging dahlia with a body that increasingly shakes, he clutches the body of the girl channeled warmth as much as possible even though he knew it was only in vain.

" hikkss... good-bye dahlia.

" cghhhhh...!!! ". selfie screams break the silence of the night . he screams to release the pain in his heart, but instead of relief it is the pain that is growing.

selfie wiped her tears and began to carry the rigid body of the dahlia behind her body.he had a little trouble carrying it and sometimes fell and had to get up again several times.

his body seems limp, his heart is broken, his body is getting shocked.Just imagine a selfie that is still in a state of trauma must see the dahlia is not in front of his eyes. and what made her even more devastated was that the dahlia did not move at all behind her back.

after reaching the edge of the selfie with his heart laid the lifeless body of the dahlia.he looked at the face of the dahlia within and saw the peaceful face of the girl.

" right to go, right? ".

" i should have been in your position dahlia, I should have died... ".

" why? why would you save a girl like me? ". he lowered his head and hit the ground strongly.

the selfie wanted to check the pulse and heart of the dahlia but she was afraid that it would not be up to her expectations.

the selfie wears a white shirt and that makes it look like bathing a thick liquid in red.

" young lady." the selfie turned to the side when it heard someone's voice.

" young lady why is this? ". ask helena shock

" helena. "the selfie hugged the woman and cried all over there.

" helen dahlia....." .

helena let go of the selfie hug and lifted the dahlia without much thought again she immediately carried the girl and ran towards her car.

his arrival at the dahlia hospital was immediately taken to the IGD room, while a selfie became the center of attention due to his chaotic appearance.

" is dahlia still alive? ".

helena took a selfie into her open and stroked the girl's back. "I hope so miss ".

the doctor came out and quickly - a quick selfie stood up to him with a pounding heart. "how? ".

" sorry the patient's dead ".

deg

" i know, but why is it that when this is clear it hurts more" the girl's eyes are empty and then sits on the floor.

selfie smothering his mouth with both hands and crying without a sound, really without a sound that comes out in the slightest. People who are around also feel sorry to see a selfie. a chaotic-looking girl who was crying on the floor in silence.

helena walked over to the selfie and held her nona shoulder. "young lady calm down ". helena jerks feeling the selfie body shaking violently.

" hikss... "a suction just escapes from the mouth of the selfie, however holding the sob when injured is very impossible. and crying without sound is a cry that is so painful.

" woman let out your voice ".

selfie shook strongly . "dahlia said I shouldn't cry ". her voice sounded so painful .