Shinar Wife Shadow
Mental Illness

After receiving treatment at the hospital, they return home, Mariska appears to be talking to doctor Rizky, their family's personal doctor, seeing the arrival of Damar and mbok Iyah, who is also in the hospital, Mariska immediately turned her head with a difficult look at the meaning, while Rizky's doctor immediately returned home

"Mama, since when is Mama here??" ask Damar

"Since you beat your brother blindly and left him with such a wound, your brother was almost dying you made, what the hell is Damar???? mama has told me how many times the same.you, never play hands with your own brother, you are educated Damar, not barbarians" said Mariska raised his voice

"Have you asked Dimas why did Damar ride a black hole??? has it???" ask Damar lirih

"Whatever the reason, mama doesn't like!!!" mariska

" I'm sorry damar ma" said Damar stepped away from Mariska, he chose to go into his room

"Damar, damar, where are you going???? Jeez this kid is getting harder to manage" said Mariska sighing

"Madam please drink the water first" ucpa mbok Iyah tried to relieve the anger of his great mistress

Mariska then took a sip of warm tea made by mbok Iyah, looked at her and saw the injured leg mbok Iyah

"Why are your legs???" mariska put down my tea cup

"This is madam, earlier, anu mbok not careful hit by broken shard fitting to break up den Damar and mas Dimas" said mbok Iyah

"Do you know why Damar could be like that???"

"Anu madam, you should ask the lady den Damar or mas Dimas only, I feel sassy to talk fear” said mbok Iyah doubtful

"Mbok, mbok has been with me for years, of course mbok understand the character of the two children, better mbok tell me everything" said Mariska

Mbok yes looks worried, he weighed before talking, because this problem is very sensitive, he . did not want Mariska shock and will trigger heart disease again, he added, it could be dangerous if Mariska has another heart attack.

"For a moment my mistress called den Damar” said mbok iyha directly to the room of the amber before Mariska replied

After knocking on the door several times the birth of amber came out with a shabby face, he seemed to have cried.

Although the nature of Damar cheerful but he is a young man who is closed about personal, even he will hide his feelings as best as possible so that no one knows what he feels.

"What is mbok?"

"Anu den, the mistress asked for an explanation alsan den Damar hit the mas Dimas, mbok was afraid to speak wrongly"

"Let's just say I lost control after hearing he divorced Kak Kinar" Damar casually said

"But later the heart of the madam shocked den, the old lady herself dearly the same non Kinar" said mbok yah panicked

" Yes told you to wait fifteen minutes, dama r want to shower first"

"Den, his hand don't get water first"

"Iy mbok, damar.ingta, thank you for being reminded" said Damar smiling.

He immediately took a shower, while Mbok Iyah returned

meet Mariska

"Tryoba, den Damar his bath first, you better rest first, later if den Damar is finished, mbok wake up"

"Say can not calm down before knowing the problem, I do not want and do not like my child to contact each other physically, it could be that they will stab a knife sometime if not told from now on"

"Mbok understood what the mistress was worried about, but den Damar had his own alsan, and sorry this time mbok agreed" said Mbok Iyah carefully

"Not that means mistress, we both know the nature of Damar, he is loving and cheerful, if he acts like this, he must have a strong reason" said mbok make Mariska speechless, what Iyah mbok said is true, Damar a submissive child, only sometimes out of reason and a little free-spirited, inversely proportional to Dimas

Mariska twitched her throbbing brows

After fifteen minutes Damar was seen approaching Mariska, then he sat down in front of Mariska

"Ma, first of all Damar's sorry, Damar knows this is wrong, hany. Damara ....

sorry ma" said Damar deliberately pause his sentence, he sighed to gather courage and choose the right word and right so that his mother does not shock

"Before Damar continues, you must strengthen your heart, perhaps this is God's best way, reassure it .

Kak Dimas has divorced Kak Kinar"

"Ja.so???"

"Yes, he's stupid" Damar said without Tedeng aling-aling

"Hasn't Bella taken home her family and the charges have been dropped? why Dimas???"

"She did something in vain, she easily believed in Bella that Bella would pull out her files, but instead her family asked Bella to pull them out, so what Dimas did was in vain"

"Astaghfirullah" said Mariska holding her chest

"Ma, as Damar said, maybe this is the way of Allah, if they continue to be kasian kak Kinar because kak Dimas is not a good man for KK Kinar, if you love kak Kinar, if you love kak Kinar, let him be free, we have restrained him for the sake of our ego, now we have to let him be free with his choice”

Mariska cried a mouthful, she was very sorry Kinar did not become her daughter-in-law again, her heart was broken

"Ma, Damar knows this is hard for mama, please let it go" said Damar hugging Mariska, Mariska crying in the arms of her youngest son until finally she fell asleep due to fatigue.

Dimas shut himself in his room

The Kinar Parents residence

Tonight Marwan and David immediately headed to Kinar's parents' house, they wanted to let them know if the charges had been dropped.

Although their family lawyer may have told him, but they still have to come and ask for relief to the Kinar family, he said, because Marwan is afraid that Kinar's parents will sue Bella to remember what Bella said to Kinar

This afternoon when Bella visited her mother in the hospital, they also brought Bella to be examined by a psychiatrist and the results made Marwan's heart smell, Bella is suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder ( PTSD)

It seems that the symptoms appeared some time ago, the psychiatrist who handled Bella suspected if initially Bella had bipolar( ) but developed into PTSD.

people with PTSD symptoms can develop seriously after the person has experienced a traumatic event or because of the loss of a meaningful person in him, the person suffering from this will find it difficult to forget the painful events , in this case Bella remembers the moment when Bella was a child.

he was pushed hard by his father, Bella to hold the legs of his father who at that time brought his woman home, he also saw his father torturing his mother, he tried to hold hard his father did not leave them, he did not leave them, instead the papa kicked him until his head hit a rock behind him, with blood pouring Bella from his head, but Bella still tried to pull the legs of his papa.

Elias, Bella's birth father actually stepped on Bella's little finger until Bella finally had to be treated in the hospital for a full month,and he had to feel pain because his finger was broken so it took months to heal.

Since that incident, Bella became a quiet and lonely child, until Marwan came and filled his day, replacing the love of his lost father, but Marwan did not think that Bella still holds a grudge, but Marwan did not think that Bella still holds a grudge, sadness, disappointment, and despair until he grew up.

The trauma worsened when Marwan seemed to ignore him and did not care about him when he returned a few months ago, where he again felt discarded, not considered, meaningless, and not, and loneliness makes his soul unstable.

He remembered if Dimas in the past loved him so much, so his obsession appeared to want to be noticed and loved Dimas, but Kinar blocked the desire because it hurt Kinar.

People with PTSD can hurt themselves or others nearby