Shinar Wife Shadow
Determinedly

Dian is now in Mariska's room, she puts warm tea on the table, then Mariska asks her to sit on the sofa in front of her

"Dians. I want to ask you a little, son.

Since you are coming with my son, you must know what is happening in this house" said Mariska softly

Dian looks confused what to say, he opens his mouth and then closes it again, he is afraid of what he said wrong

"Do you love Kinar??? I just want to help my daughter-in-law and want to know what happened. Looking at the current situation I feel sad, can you help me tell me everything???"

"That's Mom, at that time Bu Bella had come to the house pretending to be friends with mba Kinar, and, some time later it turned out that Bu Kinar knew that Mr. Dimas had married Bu Bella when he was treated for her pregnancy.

It happened when the mother was still in a coma, mba Kinar lack of fluids due to severe nausea vomiting caused by her pregnancy, then after that mba Kinar disappeared all day and returned at night.

When back mba Kinar's face sad and depressed even his eyes moist because of too much crying,

Mr. Dimas looking for mba Kinar but never met, and then he emotionally broke the glass until his hand was injured, when mba kinar came home, he treated Mr. Dimas' wound without saying anything, but it looks like his feelings are shattered into pieces because of the betrayal of Mr. Dimas, he said,

But tomorrow Mr. Dimas left, not explaining to mba Kinar, Mr. Dimas even met Bu Bella, then Bu Bella called mba kinar to heat up, he said, he accidentally video calls and shows Mr. Dimas sleeping by his side, then...." Dian did not continue his words, he wiped his tears, now he hiccups.

"Then did Kinar fall??? and miscarriage?" asked Mariska guessing with a tense mimic, she did not want to guess it was right, but seeing Dian nodded slowly, Mariska's heart was broken.

At first he wanted to ask Kinar to cancel his divorce, but now Mariska felt helpless, his son again made a fatal mistake, if he was in the position of Kinar, if he was, he would certainly do the same.

Kinar's misery began with him, who preyed on Kinar to marry his son, should he help Kinar selflessly, after all Kinar had twice saved himself, he said, the money he gave did not mean anything to him who had abundant wealth, but instead he was petty and took advantage of the difficulties of Kinar.

Darling?? it is precisely the attitude of Marikaa shows her selfishness is not dear.

"Oh my God, this is all because of my fault, I should have just cleaned up the woman. I shouldn't have forced Kinar to marry that brash and stupid son of mine, I should have said.." said Mariska muttering to herself then I cried, biting her lower lip so as not to make a sound.

As a fellow woman she understood what Kinar was feeling. For a mother she failed,

"You can come out, please call Kinar yes" said Mariska trying hard, she wiped her tears, closed her eyes for a moment and took a deep breath.

Mariska drank a warm tea brought Dian, a tea that tasted sweet but for Mariska bitter, as bitter as the reality he found.

Frustrated, it turns out that as long as he was unconscious too much happened, he regretted his decision not to tell Dimas from the beginning, and his son again made a mistake with the same woman.

The fatal he dragged Kinar in the circle of ignorance Dimas.

Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok

"Maaa" Kinar's voice behind the door

”Come dear" said Mariska Parau, her heart was turbulent, but she tried to stay calm

"Mama called?" ask Kinar as soon as he goes into Mariska's room

"Sit here near my mom, there's something you want to talk to me about" Mariska said

According to Kinar, he sat down next to Mariska

"I'm sorry, son, forgive this selfish mom.

Mama doesn't know how much suffering you're having married to Dimas, forgive this selfish mama.

Mama's just thinking of making you a mama's boy, without thinking about your fate, mama..."

"Ma, what happened to Kinar Ikhlas.

