
Amidst my disappointment that I was not expecting anything, suddenly someone covered my body with a thick blanket from behind, and it was Miko.
I looked at it for a moment.
"Mas," call me soft.
"wear. You can catch a cold later," he said, linking the ends of the blanket in front of my chest, to cover this body entirely.
"It's night. Let's go to sleep," he asked, who then turned around and left me.
I feel useless. I feel unwanted. I don't know why I feel my pride as a woman is so hurt.
"Mas!" call me.
Miko turned her head and right then, I dropped the blanket that covered my body.
Out of nowhere, I stepped forward to approach my husband.
"When do you want to be silent about me, Mom? We've been married for a month, but even if you haven't touched me. Am I that bad for you, Mom? You realize that you have already wronged your wife!" I scream in the midst of tears.
Missing was the beautiful makeup that I had put on my face, because it was swept away by the clear blisters from my eyes.
Miko looked at me with a sad look, as if she was feeling sadness too. Slowly, his hand grabbed both of my cheeks.
"You are precious to me, Sar. I don't get to heart if I have to ruin you. If I touch you, I can't help but ask for more. You will be bound forever to me" he said, sounding trembling.
"I'm asking you, Mom. Please do your duty as a husband" I said with a sharp look.
Slowly, he brought his face closer to mine, and put his lips on mine. It was my first kiss I gave to my beloved husband.
That night, Miko completely fulfilled my request, to fulfill her duty. With great care and gentleness, she has made me a complete woman, and has taken complete control of me.
Tearing up the virgin membrane that I had been guarding only for my priest, and now I have given it to him.
It was a beautiful night, the first time I've been through.
We fell asleep in blankets, after wrestling all night and finally exhausted. It was painful, but I really enjoyed this moment.
After that night, almost every night, Miko was never absent giving me an inner living. In fact, it is not uncommon for me to ask again and again. It's shameless, but I can't lie if I always want to.
For three months we were married. This morning, I had a gathering with my three gesrek friends.
But I don't feel well. Ever since I woke up, I felt dizzy and my stomach was a little nauseous. In fact, when cooking breakfast earlier, I avoided garlic because it could not stand the smell.
"So come collect, Sar?" chat from Dance.
"No idea, Tar. I'm not feeling well anymore. From this morning dizzy, trus nausea that," I replied.
"Have you checked with the doctor?" ask Dance again.
"Yet. Maybe just catch a cold, huh, Tar? I tried to take medicine" I said.
"🤔 you this month has come the month yet?" ask Dance again.
"Why?" many confused.
"It's just a trap" he replied.
"Guess what?" ask again.
"Yes, who knows you're pregnant" she replied.
I immediately remembered my menstrual schedule. I took the calendar on the table.
"This month has not. Last month ... not yet," I turned back the calendar this month and last month.
Apparently, I haven't been to the moon for two months.
"I'm two months late, Tar," I sent a message back to Tari.
"Wah .. try to the pharmacy buy testpek. Who knows positivity. Shucks!" reply Dance.
Without a second thought, I went to the pharmacy down the street, and bought several different brands.
After returning home, I immediately went to the bathroom and urinated. I put a small sample of urine in a small tube, and I dipped the tests into the tube.
As the first line began to appear, I increasingly held my breath, and as the second line came out, I shrieked loudly.
"Positive!" myrag.
I immediately informed Tari, and sent a picture of the two-striped prospect.
"Tar, I'm pregnant!" I said.
"Wah .. congratulations, Sar. You want to be a mother. Yes already, if you still feel nauseous and dizzy, do not need to come first just papa," said Tari.
"Thank you, Tar," I said.
I'm thumping. I can't wait to tell Miko this happy news.
The afternoon arrives, and Miko returns home as usual before magrib.
When Miko got to the door, I greeted her with a cheerful smile.
"Why are you, Sar? How rich is it?" miko asked as usual always softly to me.
"Mas, I have a surprise for you!" I hide something behind my back.
"What?" tanyanya while pinching my pop pangs.
"No ...," I showed him a test with two lines.
I had thought, if he would be so happy and embrace me right away. However, I was wrong. Miko looked grim and there was not the slightest happy look on her face.
"Mas, what's wrong with you? You're not going to have kids?" I was confused by Miko's expression.
"Ehm .. Sar, I think I'm missing something. I went back to the office first. Assalamualaikum," he said, who then passed away from before me.
When I just felt happy about the presence of a fetus in my stomach, now Miko's attitude makes me sad and disappointed.
From that day on, Miko always avoided me, and came home late at night on the grounds of overtime. Even lately, he often does not come home on the grounds of service out of town.
I was lonely in the midst of my pregnancy, and desperately needed the presence and support of a husband.
The day rolled, and now the moon changed. It's been a month since the news of my pregnancy that kept Miko away. The age of the fetus in my stomach has now entered twelve weeks. Morning sickness is often felt.
One day, I was sitting in the living room watching a TV show when suddenly there was a knock from the front door.
"Just a second!" I shouted while standing and walking towards the door.
I opened it, and looked like a beautiful woman in fashionable makeup, standing at my doorstep.
"I'm sorry, find out who's yah" I asked.
"Is this really Sarah's house?" ask with a tinge.
"Yes right. Me alone. What's up, huh?" many wonder.
"Include me, I'm Lydia. Miko's first wife, your husband," he said.
Like being struck by lightning during the day, I suddenly got such shocking news. My ears suddenly buzzed, and the world seemed to be spinning.
I held on to the door, so as not to fall. I could no longer hear the words spoken by the woman, for all of a sudden it was silent.
My gaze blurred, along with the voice of the man I loved so much as it approached me.
I was unconscious, and I don't know what happened again after that.
SARAH AMALIA POV END'S
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