Sephias
Relinquish

"Darling ... Phia, what's wrong with you?"

"My stomach hurts, my mules are so bad .. Take me to the hospital, baby .. now!" Sephia was so panicked, she was unable to hide her fear.

Danar drove his car like a demon, darting without care of the mockery of other riders. It only took 20 minutes to get to the hospital.

"I'm a carry?" danar asked as he opened the door for Sephia.

"Don't love, don't papa."

Sephia sees the face of anxiety on Danar. He is equally afraid, afraid of anything happening to the child in the womb. As much as possible Sephia put those feelings aside.

A security man swiftly provided a wheelchair for Sephia. Danar took a big step pushing the chair to get to the IGD room, telling the doctor who was there. Until finally Sephia was referred directly to their obstetrician's practice room.

"We checked, yes" said the doctor.

USG examination was carried out, the look of the doctor's face could not be seen, Sephia felt something in her fetus. How's Doctor?" ask Sephia.

"There are spots ..this and this," the doctor shows a screen in front of them. "Mom, I checked through transvaginal yes ..sister please help."

The doctor waited for Sephia to prepare with the help of a nurse. Sephia was surprised when she opened ********* found blood spots, the more pale the woman's face was afraid that she felt it would happen. His eyes began to glaze over, while Danar was still separated bounded by white curtains.

"Honey," call Sephia.

"I'm here, you calm down, yes" Danar said from behind the curtain.

"Honey, there's blood" Sephia said in a panic.

The nurse helped calm Sephia down, the doctor came back in when the position was ready, so even Danar who occasionally sighed felt how his wife grimaced when the object was inserted into the mouth of his womb. The doctor examined carefully.

"Where's Doc?" tanya Danar sat back down while Sephia tidied up her clothes.

"We've been observing for a week, yes, we've seen the progress, there's not much blood coming out either, I hope he's still there."

"I mean Doctor?" sephia asked with teary eyes, Danar's hand held tightly.

"Bed rest is the only way we see its development in there, Mom don't stress, don't do strenuous activities, just lie in bed, just lie down in bed, I prescribed a booster content and some drugs and vitamins for the survival of the fetus Mother, do not forget to eat nutritious, hopefully he is strong yes."

Sephia's heart felt like it was torn apart, it felt like she couldn't reveal how the fetus inside her womb was struggling to live. The incredible regret in his heart. Several times he wiped his tears, Danar gently stroked his wife's back.

"Sir papa, he's strong .. don't think too much weird huh." Danar calms down and they leave, helping Sephia return to her wheelchair and return within a week.

"Do you want us to open in the hospital?"

"At home, I want to go to Danar's house" Sephia said in tears.

"Yes we're at home, don't think of the macems yeah, you have to be strong let our kid be strong too." Danar pushed the wheelchair up to the car park.

During the journey, their hands clasped together to strengthen each other. Danar no longer understood how his heart could accept this, wanted to be angry but could not help but blame his wife, all he had to do now was strengthen Sephia.

Days passed, and Danar never left Sephia. When his mother and mother-in-law learned of Sephia's condition but could not come in because of Sephia's father who was ill at that time, likewise with mama Diana who had to take care of Mr. Hermawan who was no longer able to stay for a long time, they also understood him.

"Whatever needed?" danar asked Sephia who slept sideways staring at the pool beside their room.

Sephia shook her head, she just kept quiet. Often Sephia talks to her fetus to survive, blood that comes out every day is always there even a little. Nami called him several times trying to strengthen Sephia, Nami also had time to give some advice so that Sephia remains focused on her fetus and not too stressed.

"Eat ya?" ask Danar again.

The conversation between the two of them was not like yesterday, Sephia really felt bad for Danar for what happened to their child, he said, although Danar said not to think too much but still Sephia felt guilty, he saw a disappointed face on Danar.

"Why does his blood still come out even a little?" sephia asked, but she stared, "i'm afraid she's wondering, we're going to the doctor now, don't wait two more days." Pinta Sephia on Danar.

Danar fell behind Sephia, he kissed her shoulder, wrapped his hand around her waist and reached for Sephia's hand to hold and he carried it to Sephia's chest.

"I know you're scared" whispered Danar. "I know your true feelings, a mother's feelings will never be wrong about her child, if you're sincere then let her go, letting him go let him be happy there is much better than keeping him here but he is tormented, I believe feeling you Phia, the harder we release him the more broken our hearts are, I'm sure he ...," said Danar, touching Sephia's stomach, "I'm sure my son would be happier to see us happy here, dear ... so let go if you believe he can't be defended."

