Silence Cupu, It's the Queen
Chapter 68 What should I do

"A. I. I.." said Ratih who was still confused when the two are now sitting next to each other on the temple wall.

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"Tell me what makes you like this Ratih." Fabiyan said.

Ratih Prameswari only glanced at a glance, in him still rumbling trembling over the experience of meeting Rakai Pikatan directly just now.

"Om Fabiyan doesn't believe that we can change destiny ?" asked Ratih Prameswari blankly.

looking ahead for what...

"I believe that fate is bound to happen, even though we dodge another twist but will eventually find the same end.."

"like a tangled thread description, once deciphered we will find the same result.."

answer Fabiyan who does not understand what the question Ratih Prameswari.

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"What about you yourself ? believe not that Fate will bind to the end.."

ask Fabiyan next..

"I want to choose the option of not believing om, I don't want to live a sad destiny"

"even I would love to cut the connection of destiny, I want to be free from the bondage of the past.."

Said Ratih while looking at Fabiyan,

trying to find something through both Fabiyan's netra,

Rakai Pikatan.. Is it true that you live in this man's body ?

Instantly the necklace shook,

it means yes ..

***

Ratih Prameswari bowed lethargic..

I don't know what he's gonna do next..

Late last day is over at 20:00

"Let's go home." Fabiyan said

"om go home first, I still want to be here" said Ratih

"Where might I leave you alone Ratih.." landed back ass next to Ratih.

"Ratih.. What are you really doing here ?" finally, I ventured to ask,

"it is said that the main temple has a magical thick at night.."

the real Fabiyan word does not know whether the myth is true or not.

"I'm looking for answers... "

"an answer from the driver of this main temple "

ratih Prameswari said,

"You're curious about the figure of the main temple guard huh ?" asked Fabiyan to scout around

"that's how it is.."

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The two of them were in the courtyard of the main temple until late at night

Ratih Prameswari decided to go home, physically he was very tired

I need rest, I need sleep..

"I take Tih Tih. Don't ride your own bike !" fabiyan said when he saw Ratih appeared to approach his gowes bike.

"I want to ride a bike, om Fabiyan need not care too much !" take the bike away from the parking lot.

"Badish girl !!" yells Fabiyan

"What if he almost lost his life." muttered to himself while turning on his motor.

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Had Fabiyan not come on time when Ratih interacted with Rakai Pikatan can be ascertained yes, at this time Ratih Prameswari is no longer alive.

still remember earlier how Fabiyan saw Ratih in the dam sculpting with a blank look in the courtyard of the main temple of shiva graha.

At first just wanting to get to him made sure that Ratih was okay

but the situation was unexpected, though,

Ratih Prameswari collapsed with his eyes closed but the eyeballs moved.

Like someone who was asleep, but Ratih was just silent and sweating coldly.

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Fabiyan shook Ratih's body in hope that he would wake up soon.

but instead of opening his eyes, Ratih Prameswari's body is getting colder .

And suddenly silence does not breathe.

Fabiyan auto provides first aid as he learned in PMR first, pumping the chest part hoping the lungs will respond.

but failed..

finally Fabiyan gave further help with artificial respiration.

Almost cried when Ratih did not respond

but the hope of saving the life of a girl he loves keeps Fabiyan from giving up.

Until Fabian managed to resuscitate Ratih Prameswari..

***

Ratih Prameswari is in a state of not caring for himself..

still kekeuh penggowes the bike even though he himself realized his physique is too weak.

In ratih membatin sued the aweh uriip...

Bicycles without regard to the situation of crowded vehicles passing by.

Without Ratih prameswari realizing Fabiyan was quietly following from behind

keep a safe distance, because Fabiyan does not want Ratih Prameswari increasingly panicked to see him.

Does he hate me so much ??

batin Fabiyan when riding his motorcycle with a medium speed of 20 meters behind Ratih Prameswari.

A few hours ago he was almost lifeless, and now he seems to want to deliberately lose his life...

more worried about seeing Ratih who is rocking the bike too fast, or maybe even not pressing the brakes at all.

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But Ratih Prameswari can still return to mess safely and safely because of the protection of the supernatural guards he has.

Security within a ten-meter radius around Ratih Prameswari...

"You want to die heh ??" fabiyan said when he arrived at the mess along with Ratih Prameswari parked his bike.

"Even I don't care, why does Fabiyan care ??" said Ratih ketus.

His tired breath was seen once trying to cover him up.

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Walking hastily without regard for Fabiyan who was still following behind him..

"Om Fabiyan can stop following me !! " Relax the body

"Do you want me to scream right now ?? " look at the wrist watch that already shows almost midnight.

"I just want to make sure you get to the room safely Ratih." said Fabiyan who stood quietly before Ratih.

"Stop okay.. Don't follow me !! leave me alone ..." get back in the body again

then it passed quickly leaving Fabiyan who was sitting at the end of the hall.

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Ratih Prameswari immediately locked the door after entering the room

He's frustrated..

Sitting leaning against the door while clutching his head, he,

Gusti is unfair !! I hate all the destiny that surrounds me...

Ah !!!!!

Scream without a sound, then head for the bathroom

long shower under shower...

no matter his body was already shivering in the cold, Ratih Prameswari looked like a girl who was torturing herself

What should I do Gusti..

Ratih Prameswari cried, tears like reluctant to stop flowing,

along with the shower that increasingly makes Ratih Prameswari drown in frustration.

*I just want to be the woman I am, I can feel love

But why does every talk about love hurt my heart ?

Do I really have to live out my destiny as a miserable woman with the shackles of past karma ?

what am I supposed to do ?

mr... mother... What should your child do* ??

***

Not felt past midnight..

Prameswari immediately dried his body, put on clean dry clothes and slept with a blanket.

She was cold for too long under the shower, but she also didn't want to do anything,

just wanting to close my eyes, not thinking about anything ,

his brain was hot, his heart was hurting..

meeting Rakai Pikatan is not reassuring but it makes you worried.

***

Meanwhile Fabiyan was also pensive in his room..

he had not slept, his eyes still felt far out the window.

*I have to how ? if my purpose in life is to hate me, we haven't even tried to get to know each other..

Will I be able to resolve the karma charged at me ?

I thought it would be nice to meet Sri Pramodhawardhani's reunion

and yet..

it turns out that Ratih Prameswari keeps a sad impression on aoa that happened at that time...

Rakai Pikatan, you deserve to suffer* !!!

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seriate..

This story is not entirely real, nor is it entirely hazy

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