Selfies
74. My view of selfies.

POV NANCY

I do not know what is in the mind of the selfie when asked about dreams.The child always answers not out loud. whereas I know that the selfie is a child who has a million expectations.

sometimes I am also confused with the dream of the girl.selfie is very good at many lessons and has a lot of talent.so if he wants to realize his dream, selfie will definitely be very easy to achieve.

just like now, he just kept quiet and did not say a word as others vied to express his dream. haven't I been my best friend yet so he's not open about this to me?.

anyway, I know why he does not have a dream because of the demands of the grandfather.whether selfie refused or not, he will still be someone who will replace his grandfather later.

but, doesn't everyone have a dream in the bottom of his heart?.

I still hold his hand under the table as if channeling the spirit, and I feel a little happy when the selfie returned my grip there. I kept looking at that flat face from the side until Miss Nisa came back asking questions.

" what would happen if all the bad people in the world died? "

hmm, I was a little surprised when I heard that question.

fira raised her hand to answer the question ma nisa earlier." The world will be beautiful."

then change me who raises hands." there will be destruction because the world will be unbalanced."

after I realized it, suddenly I felt the movement of the hands under the table. it turned out that the selfie released my grip and also raised his hand to answer.

" the world will be empty."

again, the class is back in silence. Selfie always gives answers that are so surprising.

" is the baby bad too? " ask me

selfie turns and stares at me intensely." try to think of kek gini, the baby unconsciously has hurt his mother since the womb. let alone when born."

" but a selfie, a baby never asks to be born into the world." shuffled violet as she looked at the girl.

" well, make sense. unfortunately did not ask to be born would not change the fact that in the end he was still born."

after hearing the selfie remark earlier ma nisa did not continue this question anymore. instead she allows all of us to go out to rest and eat. indeed not hours of rest anyway, but because the school is just starting, but because the school is just starting, so there's no learning today.

we who usually hang out in the tree this time choose to eat in the cafeteria. yes, the end if the dryness hanging out on the tree later in kuntilanak, hehe.

as usual, the atmosphere of the canteen came and almost all the tables were full.but luckily zayn and his friends invited us to sit down with them.

I mesan apple juice and selfie mesan iced coffee. because the canteen again rame very, so our order is quite old new nyampe.

shortly after fitting my order in between, I immediately protest." coffee two? "

I want to ask in exchange but selfie instead prevent me and tell to drink the order already in between it.

" apple juice if you don't drink for a long time turns brown.it's not coffee, but your apple juice that has been in the wild for a long time" he said with a sweet smile.

well, that's one of the experiences in my life, and I don't drink because I lost my taste.so I broke up for an iced coffee message like a selfie.

just waiting for the order, I observed a selfie that looked very cheerful when talking to zayn. I could see love in the eyes of the girl.

the positive aura of selfie really makes me feel comfortable with him, so it is not wrong, why selfies become my mood maker.

" plis don't get close to me!! " tickle the raka towards the selfie and zayn who is again the feed.

from his face it seems that Raka says like that not to selfies and zayn, but to rickos and violets.

" aha!! so find a girlfriend," selfie chirped

" cc! my love has been taken by my best friend" he said, which makes everyone laugh except me.

I feel a little bit insinuated with the words raka earlier.hmm, because actually that's what happened to me, my first love was even in get by the selfie.but I don't think too much about it, because actually that's what happened to me, my first love was even in get by the selfie, selfies are always happy.

I also wonder why it could happen?.

then the selfie again said that made me amazed with him.

" the bad thing about mental healt in indo is the lack of education.for example, the average parent will judge his child well while there are no physical injuries."

" and when his son was crying, complaining, anxious or showing other signs of depression, even in saying 'ah so doang nangis,"

" depression is not related to the size of the problem. it is easier for people to cry or frustrated about small things is the most dangerous.maybe it means he is already depressed with other heavy things."

after the selfie said those words, we all immediately fell silent, yes, but the selfie said with a relaxed face while eating crackers, but the words were very felt and touched.

it makes me admire a selfie more Nathalie.I think funny anyway, whereas selfie admires me while I'm the opposite.

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" selfie " call me

" yes, baby "

" night is tonight at my house "

selfie smile." okay, but did you forget that tonight jesh's brother invited us to his house."

oh no, I forgot about it. earlier before going to class, kak jesh came and invited us to spend the night at his house.he said there was news that he wanted to convey.

though I really want to enjoy time alone with a selfie today, without the interference of the moss and two crazy boys.but yes, I think later enjoy time alone with a selfie.

" later at dusk I pick you up, yes" I said

" ready, I'll always be waiting for you."

I opened a packet of cookies and ate it with a selfie. In the classroom today there are only a few students while others are still playing outside.

me and selfie tell a lot of things about our plans in the future, such as wanting to make our own cookie store, the streets out of the country, even to match our son later. insane anyway, he said, but imagining it is so exciting.

but I know no one knows what will happen next.

" knowledge is a curse from God." That's the line I heard from the mouth of the selfie.

I reflect frowning dong. I don't know what it means, but I think the selfie is not stupid that to know nothing.he is the smartest student, but I think the selfie is not stupid to know anything, to the extent that the lessons in school are not able to follow him.he is really a person who learns everything.

selfie looks at me and says." I hope I don't know anything about the world."

I'm nagging." In the end some things are better kept a secret."

selfie opened the bottle of water while staring out the window." want to hear a loyal friend who is always there when I am in the mental hospital? "

I was stunned but still nodding.

" as usual he will go to the hospital for my visit. we used to talk a lot of absurd things while laughing². yeah he was my only friend at that time."

" time went by, days changed weeks, weeks changed months, and I finally declared myself healed and now he's left me completely."

the selfie face turns sad." No, he's not dead. I'm just suddenly blind and deaf so I can't see and hear him bacotan again."

I understand, I understand very clearly what that means.

the 'HE' that the selfie meant was imaginary.When the selfie recovered from his mental illness, the 'HE' that was just imaginary disappeared with his wound.

selfie is a cheerful girl who keeps fragile very neatly.