Sephia was crying, crying, her body was shaking, this guilt was very painful. He wanted it but deep down said that the fetus he was carrying was gone, no longer there. A mother's feelings will never go wrong.

Sephia turned her body, she looked at Danar, the man had already shed tears. Danar's strong desire to have a child was dashed and this was because of his negligence. But her husband, with Legowo, gave up what was supposed to be theirs.

"I'm sorry" said Sephia, her tears were no longer held back.

"Nothing's wrong, honey. It's just a matter of time, we're not ready" Danar said, wiping away his wife's tears. "God knows what we need, not what we want .. Without asking God has provided for us" Danar said in a trembling voice, they also hugged each other to strengthen each other.

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That afternoon without waiting for a week, Danar and Sephia came back to the hospital. Sephia said if the blood still often comes out even if only in the form of spots.

"With the detachment of the placenta from the mother's fetus we can conclude if the fetus does not develop, because it does not receive the food intake that Mother gives, I am sorry," said obstetrician.

"That means, my fetus is already lifeless Doc," said Sephia trying hard while her eyes began to glaze over.

"Yes, I had a spontaneous abortion .. miscarriage" said the doctor slowly.

Danar hugged Sephia's shoulder, then brought her a hug. Their feelings were both sick, the first child they wanted was indeed gone. Danar kissed the head of his wife, wiping away Sephia's tears.

"You promised me we'd let it go." Danar reminded me again, even though his heart was broken.

"I have to do some procedures, sir," said the doctor again. "Because the fetus is still inside, there are two options that you and your mother must choose, removing the fetus by taking medication until later the fetus will come out alone or by way of curettage, or by way of curettage, removing the fetus by dilating the cervix," explained the doctor.

"I go with what's best for my wife Doc" Danar replied.

So in choosing how to curettage so that the uterus is back clean and there is no one left that will cause disease. Before he was taken to the action room, Sephia spent the night in the hospital, for the process before curettage is given the drug in there so that Sephia feels heartburn like wanting to give birth and process for eight hours or less. Danar followed the process, he faithfully stayed by the wife's side.

Until the morning before, Sephia was prepared for the act of cleaning her uterus. Sephia was completely sedated, while the doctor did his job, a few hours after recovery, Sephia returned to her hospital room.

How surprised he was to find his mother and mother-in-law already there. Weeping to color the room, Sephia tried to toughen up.

"Mom, Mommy ... Phia apologizes for not being able to take care of your grandchildren" Sephia said.

"Do not think, now you are healthy first" said Mama Diana. "You have plenty of time to give us grandchildren." Mama Diana clasped her daughter-in-law's hand tightly.

"Honey first, after all has passed later you will think again when you want to love Mother and Diana grandchildren, if for now I want you healthy, son." Widya's mother shed her tears.

"It's over .. everything is over, our child wants us to be happy," said Danar stroking Sephia's soft hair. "We're dealing with this together, there's me, there's a family we're all going to go back to like we used to, don't think too far" Danar said.

They were also allowed to go home that afternoon. Mama Diana and Widya's mother for a few days will stay in Bali until Sephia recovers.

"Rest yes, what do you want me to take? fruit?" danar asked, Sephia shook her head.

"I don't want anything .. I want you to keep me here" he said, patting the side to his left.

"Manja," Danar said, carving a smile, Danar brought himself closer to Sephia. "Any gini miscarriage has a puerperasnya yes?"

"Why?"

"No papa," said Danar with a faint smile.

"The doctor said that if you can not have sex for at least one month, continue to give her womb time to recovery approximately three months can be fruit again."

"Kok you so clear it is."

"Because you have it anyway, it must have made him go there." Sephia chuckles.

"I see that you can smile, you can laugh a lot."

"Emang why?"

"Because for almost a week I've been like someone I don't know, a big smile, if asked, in the hugs, no response," danar said remembering for almost a week he was treated like that.

"I'm sorry, my mood is really uncomfortable."

"No papa is important now you're back again, and our son is happy there let alone see his mother can already smile."

Danar licked his lips deep, he missed Sephia, he missed his wife. The pagutan retorted Sephia gently and equally longed.

"I miss you, Phi."

"Me too" replied Sephia rubbing Danar's lips.

"Later to do it again, yes" he said, bringing Sephia into his arms.

"Yes, but I have to wait patiently." Danar nodded, stroked Sephia's cheek and closed his eyes for a moment until the afternoon greeted her again.

***everything will be ok 😘 life is not only tested about the material, about the third person, about ****, even about the child it is a test.

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