Selfies
78. The beginning of losing everything.

" who are you? "

" just someone who accidentally passed by," replied the selfie while shrugging her shoulders.

" then go, then,"

selfie does not flinch, instead he stands next to mila and sits near the girl.selfie knows that mila is looking at him at the moment, but he does not care about it.

" not tired? " ask selfie.but after waiting for a while, he did not get an answer from mila.

selfie sighed, the girl next to him looks very cute even though the selfie has good intentions, selfie chose to take her phone from her pants pocket and started looking for something about mila. The girl typed everything about mila, from her biodata, the movies she played, her daily life, and her busy schedule.

and after looking for all that selfie just know that this girl is very busy from small.

selfie then see pictures mila one by one on the internet. it turns out mila is a beautiful girl with a million smiles. the mila he saw on his phone was different from the mila he had beside him.

selfie thinks that the one on the phone is less contained and cheerful, while the one next to it is thinner and sadder.

seflie turned his face and looked at mila once more. in his gaze mila deeply with full of feelings.and selfie sure that mila was harboring a sadness.

" grooming, huh? " selfie questions break the silence.

" you're the third person to say that to me in the last week."

" ummm so why? anyone want to be on a story? "

" and you're the first person to say that after all this time." the girl's voice sounded so sad.she who had seen the selfie was crying, suddenly stopped. the selfie knows that the girl still wants to cry.

the selfie hand was raised and rubbed her back gently." why? "

he stared at the selfie." A lot of people like me because I'm a star. They always see me okay with no problems. And they want my life with their lives."

" no, that's not what I want to hear, it's not a comparison that my life is better than certain people. not a sentence that says my problems are lighter than those around me,"

" i just want to be heard, not even papa if you can not understand, because yes emang.

selfie understands, really understands. This girl must be depressed because she continues to be demanded by circumstances.she cannot be free and must obey the wishes of others.

selfies feel like they see themselves inside.

" i can be an ear for you. I also know that you want to cry, so cry aja." selfie clasping hand mila soft.

but mila shook his head." The crying child was the weak one." he let go of the selfie hand and turned his face in any direction.

selfie instantly slapped while breathing." The crying child is the weak, while the unscrupulous is the strong." it managed to make mila turn back to him.

" that phrase I keep holding and I carry until now.I do not cry when life becomes bad.I am strong, that's what I want to believe. it doesn't seem fair that I complain when I know that everyone is carrying their own burden.awful grief, injustice, and other serious problems.have I nothing." selfie looked at him while smiling gently.

" keep a friend coming to me and his name, you don't papa? "

" i thought for a moment, maybe actually being weak is not that bad" he continued

The words selfie was like a slap for mila. yes, mila was very touched by the sentence.he who had been embarrassed because others saw him crying immediately crying that very second. he cried and looked like a man who bore a lot of burdens.

the selfie was silent, he kept seeing mila and occasionally patted her on the shoulder.

the selfie does not even complain while accompanying the crying mila for a few minutes.it remains faithful beside the girl.

sometimes crying is a solution.

mila stopped her crying and stared at the selfie with a puffy face." What would happen if I told her of this world? "

the selfie is shocked, but it still responds to it." Yeah, there's nothing at all. People are going to be breathing oxygen and carbon dioxide out. Whether you're here or not here, it doesn't make any difference."

" so it makes no difference, I also do not mind nyediain lo 1 place to continue to live, provide more water supplies for you who mutusin to not give up in life. your life is just one little story, so don't worry that your death can lighten the weight of the world."

" in that case, I'll hold on a little more" said mila smiling.

" what's your name? "

" the selfie "

he nodded." selfie thank you for taking the time for me. You are the only one who asked me about my situation and understood about me. And you are also the savior of my life," he paused his words and sighed." I was originally about to kill myself."

selfie stared at him shady.

" selfie, you're a good person, and I'm so grateful to know you." the girl stood up and tidied up her clothes.

" me see you later."

