Sephias
I still love you

Sephia was still silently glued, standing in the glass doorway with her hands folded in front of her chest. While Danar leaned on the balcony guardrail.

"How are you?" Danar broke the silence.

"OK, you?"

"Nice."

Sephia nodded.

"Where is it?" ask Danar again and exhale cigarette smoke into the night sky.

"Huh?" Sephia raised her face.

"Where are you, Phi?"

"There .. I'm not going anywhere." Sephi looked back ahead. The light of the lights in the skyscrapers colored the night.

Danar stepped closer, before he turned off his cigarette.

"I've been looking for you all this time, but you've been lost in the earth." Danar stood before Sephia.

"Never look for anything uncertain, because it's just wasting time," said Sephia and she ventured into the eyes she had longed for.

"I don't feel wasting time, if what I'm looking for is really valuable," replied Danar.

"Congratulations on your marriage" said Sephia a little choked up, "would you be a father, would you?" Sepia smile.

"Yes, the father of my children is like you."

"The dream is not too often, not good .. make the heart," joked Sephia. "I'm going home, and I'm going to Kalla." Sephia turned her body.

Danar grabbed the hand, holding Sephia back from the place. Instantly the slender body turned around again and clashed with Danar's body.

"Don't go again, Phi," Danar held her in his arms.

Sephia was fixated, not returning the hug, her hands were still on each other's sides.

"Nearly half a year I was like a madman, dance you everywhere, it turns out you are actually very close to me, sorry I. I'm sorry, Phia."

"I'm tormented by my own mistakes, I'm sorry, you've punished me enough by disappearing without a trace."

"Danar," Sephia distanced herself from Danar. "Lupain .. all has passed, our lives are now each," said Sephia.

"How each?"

"You've got a little Danar family, I've continued my life again, I've even felt better now, there's Kalla there's Nami, they're all good as me."

"You misunderstood, Phi. I've never been married, all misunderstood ... Wulan you saw at that time, she was pregnant with my sister's child, not me. Everything was just a trap, I never did anything with her."

Long length Danar explained what happened to Sephia, until finally Wulan and Agung married. He traveled around Ciomas until he reached Purwakarta, every time he returned to Jakarta. And it turns out that in fact, Sephia had actually been near Danar through Kalla.

"I'm sorry" said Danar, who was between Sephia's knees sitting on the couch. "I want us to like again, I want us to always spend time together again, Phi."

Danar held the girl's hand, kissing her palm.

"I still love you" said Danar lirih.

Sephia's eyes glazed over, trying not to blink, she was afraid that her tears might fall in front of Danar.

"I know what pain you feel for Phi, because I feel the same way, I know you're trying to get your heart set, I know you're having a hard time healing the wounds I've nailed ... but let me rearrange and heal it, in my own way, in the way I am happy with you" Danar explained.

"I still love you," the voice was so close to Sephia's ear.

"I beg ...."

"I'm going home ...." Sephia moved, grabbed her bag.

"I'm taking it." Danar grabbed that hand and pleaded with his eyes.

Danar looks for Kalla's apartment access card, then sends a message to his best friend, if he delivers Sephia home, while the access card he left on the apartment.

The awkwardness in the taxi is still felt, but the grip of Danar's hand is not the least he let go, like sweating it feels like Sephia's palms.

Danar leaned his head against the back of the passenger seat, staring at the girl he missed. The feeling in his heart cheered excitedly, the pent-up feeling as if it was bursting. Now all he thinks about is getting an apology from Sephia, making him believe back in her, even if it has to slow down as time goes on.

Arrive at Sephia boarding house,

"My hands can't be removed first?"

"Eh, sorry," Danar misbehaved.

Sephia reached into the lock of her room in the bag, opened the room and turned on the AC so that it did not feel stuffy. The room was very tidy, just like the Sephia boarding room in Bali used to be, Danar thought.

"The cost is good" Danar said, throwing his body on the bed.

Sephia turned her head, shaking her head at the man's behavior that never changed when she saw the bed.

"Office facilities" replied Sephia.

"You're in such a pity for Kalla," rich Danar was a little jealous.

"Because I also love her," Sephia replied casually stepping towards her wardrobe.

"You love Kalla too?" ask Danar who was behind Sephia's body.

Danar's breath, making Sephia's heart beat fast. The taste is still the same, the heart is hammering, butterflies that seem to tickle a lot in his stomach, and a touch like an electric shock radiates on the body of Sephia.

Sephia turned her back, "yes, I love Kalla too, love Nami .. They're like family to me."

"Me?"

Sephia was speechless, she swallowed her saliva roughly, their distance so close. He really misses this guy in front of him. The man who broke his heart and was fragile.

"You?"

"Yes me," Danar's face approached, he stroked the girl's cheeks gently, pinning strands of hair behind Sephia's ears, his gaze descending on the girl's lips.

"You ... this time-"

Danar linked his lips to Sephia's lips, whatever Sephia would think like, but clearly he could no longer hold back the rumbling feeling from earlier.

He just wanted to vent his joy of finding someone who had long shadowed him at all times.

Sephia gasped, she felt those lips warm and sweet. It had not felt it for a long time. Danar kissed her long ago, biting those little lips. Lips are so sweet, it's like a dream for Danar.

This euphoria should be celebrated, but right now he just wants to be with Sephia. Danar cornered Sephia to the closet door, he pressed the nape of the girl's neck. He did not want this to end quickly, at least let him feel this tongue twisting each other, this saliva mixed, even sharing oxygen as he could not do.

Sephia replied equally gently, Oh my God she misses this, she misses this man's touch, her tears are dripping. Danar's hands clenched his waist to get closer. The lips were intertwined and reciprocated as if answering everything all this time, if they were still in love with each other. Still with fused eyebrows and still roaring breath, Danar rubbed the lips, kissed them briefly once more, then started again as before.

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