Sephias
Pain but not bleeding

Time showed at eight p.m., Danar directed his car to the Sephia residence. Danar believes something happened to Sephia, it could be that Sephia got news from someone or maybe Sephia herself who saw it with Wulan this afternoon.

Danar hit his wheel many times.

"Shitt," Danar was upset how it could have happened, how could Sephia have known everything first.

Danar parked his car in the yard, climbed the stairs, and now he's standing at the door of Sephia's room. Tapping him a few times, Danar found no answer from within.

"Phi .. open the door," said Danar softly. "Prc ... Honey, open the door, I need to talk."

The knocking of the door grew louder, Danar spoke again.

"Phi .. open, not good with your neighbors if my voice wakes them up .. open!"

The door lock was heard, the girl showed her face. Her eyes were so puffy, her nose was flushed, her hair was irregular.

Their eyes looked at each other, Danar hurt to see it, he finally managed to make Sephia hurt. He wanted it not to be like this, but everything was not in line with what he expected.

"Phi," said Danar, grabbing the girl's hand.

"Who is he?"

"I'm elucidated ...."

"I saw you on Kuta beach, who was he? Your boyfriend? the fiancee? wife-to-be?"

All that Sephia mentions is almost true, O Lord Danar is unable to explain. His promise of making this girl happy with him was dashed already.

"Clearly with me, Danar!"

"Republic ...." Danar. "He ... my lover ... ex-lover, I consider him an ex-lover, but he still thinks we have a relationship."

"Gosh," Sephia closed her lips with both of her hands.

The pain ... it really hurts, what is this? why is it like this? sephia's head was pulsing again.

"I'm sorry Phi," Danar cupped Sephia's face.

The girl's eyes were already swollen from crying, Danar deserves punishment for her indecision in resolving her problems.

"Hurt me, Danar." cried Sephia, "tega you," he said in a sobbing.

"I'm sorry Phia, but the situation before meeting you was complicated" said Danar. "I'm sorry" said the man again.

Danar wiped away the two tears that were still dripping profusely on Sephia's cheeks.

" Then we?" sephia asked, releasing Danar's hand from her face.

"I love you, Phia."

"And love with him?"

"Gak .. It's different Phia, it's about my responsibility to her .. it's not about love" Danar explained.

"What do you mean about responsibility? are you guys --?" The words were stammered as Sephia spoke. "Don't say kal--Oh my God."

Sephia turned her body, her body shaking violently, her cries were getting louder and louder.

"It's staying with her" This time Sephia had to be selfish to defend something that was rightfully her.

"I can't ... I can't, Phi ...."

"Why? You love her? Keep me what?"

"I love him ... But long ago, I loved you now and then"

"Then stay with him, Danar ... That's if you really love me."

"I can't ... I made a fatal mistake first ... I have to take responsibility, Phi," Danar said frustratedly.

"Fatal error" said Sephia nodding, her heart so sore.

"I did it when we were in the UK, I was drunk, Phia .. I didn't realize I didn't know it was happening all of a sudden."

"When everything happens you say you don't know... Fuck you!" That sharp look was like an indelibility piercing Danar's heart.

"I'm such a Phi jerk, that's why I want responsibility ... I'm also a jerk already got us in this position .. i--"

"I want to be alone ... Please stay with me" said Sephia, walking to open the door of her room. "Please go," his eyes glazed over.

It hurts so bad, Danar's heart broke into pieces. Even if it had to be tidied up the pieces would no longer be the same.

Danar walked on, eager for him to cling the girl's body into his arms. Removing her tears, saying a thousand words of apology.

"We'll take care of it" Sephia said as Danar stood by the side of the door to the exit of the room.

Danar looked at the girl in earnest. What he had to do, he hurt the heart of someone he loved so much.

"Republic ...."

Sephia closed the door, crying behind the door that separated her from Danar. Danar was still fixated, speechless unable to say anything.

Yes, this is her fault .. her fault avoid problems, her fault cover everything and her fault give love to Sephia. The girl was so fragile, Danar regretted it. Had he not entered Sephia's life, it might not have been like this in the end.

Really he loved that girl, like finding a soulmate. Danar was only able to grieve his fate at this moment.

...----------------...

That morning, Sephia arrived a little late. Today there are several things he has to work on including controlling money in and out to fund a new product launch event on Friday.

Sephia was still trying as usual to do her job. He had to put aside his personal affairs.

"Sephia, the report after lunch can be finished?" asked Ms. Ratna that morning.

"Can Ma."

"Ok, after I check, can you ask for Mr. Danar's signature?"

Sephia was confused, she turned to Ni Luh but there was no way she expected Ni Luh.

"Good." Sephia gave a nod.

The day went as it should, until a beautiful woman passed through her room to the Danar room. Sephia knew the beautiful figure, the same person she saw on the beach that afternoon.

My God, for whatever reason this must coincide when he will give the report to Danar. Sephia let out a long sigh, complaining was not possible let alone shouting for help who knows.

Sephia stepped lethargic towards the room, all could happen as she entered the room. Sephia was busy arranging her heart as Made approached her.

"Don't daydream, face it .. This does have to be Phia through," said Made sage.

Their relationship was only Made and Ni Luh who knew, nothing else. Made as assistant Danar and Ni Luh Sephia. The girl's chest is getting claustrophobic, she has to strengthen herself, whatever she finds in there, she has to remember one thing if her relationship with Danar is over.

Hundreds of times he said, he loved Danar but if the man was not his then it would not happen at any time.

Several times knocking on that door, Sephia opened slowly. Danar was sitting at his desk while the beautiful woman was at his desk, struggling spoiled with her arms around the man's neck.

It hurts but it doesn't bleed, finding the person he loves side by side with another woman. It turned out that Sephia was not able to feel this, her heart was so sick.

Danar raised his face when he found out that someone had entered his room, he released Wulan's arm around his neck. Danar looked at the girl, the same gaze he gave Sephia as the days they had been through.

"Sorry sir, I delivered the financial statements that have been signed and checked by Ms. Ratna," said Sephia already standing in front of Danar's desk.

Many times Sephia swallowed the coarse salivary, her heart pounding erratically. The meeting of the three of them really made him want to leave the room.

"Where should I sign?"

"In the first check, sir .. lest there be any mistakes, this report can I stay," said Sephia, eager for her to hold her chest that hurt.

Danar looked at him, Sephia looked down.

"You can sit on the couch first, Lan? I have something to discuss with my staff."

The staff?? Oh my God .. it feels like crying, the girl's eyes have started to glaze over.

Wulan stepped towards the sofa, Sephia glanced at him slightly. Really beautiful, any man would not refuse to face her. So perfect.

"Where?"

"Yes?"

"What I should check."

Right here in my heart Sephia is bathed.

"This sir, according to the submission from the marketing."

Danar checked the report for a moment, some of whom he confirmed his glasses, glancing at the girl.

Sorry I muttered Phi in my heart.

"Darling, it's still a long time?" tanya Wulan spoiled. "I'm hungry, we eat at Potatoes head yes" he said.

The head of the inner potato Sephia.

The first place Sephia took Danar was at their meeting in Kuta. Sephia misses the man, the man who no longer belongs to her.

"I'm sorry sir" Sephia said, tidying up her report.

The involuntary touch of the hand made a terrible beating on his heart. Their eyes locked onto each other. Two people who still love each other, but hurt each other.

***Periiiiihhh 😥

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