
The flash back on.
"I respect you, Sar. Therefore, I also did not immediately agree or take seriously the man's words. But now, I want to ask you directly. Can you open your heart to me?" ask Fadil.
Sarah did not expect that the man who always kept his distance and never expressed his feelings directly, now actually spoke something as serious as that lightly.
"A ... I .. I'm not sure, Mom," replied Sarah bowed.
He curled his gaze facing the two little children at the other table.
"Annement. We can try this for a month. If indeed you can, let's continue to the next stage" said Fadil.
Sarah turned her head for a moment when Fadil said so. His eyes squinted while furrowing his brows.
"Are you serious, Mom? Then, if it doesn't work out how?" ask Sarah.
Just want to start you have doubts, Sar, Inner Fadil wryly.
"Yes, let's just end it all. I just want to give myself a chance to fight. I don't want to die curious without trying to start a relationship with you" Fadil said.
Sarah remained silent for a long time while thinking. And in the end, he also agreed to invite Fadil to try to establish a serious relationship.
Days pass. The closeness of Bagas and Bela makes Fadil can easily approach and invite Sarah to go together.
Every time there is a chance at the weekend, Sarah will take the time to accompany Bagas and Bela for a walk, of course Fadil also participated.
At that moment, the handsome doctor began to dive into Sarah's true heart. He kept seeing every look on the woman's face when he was with her.
Why don't I see a twinkle in your eyes, Sar. Do you really not feel happy when you are with me? Or is your heart not here? inner Fadil.
Once, Fadil accidentally left Bela and Bagas at Riyanti's house, and invited Sarah to go together on the grounds of wanting to buy some fruit.
"Sar, where do we buy the fruit?" ask Fadil while driving his car.
But Sarah did not answer at all. He continued to look out the window, staring at the view of the city of Surabaya at night.
Fadil looked over and saw that. She Hanha was able to sigh deeply.
Always like this. Ever since that man left, you are no longer what you were before that was always warm. Now, you are more daydreaming, Inner Fadil.
The doctor then patted Sarah on the shoulder, and made the woman wake up from her daydream.
"Ehm .. Yes, Mas. Why?" ask Sarah.
"We go to the front garden first yuk. Let the rich man date you know," asked Fadil with a smile.
"Go to the supermarket, Mas. I don't want the kids to wait too long" Sarah said.
Fadil could only bitterly smile at the rejection from the woman beside him. Inevitably, he then drove his car directly to the destination.
Arriving there, Sarah was just busy choosing fruit, without inviting Fadil to talk. Somehow, the doctor felt that if Sarah was not as close as she used to be, it felt even more distant.
After buying the fruit, the two of them immediately returned to Rianti's house and regrouped with the children.
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Not felt now has been a month, since Fadil invited Sarah to try to live a relationship that can be said to be more serious than before.
Initially, Fadil wants to find out if there is a possibility that Sarah accepts after Miko decides to go away, and tests her courage to express her feelings to Sarah, whom she has always held for the sake of comfort of the woman.
But, after all this time they lived it, then Fadil realized, if their relationship will only succeed only as friends. Nothing more.
Although now Miko is no longer around him, but it is precisely that that serig make Sarah's days become empty.
He so often daydreamed, and let out a heavy sigh suddenly, as if he was thinking of something.
Today, Fadil decided to meet with Sarah, and discuss the continuation of their relationship.
Now, they are in an out door-themed restaurant, with wooden chairs and a hexagonal table made of similar. There is also a large umbrella that covers every table in the restaurant.
Green dominates the place, with a wide variety of colorful flowers in every corner.
Sarah and Fadil were at one of the tables there. A waiter was serving food ordered by the two.
"Eat first, Mas," Sarah asked.
Fadil smiled and nodded in agreement to the woman's invitation. They also eat first. Like Sarah's very Fadil poultice, the woman will finish her meal first, just start talking.
A few moments later, they finished eating their own dishes. Sarah is seen drinking the juice while Fadil sips hot coffee.
Sarah looked around and enjoyed the atmosphere in the beautiful place. A faint smile spread across his lips, and it had been noticed by Fadil ever since.
The handsome doctor put his coffee cup back on the table, and leaned his back to the back.
"Sar, is there anything you want to say?" ask Fadil.
It made Sarah turn her head and stare confusedly at the man in front of her.
"I? Ehm .. doesn't seem to exist" said Sarah.
The woman turned her face back and looked around.
"Are you sure?" ask Fadil again.
"Ehm ..." nodded Sarah without turning her head.
"All right, then it's my turn. There's something I want to say" Fadil said in a serious tone.
Sarah immediately turned her head and looked back at Gadil with confusion.
"Let's just finish this, Sar. I admit defeat" said Fadil.
Sarah frowned until her eyebrows almost fused together.
"What do you mean, Mom?" ask Sarah.
"I think, from the beginning we should just be friends. I was wrong to want more from you. I realize that right now, your heart and mind are going along with that man" Fadil said.
"A ... What do you mean, Mom? I don't get it at all" elak Sarah.
Fadil seemed to straighten his seat and linked his fingers on the table. He looked up at Sarah.
"Sar, you better be honest with yourself. Don't lose the person you really want. I know that in your heart there is still that person, but it is your pain that keeps your heart closed and does not want to accept him back" Fadil exclaimed.
"But .. but I'm comfortable with you, Mas. How could I want that guy?" elak Sarah's.
"People feel comfortable not only between partners, but also between friends. It's possible, your comfort in me is just a friend," said Fadil.
Sarah silence. He himself did not even understand what he was really feeling.
"Maybe I'm worried because I've been quiet lately, right? It's just ...," said Sarah.
"Sar, already. Do not force yourself again to accept me. It's possible that you've been nice to me because of your gratitude, for everything I've done for you and Bagas in the past. Could be, right?" fadil Terka.
Sarah could not speak anymore. Now everything is clear. His comfort was indeed from the beginning because of the sense of dependence that arose, because too often Fadil helped the widow.
She smiled so sweetly too. His eyes seemed to be glazed staring fixedly at the face of his helper.
"alright. Let's just end this ludicrous experiment, and let's be friends again" Sarah said.
His hands stretched out and was greeted by Fadil with a smile.
Now, all the odds in their hearts had broken, and they could accept all of this well.
The flash back end.
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