...☘️...

today is the biggest day for selfies, because today is their graduation day, and as he expected, his entire family was present at this event. this will be a historical moment for him, because for the first time selfie passed in the company of parents.

all the parents and students had been sitting in guest chairs in a large hall.listening to the speeches and farewell words of the headmaster.they were slightly moved to leave this memorable school.

some students have been called on stage to receive a graduation certificate, as well as shake hands with the teachers.

a few minutes later the name violet, trysta, and fira were called first.

" the spirit of cucumber," said selfie cheering

nancy looked at her for a long time, then the girl immediately hugged the selfie." selfie, we'll graduate together, and still be my best friend,"

selfie nods and pats the girl on the back. After that the selfie view continues to stare towards nancy who is walking onto the stage. she is happy to see nancy receiving her graduation.

" next, selfie nathalie,"

the sound of applause rang out from the students and teachers.they admired a very clever and cheerful selfie at school. many of the teachers shed tears because the smartest students who have ever been here will leave.

the selfie face continues to comment on the smile.First, he turned to look at his parents and karina and smiled until the row of his teeth was seen.

" STOP!! " cried some adults who entered forcefully from the door of the hall. of course everyone was reflexively surprised, let alone those people were members of the police. What is the police doing here?.

the first shot was fired, it was a warning.

all the police gazes lead to selfies.

" have your hands up! "

the selfie was clueless and confused, so he obeyed the police and raised his hand.

some policemen walked with quick steps towards the selfie and put handcuffs on the girl's hands.Seeing that everyone was shocked let alone the two parents selfie.

" you're under arrest for murder."

selfie shock, what does all this mean?

" who did I kill? "

" mila, the girl is now in a coma in the hospital for attempted suicide" he replied

" but why am I the one you arrested? "

" because you poisoned Ms. mila's brain to kill herself, miss sena! "

DEG

selfies freeze, is that true? but he did not influence mila to commit suicide at all.

" the selfie!! " call Sarah in panic and want to get closer but her steps stop.

one of those cops got on stage and snatched the mic from the principal." This girl is sena, the young lady, and she just influenced a girl to kill herself. factors that make it do that because mila is more popular than sena! " it was clear the police were echoing.

spontaneously everyone was more surprised, they fell silent because they only knew one fact that selfies were sena that had been admired.

however, after learning that selfies affect bad things in others, their admiration for selfies and sena simply disappears, including teachers and principals.

" cum, she's a cruel young miss as it turns out,"

" losing competitiveness should not make him influence others to commit suicide,"

" rotten turns out,"

" wolf in sheep's clothing,"

" i'm sorry I admire him."

" yes, you murderer! "

that's the sneer that selfies hear from all of them. What is this? just one sentence can change everything.

" but I'm innocent."

" say that at the police station! " roughly they pulled a selfie and took it out of the hall.

" no.... no way... "violet looked down and squeezed her hand." selfie...!! " without caring about the others violet immediately ran following the selfie.

the girl ran to the police car and knocked on her glass." sir let her go, she's innocent sir please! " however, violet's efforts were futile.the car carrying the selfie managed to get away from school.

" fuck!! " his curse, shortly thereafter nancy and the others followed." what should we do nancy? "

" we call her grandfather." Nancy picks up the phone in her bag and starts looking for Helena's contacts.

at the police station

" it's not me who's at fault sir, I'm just giving him words of motivation." selfies try as much as possible to defend themselves.

" it's possible that he meant something else, young lady." the cop opened his laptop and showed CCTV footage that shocked the selfie.

" last night there were only the two of you on the stairs, and it was also seen that mila asked you to leave but you didn't leave either." he then picked up a diary belonging to mila.

" in the diary is your name selfie, and there is also a dead word that has been removed next to your name, so it means that you are the one who influenced it!."

" this morning we found him lying on the stairs where you were chatting."

" you're the last person he's met."

selfie is still silent while observing the image.it is true there is a name next to the word die, but selfie has another conclusion. in his mind the word dead was erased because he managed to save mila from his stupid thoughts.but, why didn't they see that?

" but pa-"

" WHERE'S MY GRANDSON!! " selfie reflex turned his head and surprised instead of playing see his grandfather is here.

samh approached the selfie and looked at it intently, then his gaze turned to the policeman.

