Silence Cupu, It's the Queen
Chapter 112 Seeking answers to heart anxiety

But it was still not enough for Raymond, he felt if he had to perform supernatural rituals to places other than earth shambara.

places that do not have strict guard such as bumishambara..

Then what about the fate of other groups who participate in rituals on earth shambara ?? the answer is, of course they only get a little.

under the pretext, "I did not succeed, but the bumishambara gave a gift of tresna for all of us, according to my promise, I will share equally." said Raymond at that time.

but in fact Raymond's life was the most prosperous compared to other colleagues.

some time after that..

Fabiyan felt there was something strange in him since the return from the last ritual of Borobudur temple first.

Fabiyan more often feel weak, even when praying is like lost spirit,

it's been almost a hundred days like this, I'd better see Mr. Yitno after the business here is done.

Fabiyan is currently still in Bali, his business partner invited to meet to discuss investment issues, he said,

yah.. Actually Fabiyan has a growing business while still an employee of the regional observation and cultural heritage agency.

After feeling that his business in the field of tourism transportation is getting established and stable, Fabiyan decided to resign from the observation hall.

now he is a transportation businessman who reaches the islands of Java and Bali.

after making a deal with investors, Fabiyane visited the residence sri ida begawan, I don't know his heart wants it like that.

The night after eating with the family sri ida begawan,

Fabiyan was sitting pensively on a large, flat, plate-shaped rock at the edge of the pond, out of nowhere the stone came from but Fabiyan always liked to sit there.

"Ngger.. What are you doing here alone ? is there anything to tell? " sri ida begawan said.

"Hhmm. There is something that I myself do not know yet, there is a void here." shows his chest.

"There is something that is definitely ngger, but you also want to suppress that feeling, if you have not found the answer then say show what to do, do not torture the body.. "

Sri ida Begawan gave time for Fabiyan to find calm in his residence, Almost before dawn but Fabiyan was still at home sitting cross-legged on a flat stone shaped slab.

A ray of dazzling light even though Fabiyan's eyes are still closed, at this time he just focused on finding the answer to his personal.

cnger...

The voice called out to Fabiyan,

Open your eyes good...

Feeling that the one being called was true to him, Fabiyan opened her eyes and was startled,

a woman, beautiful motherly, shady face with a smile line on her lips, wearing all-white clothes with a yellowish white sheen all over her body. Hair curled like a Javanese woman, the fragrance of lotus flowers blends sandalwood.

Even when he looked at her, he felt the serenity of the heart, who are you goddess ?

fabiyan said inwardly, but the figure understood and replied, "i am the answer to your uneasiness.. "

the figure that had floated now moved his legs and sat right to the left of Fabiyan, Fabiyan who was so stunned he was unable to move, saying that he wanted to shift his butt was difficult.

I've never met an ancestor like you, goddess..

they communicate through inner language, it can happen according to the will of each other. Because the matter of wigati should only be conveyed and heard directly by the concerned, the wind was not to hear their conversation.

an ancient philosophy, important things (wigati) should not be carelessly spoken, later licked lizard (spirit of evil spirits in charge of thwarting the wigati.). that's why the ancient Javanese always say, hold..

Enough of you and yourself who know.don't say things related to your personal desires with others, because the temptation will be more and more heavy for failure.

...Enough silence in yourself until all is accomplished...

Fabiyan then asked, does the mother goddess know what the ingsun is asking ??

that's why I'm here.. Your body is being prepared to receive a revelation, an ancestral revelation to be passed on by the sons of Wayah..

what revelation is that, goddess ? ingsun did not feel like he had the desire for such a thing, ingsun was just an ordinary human being who lived a proper life..

^^^batin Fabiyan while clenching his hands.. ^^^

meet your guide, tell him all he will clarify my words, I will be present to witness it, the ancestors will be witnesses of the revelation for you ngger..

ta. but... what revelation is that ??ingsun did not understand..

Not yet finished speaking, the figure of the woman smiled and then disappeared, like a ray that rose up into the sky.

as the roosters crowed, the day was already dawn that was why their conversation was interrupted.

Sighing deeply, Fabiyan decided to return to Java today. The sooner you get an answer, the more relieved you are.

Sri ida Begawan saw something in Fabiyan at breakfast,

"It looks like you've found the answer.. "

"a little ida, I still have to meet my guide to get a clearer answer.. "

"I feel like there's gonna be something good going on, hopefully the universe will bless you.. The astungkara "

"Suksma.. "

That day after finishing breakfast and meeting with the Sri ida Begawan family, Fabiyan returned home on a business class flight.

His heart churned unable to calm down before finding an answer.

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seriate..

This story is not entirely real, nor is it entirely hazy

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