Kinar never regretted it ma, Kinar was happy to have a mother-in-law like mama" said Kinar cut Mariska speech

"Mama who was stupid thought would be able to solve everything, mama knew Bella was pregnant, but she also knew it was not Dimas' child" said Mariska

"You mean mama, you have proof that it wasn't Dimas' boy???" ask Kinar in disbelief,

Mariska nodded slowly

Before the accident, the mother who had obtained the evidence, wanted to commemorate Bella last time with the evidence in the hands of the mother, but the woman robbed the evidence of the mother until the mother lost her balance and... The rest you know for yourself"

"So the accident???” Kinar in shock, he did not expect at all that Bea was involved in it

"Astaghfirullah mama" Kinar suddenly hugged his mother-in-law, he did not know if the disaster was because of Bella.

"You know you've filed for divorce with Dimas, and you leave that decision to you, you won't oppose it.

Initially before you know all the truth, you want to refer to it, but seeing your suffering, you support all your decisions" said Mariska mantab, she did not want to see Kinar suffer more.

"Ma, I'm sorry Kinar, Kinar has tried, but it feels like it's time for Kinar to give up" said Kinar lowered his head

"Bless your head son, it's not your fault, but it's Dimas' fault and he has to accept the consequences of his actions"

"Can it be after the divorce that you still consider your mama??" mariska said softly, she knew her request was very unethical, but she had continued to love Kinar like her own daughter

"Ma, even though Kinar is divorced, mama is still Kinar's mother, there is no name for her ex" said Kinar smiling broadly, trying to comfort Mariska and himself

"Thank you son, thank you.

Mama knows it's a tough decision for you, because I'm sure you love Dimas"

Kinar did not answer, he bit his lips

"Even if I love him, he will never love me. If he loved me, he would never hurt me even a little.

I sincerely let her happy with the woman she loves, I've been round to divorce her ma,”

Braaalkks

The door of Mariska's room in Dimas, apparently Dimas heard the words of Kinar from outside

"Honey, I really love you, I'm a khilaf baby, I really love you, please give me a chance to fix everything" said Dimas trying to reach Kinar's hand, but Kinar's face was flat, only tears were shed on her cheeks

Dimas rested at the feet of Kinar, making Kinar surprised and got up, he moved away from Dimas, how did he humble himself in front of his mother by resting at his feet???

"Mas, let me go, I just want to be free mas"

"No Kinar, I can't live without you, I will make up for all my mistakes, I beg of you.

I beg you, baby, I'm willing to do anything for you.

Two months, yes two months give me two months to prove my love for you, I beg you.

Mama help me ma, I don't want to lose Kinar ma.

I really love Kinar" said Dimas like a madman shaking his mother's body, but Mariska chose to look away, tears flooding his old face

Dimas banging his head on the floor as a solemn apology, making Kinar strangled and immediately approached Dimas, fresh blood came out of Dimas' head, he smiled happily Kinar still cares about him, and he was still happy, the pain in his head is not much in appeal to lose Kinar

"Mas, stop it, stop it, don't torture me like this huhuhu

I Forgive you, long before you apologize"

"I love you baby, do you still doubt my feelings??" tanya Dimas cupped Kinar's face. Kinar shook his head, he believed Dimas loved him, but....

Just give me one chance, I'm ...."

"Bas kit treat your head yes"

"I don't care, I replied, can we try again?? I will be the best husband to you, even life I willingly, I really love you dear, I know you love me," Dimas looked at his wife's face, Shinar was still crying, throwing his gaze in the other direction, and he said, he did not want Dimas to know how much he loved that man

"Did I have to kill myself to make you believe that I took a sip.and love you so much???" lirih Dimas, made Kinar directly look at Dimas, looking at her husband's black netra full of regrets

"I believe it, I believe it" cried Kinar, they hugged in front of Mariska.

Mariska could only wipe away her tears, there was a sense of joy and sadness

But behind the wall, a woman who was none other than Bela in anger, he hated to hear Dimas love Kinar, he hated to lose to the village woman, he hated to lose, he hates the man he loves to take from him, even though Dimas has not been his for a long time, but selfishness blinds his eyes.

His own spoiled and willful nature that was embedded in him, made him refuse to lose. Bea always gets what he wants, even if sometimes he gets it in a crazy way.