Shinar Wife Shadow
The Lost Love

Kristian sat on the edge of the bed, his face looking sour because Kinar ignored him, all day Kristian has been looking here and there, but Bella was not found, but Bella was not found, after that, he reached the hospital looking for Bella, thinking that her lover was sick, but he did not find Bella there, and now Bela came home almost with a haggard face, ignoring it as if nothing happened. Kristian was angry.

Kristian is still struggling with her own thoughts and guessing where Bella went, since meeting Dimas again, Bella's attitude changed.

The last time he asked Kristian to contact Dimas on the grounds that it would bring Dimas back to him by threatening Dimas to commit suicide.

Kristian initially defies, but for love he helps Bella lie, until finally Bella does what she says, but something goes wrong in Christian's eyes, when it looks Bella is really desperate

When Bella realized she was more frustrated because Dimas did not come for her, so she refused and rebelled to make the stitches in her hand open again, after Dimas came she looked grateful.

What happened to Bella??

is her boyfriend really in love with Dimas????

Kristian shook her head, trying to dispel the bad thoughts in her brain, she now felt threatened, her relationship with Bella was increasingly uncertain direction.

Christian is still t

dissolved in his mind, until he did not realize the bathroom door was open and Bella.had come out of the bathroom, his synthetic body was only wrapped in a small towel

”Darling what you're doing here, I'm not talking about anything". Bella said softly while drying her hair, but Kristian did not budge, she was still late in her daydream.

Bella holds Christian's shoulder and shakes him

"I'm tired, can we talk tomorrow?” bella asked quietly but managed to make Kristian regain consciousness

"Ah yes what dear???”

"I'm tired Kris, can I rest and you don't ask me now? bella asked quietly and walked to the wardrobe, letting the towel fall on the floor and getting ready to wear her clothes.

Kristian, who has not channeled his desire for almost a month, suddenly his passion appeared to see the beautiful scenery in front of him, he got up and hugged Bella, kissed her body from behind

”Kristian, I'm tired” sigh Bella, because Christian's hands have been actively devouring Bella's crazy body, Kristian did not reply, he continues to stimulate Bella's sensitive point, Bella, he, making the girl who was initially rebellious so resigned and curved without him knowing

Bella who initially refused because her mind was in turmoil, got a soft Christian treatment so washed away, finally they did unification, competing for satisfaction until finally reached and they lay with irregular breath.

Kristian immediately fell asleep, he carried Bella in his arms, while Bella was still awake, he looked at Christian's face, somehow he did not feel calm.

Kristian opened her eyes as she felt Bella let go of her embrace

"I want to take a shower, my body is sticky" said Bella rising up and walking towards the bathroom, while Kristian smiled faintly at the disappearance of her lover who disappeared behind the bathroom door

"I don't know what's bothering you, Bell, but I'm sure you won't be able to get away from me.

I don't want to lose you” said Kristian smiling wryly, he saw the eyes of Bella who is usually passionate when they do intercourse there looks a void there.

While in the bathroom

Bella blames the water faucet. , she let her body wet in the shower water, for some reason there is a feeling of hatred that burst out, she washed her body with soap, rinsed it but then washed again, he hated himself and his body, he bathed while crying.The gurgling sound of water made his crying sound faint.

It felt like Bella was very tired today, her mind and body felt very tired, until she finally fell in a dream.

Suddenly Christian's eyes opened, he looked at Bella who had fallen asleep on her back, his face was hard to guess, he approached Bella, hugged her from behind, the two fell asleep carrying their own thoughts.

While elsewhere

Since Bella's departure, Dimas did not move from his seat, he grabbed his hair irritated, Dimas really did not want to be in touch with Bella, the more he thought, the more upset he was.

But also he must thank her even though he was reluctant to admit it, Bella has been taking care of him for as long as he was sick.

Dimas felt his stomach ache and his head throbbing, he picked up Bella's artificial porridge which he had left in his room.

Dimas threw all his prestige away, in his mind only one, he had to be healthy in order to focus on finding Kinar.

After being full and taking medicine, Dimas laid his body on the sofa, he could not fall asleep if in bed because it was imagined Kinar's face, even he seemed to see the figure of Kinar who smiled spoiled to him.

"Darling, I will find you at all costs" murmured Dimas inwardly.

Two Weeks later

Kelvin had already returned to Indonesia two weeks ago, while Dimas chose to stay in Paris until he found Kinar, I also reasoned to his mother if Kinar liked the atmosphere there and refused to return, many times Mariska wants to talk to her ex-boy, but Dimas has a thousand and one reasons to make Mariska suspect that something must be happening, he assigns his confidants to follow his son

At Amanda's apartment

Since last week Kinar was not feeling well, the plan to take care of his missing letter was delayed, now he has enough money, Kinar is very grateful to meet Amanda.

Amanda also helped her find her husband's apartment, but because there were no clues and they could only go out during work holidays, making Kinar until now have not been able to find Dimas' apartment.

Kinar searched for Dimas only solely agr his in-laws were not worried, other than that there was none. Kinar had buried his feelings for Dimas, he did not want to be hurt anymore because he hoped his husband would love him.

"Is it still nauseous??? since last night you have not been in food" said Amanda worried about the state of her best friend

”Either why I was so nauseous and incessantly vomiting, I was actually hungry, but my stomach seemed to reject all the food that came in" said Kinar lirih.

Amanda helps Kinar lie back in bed, hesitating to leave Kinar in this condition, finally deciding not to work. Amanda didn't want anything bad to happen to her best friend.

Amanda walked into the kitchen and made porridge for Kinar, when the porridge was ripe she intended to give the porridge to Kinar, but after patting the cheek slowly Kinar, Kinar did not respond, Amanda put her finger on Kinar's nose, still breathing.

Amanda suspects that if Kinar is impatient, Amanda panics and is confused about how to take Kinar to the hospital.

Suddenly the bell rang

Amanda got up and opened the door to her apartment

"You...?????”