" let her go and I'll pay whatever bail you give."

thirty minutes have passed. Samh has paid selfie guarantee and immediately brought him home.because selfie is only a suspect, so the case is not too heavy, news of the young lady had spread throughout the country, and those who admired her turned to hate her.

selfie news became a topic on the internet, and if initially news about the sena there is no picture, but this time the news about it is plastered with a very clear selfie face. and it was thanks to this that they were able to know the likeness of sena, the young lady.

the master gyu residence.

" it turns out you haven't noticed either" the man murmured after seeing the news about the selfie.

he breathed." Be careful who you trust, because sugar and salt look the same."

back to selfies

samh brought a selfie to sarah's house.there were already his family members waiting including dahlia. oh yes, of course nancy and others are also there.

after the car stopped, Samh immediately pulled the hand of a selfie violently and brought it inside. The aged man threw a selfie so that the girl fell on the floor.

" i told you not to make selfie problems!. Now the news about you has spread to and fro! " sternly with a voice that is not too big but piercing.

selfie stands up and tries to convince samh." grandpa believe me, what am I doing all that for? think again, grandfather,"

" but the recording is very clear!.why mila cry if not for your insistence! "

" he was crying but not because of me,"

" STOP LYING!! "

selfie shook her head and switched on everyone in the room." Not me! you all believe me, right? "

they were all silent and just downcast, to be honest, they didn't believe it either, but by looking at the overwhelming amount of evidence and eyewitnesses they couldn't dodge.

" i saw him say evil words to miss mila last night! " it was her throwing that made the selfie shake.

" believe me! I'm not the one! it could be if I was trapped! " the selfie sounds vibrate.The girl does not cry and can still control her feelings.The selfie sure is definitely a trap, because the recording does not have the slightest sound.

" mom, daddy, believe me "

" nancy, violet, fira, trysta believe me,"

" dahlia "

people just keep quiet.

selfie was disappointed, why they did not believe him. Even dahlia was silent and accused him.

" you'll be in the law of selfies! " serrant samh sergeant

" i'm not grandpa"

" no more avoiding "

" but--"

"SHUSH!! "

the selfie flinched, his grandfather had just snapped at him for something uncertain.

do you know what selfies do? he stopped nagging, stopped talking and. yeps, the unusually loud child began to cry, he was really crying and didn't say anything.

seeing that dahlia immediately smiled with relief and understood, she turned to the witness while talking." sir, lying is not good, well "

dahlia is 100% sure it wasn't the selfie because, when the word is no longer believed there are still cries that bear witness to the answer, and selfies are not the type of people who will cry freely.

samh touched the trembling shoulder and slowly turned the body." be honest "

still crying." Grandpa told me to be honest, but when I'm honest grandfather didn't believe that."

selfie wiped her tears and looked into her grandfather's eyes." Yeah, it was me who influenced her to commit suicide."

a word that made everyone dumbfounded.

violet who was sitting directly standing up and running towards the selfie." selfie, why lie? "

" i have no choice but violet, they don't trust my honesty and instead believe my lies." she explained

samh breathes heavily, he is very disappointed with the selfie.in addition to the bad news about the sena that makes his reputation will be destroyed.

because of the news, self-esteem fell as much as it fell. many people hated him, especially mila. they did not even hesitate to swear a selfie and curse him to die.

" you'll be punished! " strictly samh

the selfie just nodded.

" you will be sent to Switzerland and study there for five years without your family, friends, possessions, and freedom!! "

" go through your sentence without being a young lady, live as a commoner there.you will live and go to school in the countryside."

selfie closed his eyes so that the clear liquid was sliding more and more.

" can't you send me there? " he still hopes samh pulls his words.

" no! and you're leaving today, too,"

" but in a few days jesh's gonna get married "

" no buts."

dahlia stand up." sir, let me come with a selfie, I beg you sir! "

samh was surprised, but after seeing the seriousness on the dahlia's face he agreed.

" well, but you'll only be gone for three years and then come back,"

dahlia nodded.

" prepare sarah's stuff! " the samh command

" b-well," the woman kept looking at her son who was still crying in silence.

the worst kind of crying is the silent one where you have to hold your breath and keep trying to stay calm.

being a winner in silence is the best kind of Disappointment.