Sephias
Sorry, I can't

"Now you believe, if the taste exists and the beat is real." Kalla looked down at Sephia.

"I'm sorry, I can't Kal .. I'm sorry, we shouldn't believe it," Sephia said, turning over and leaving Kalla with a bad feeling.

Sephia wiped away her tears, and the guilt of her two loved ones hit her chest. Sephia herself was confused as to what had happened to her. I don't know what he was thinking until it happened so quickly.

Sephia ran away from the office lobby, hailing a passing taxi. He covered his face with both hands.

Geez, what should I do now ... Danar I need you inner Sephia, her tears are flowing. Stupidly he was, Sephia cursed herself, how could it be?

Many times the phone was vibrating, Kalla's name was visible on the screen of his phone. Arriving at the boarding room, Sephia buried her face in tears. Guilt is more true for the two people he cares about. Why did Kalla's heart change so quickly, so many words why, why and why were settled in his head.

It had to be how he apologized to those two people. His heart is incapable. Imagining what had happened this time, an overwhelming sense of sin.

The phone vibrated back, Danar's name there. Sephia tried to neutralize her voice,

"Yes." Yeah."

"You sleeping, Phi?"

"Son, just got ... stuck," he lied.

"Phi, tomorrow I go to Jakarta again .. I won the tender for the hotel built by Kalla, quite large tender because it is a five-star hotel ... can you take a day off for the day after tomorrow?"

"Why?"

"You said I'd like to see you."

"Oh .. so fast?"

"Yes .. I need your permission to take you back to Bali, I don't want you long in Jakarta alone, how?"

"Eem .. Yes tomorrow I apply for leave, you arrive in Jakarta at what time?"

"For me to leave, because the meeting with Kalla and his father at two in the afternoon, but I go to the office first, because there will be a Great Mas who will be victorious as well."

"Kok I don't know this schedule, do I?"

"Just this afternoon, Kalla's father's assistant called me."

"Oh ... Where are you?"

"In the room .. again think of you." Danar smiled across there.

"Darling ...." Sephia's heart is becoming more uncertain.

"What?"

"I ...."

"Why?"

"Gak papa .. I just miss," he said, closing his eyes feeling something bad in his chest.

"When we've just separated one day, you've missed .. We marry Phi, so we can continue together."

Sephia smiled, quickly take me away from here Danar, feeling this torment me, you, Kalla and Nami inner Sephia then rubbed the corner of her eyes.

"Sleep, we'll see you tomorrow .. Beautiful, I want to see you beautiful from day to day."

"You also sleep ... Honey, cut down on the cigarette."

"I love you, Phia."

"I love you, Danar."

It is hard to say the word I love you to our loved ones but at the same time our mind goes to others, and this is Sephia.

A message came in from Nami as well as Kalla simultaneously.

[Nami: Phi, tomorrow lunch together yes, I want a story]

[Kalla: I'm sorry Phi, but please don't be like this]

Just a message from Nami that Sephia replied, they will meet at a cafe at lunch tomorrow. While the message from Kalla, only he read without replying.

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The morning sun began to slowly enter through the gap of the window curtain. Early in the morning Danar had called Sephia to announce his departure at seven Bali time.

Danar told Sephia not to forget to apply for leave today for the next two days.

Sephia arrives as usual first, preparing everything on Kalla's desk. Today he promised to behave as usual. Let's just say yesterday was the biggest mistake of his life.

Kalla came in a suit with a white shirt wrapped in a casual model suit and gray chinos pants in line with the suit he was wearing.

Kalla passed the Sephia table without reprimanding him as usual, Sephia followed the man as usual by saying the schedules she had to do today included meeting Danar to discuss the tender of the hotel project in Bali.

"It's just the schedule today, for the report there are only a few proposals that have to be checked and signed" Sephia said standing in front of Kalla's desk while Kalla listened.

"Okay," Kalla started opening her laptop. "There again?" tanyanya cold.

"I want to leave for two days until the day after tomorrow, can I?"

"Please, as long as your work is done and my schedule has been arranged in such a way."

"Well, thank you," Sephia smiled.

Kalla looked at the girl's back until she could no longer be seen. Kalla's heart was torn to shreds, looking at Sephia's usual attitude and while he himself had to fight with the heart to make it look not awkward.

That afternoon Sephia kept her promise to meet Nami at a cafe not far from Sephia's office.

"Old old?" sephia asked the sweet girl.

"New too, what message, Phia?

"It's just a matter of course."

"What story do you want?" sephia asked after Nami ordered the food.

Nami sighed then looked at Sephia. Sephia feels like a defendant caught stealing.

"I suspect Kalla seems to like another woman, Phi."

Deg

Those words were very poignant for Sephia to hear. His guilt immediately appeared.

"Can't you?" sephia asked who felt Nami's suspicion towards her.

"Somehow, I feel like there's something different ... What do you think I should do, Phi?"

Sephia almost coughed when she heard Nami's plea for opinion.

"I think .. you should get married soon, it's been too long since your relationship. I'm afraid the longer your relationship goes without certainty the more obstacles that will come."

"Love me one reason why you haven't been married to Kalla yet" Sephia said.

"I want to see Kalla's loyalty to where," answered Nami looking fixedly at Sephia.

"According to you, until this moment Kalla is loyal or not?" tanya Sephia confirmed the answer from Nami.

"Until this moment? which I see .. he's loyal."

Sephia nodded her head in a nod, I hope she will always be loyal to you Nami muttered Sephia inwardly.

"That means you just have to convince your heart, Nami .. to make the right choice if Kalla is your goal all along."

There was a feeling of relief in Sephia's heart as she said that to Nami. Sephia wants everything back to normal as it was.

After her meeting with Nami, Sephia returned to the office feeling a little relieved.

"Have you had lunch?" kalla asked when Sephia was in the man's room to deliver some reports.

"You know?"

"Nami said ... You said what until Nami suddenly said she wanted to get married as soon as possible," Kalla said, grabbing Sephia's hand as the girl gave her a file to sign.

"Kalla please ...."

"What did you say to Nami, Phi?" Kalla got up from his seat without letting go of the hand.

"I just want it all back where it should be. I, you, Danar and Nami, don't confuse it with our circumstances that can even destroy everything." Sephia tries to release Kalla's hand.

Kalla fell silent, as Sephia said, all must be returned to their respective positions, as well as his feelings for Sephia should be buried deeply.

"Sorry Kalla .. I can't, I can't hurt them both, my feelings are the same you might just be a cursory, as well as you, too, we're just in a supportive state, you're with Nami's busyness as I am, my relationship and Danar's separated by distance .. So I beg you, stop all this before it's all done." Sephia's eyes glazed over and she did not want to lose the people she loved, including Kalla. Kalla is his helper and Sephia won't change that.

Kalla pulled Sephia into his arms, really she had to completely bury the feelings she had just grown for the sake of the people they loved.

The knock on the door made them let each other out a hug, Sephia erased the corner of her watery eyes while Kalla stepped back to her desk.

The door slowly opened, Danar entered with a smile, a longing smile for his beloved.

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