Shinar Wife Shadow
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A month later

Satria has been taking care of Kinar's transfer files to study in Germany where Ridwan lives and is pioneering his new hospital there a few years ago

Divorce letter was already in the canton of Kinar, now he and Dimas do not have any relationship.

Kinar stared at his divorce papers, smiling wryly, when he was now a legal widow, a status that for some was very embarrassing, but for Kinar it was a choice.

No one wants to be a widow, if you can choose she also wants to have a harmonious family like her mother and father, married once in a lifetime, but whose destiny does she know????

Kinar put his divorce certificate back in, and then he saw it in the pile of documents in his room, he laid his body in the bed, the room he returned to five months this, tomorrow he will leave for Germany, he will leave for Germany, leaving behind his birth, his parents, his affections, and the man, the man who was once in his heart, left his old age here.

Kinar strengthened his heart, he had to rise, because life continued.

The past is not for him to live in, but the future he must achieve.

Drttttt, drttttt, drttttt

the phone is shaking, the call came in from Adam,

"Assalamu'alaikum, Kinar are you asleep?" ask Adam

"Wa'alaikum greetings, not yet, if I sleep it is not possible to answer my phone, right?" the words of Kinar made Adam laugh

"Yes too, hehehe, by the way I'm bothering you right??? I'm downstairs, get used to us meeting???" asked Adam who only knew about the plans for Kinar's departure a few hours ago, he immediately drove his vehicle to the residence of Kinar's parents.

Adam berated his best friend who was none other than Kinar Reyhan's sister who did not tell the news, instead he knew before the departure of Kinar, Adam felt careless, he returned to have a long way with the woman he loved, or should he catch up with Kinar????

"Oh well, Kinar will come down soon" said Kinar tidied his hair, he tied high up to his neck level exposed

Now Kinar's face and body look more fresh, very different when he married Dimas, maybe because he did not feel depressed anymore and he felt his soul was free again.

Kinar is not a person who demands perfection, so he rarely takes care of himself to the salon or dermatologist, but Anggi and Aisya force Kinar for treatment and the child's mother to do joint care, and the child's mother,

Satria deliberately told his wife to spend a lot of time with Kinar, so that Kinar forgot his problem and his sadness.

However, his parents knew that Kinar was hurt because of his divorce, just as usual, his daughter never displayed his emotions, Kinar closed his feelings and tried to toughen up

Adam is seen talking to Reyhan, both look very familiar despite their age adrift

"Bro I live first yes, kuh kinarnya already came" said Reyhan patted Adam's back

Adam stared at Kinar's arrival unblinkingly, while his heart was racing, especially seeing Kinar's smile, he grew more nervous.

"God is the beautiful woman of my dreams, may Allah open your hearts to me Kinar, until whenever I will always love you and wait for you" Adam said unblinkingly staring at Kinar

Kinar looked at his little friend, even though the man had expressed his love, but somehow in Kinar's heart, he considered Adam as a friend, whether the feeling could change, Kinar did not know.

But he also feels bad if Adam hopes more for him, honestly Kinar very comfortable to be near Adam, but is the comfort enough to make him accept Adam??? even love can never control a relationship.

"Hey Adam, it's been a while???" asked Kinar timidly he looked down because he was ashamed of being stared at by Adam who did not blink

"Ah, just a few minutes ago" ucpa Adam was nervous

"Oh" said Kinar briefly

"Said Rey you're going to continue your pending lecture???" adam opened the conversation

"Yes mas, I have to continue my life, I want to pursue my goals that have run aground" ucpa Kinar smiled wryly, if only he continued his studies he might have been at the end of his education and got his degree

"Do you have to go to Germany???" ask Adam lirih

"What mas???"

"Why go to Germany??? why not go somewhere else or continue here?????”

"It was...., papa set" said Kinar later.

"I can decide for myself, sorry I'm not polite" said Adam, who realized his words were inappropriate

"I want to concentrate on pursuing my dreams, and Germany is a place that I think is appropriate, besides it is good, I want papa and mama to stop worrying about me, there is Ridwan's grandfather, there is, he'll be my second parent, so my mom and dad here can relax, and in addition, there I learned to forget everything"

"I will miss you" said Adam Lirih who can still be heard by Kinar

"What mas????" kinar asked pretending not to listen

"Mas, modern technology now, we can call or video call" said Kinar with a big smile

"It's okay that I will disturb you at any time" Adam said

"Of course, if I'm not busy, we'll talk at length"

"I hold your word"

"Sure" said Kinar

"What time are you leaving tomorrow???" ask Adam who is worried Kinar should rest early

"Hour seven mas, I'll walk at seven in the morning"

"I'll take you" Adam said quickly

"If you're not busy, of course, I'm going to spend a few years there anyway, I'm going to miss my best friend" Kinar said, holding Adam's hand

"When can I think of you as not just a friend of Kina???? are my feelings for you not enough to make you love me and turn your best friend into a lover????" adam's inner cry heard the words of Kinar

seeing the cheap look on Adam's face, Kinar knew that if Adam was disappointed when he said friend, but he did not want to give empty hope, he did not want Adam to expect more from him, while he himself is not sure.

"I will miss a man like you who makes me comfortable, you're sure whoever becomes a companion will be lucky to get you" Kinar said later.

"I hope that woman is you, I know you can't accept me yet, but I won't give up, I'll wait for you until you can accept me" Adam said

"That's the reason I don't dare to say anything or promise anything, but thank you for loving me this much mas" said Kinar sparkling.

"No need to thank me, just thank me" Adam joked and laughed, there was a sad tone in his laughter

"Okay princess good rest, I'll come back here tomorrow morning, dream me" said Adam kissed Kinar's forehead, he then leave after saying hello.

Kinar drove Adam to the exit, still standing staring at Adam's car coming out of the gate of his house, staring at the starry night sky

"May God give you a great woman like u mas, I do not deserve you" said Kinar lirih

"Is Adam home, baby??? ask Satria who has not been behind Kinar since when

"Papa made me surprised" Kinar's whistle made Satria laugh

"Cie who was shocked, you were too focused to see his arjuna mas coming home, so papa came to do not know"

"Ih papa pretentious, who is Arjuna, mas. Adam was just a little friend of Kinar pa"

"Friends married a lot of loh dear" sambar Anggi who appeared from behind the door

"Jeez, my mother is rich in gasoline" said Kinar, who was seduced by his parents

"Well you know Adam likes you, can't you open your heart for him, son???" satria looked at her daughter

"Papa???" senggol Anggi who does not want his son to be offended

"Kinar hasn't thought there yet pa, ma.

Let the time answer, if Adam's mate Kinar then we will one day unite, but for now Kinar only feel comfortable with Adam's mas"

"Love can arise from comfort, right pa??" tanya Anggi asked her husband's opinion which was answered by Satria's nod

"But Kinar does not want to give hope that will make Adam disappointed, let everything go as it is"

"Papa agrees with you, son.

do not give promises and hopes that you can not keep" said Satria, who was nodding his son and wife

"Look, we haven't enjoyed the night view from the front porch in a long time,"

"Yes ma, it seems like eating a delicious fried banana" said Satria gave his wife a hard code

"Huh papa said just want to eat a banana, use an excuse" said Anggi pouting, saying,

"The shine that made ma, mama wait here is equally papa aja" said Kinar then rise, he let his parents enjoy the beauty of the night together without interruption