Silence Cupu, It's the Queen
Chapter 141 The dream..

That night the atmosphere felt quieter than usual, Ratih prameswari had just finished breastfeeding her son when the wall clock showed at two in the morning.

Ratih prameswari again tried to close his eyes, after making sure both his children fell asleep soundly.

In his dream Ratih prameswari met the late husband, brother Putra pratama who inexplicably appeared to arrive in a typical Javanese fashion,

Jarik and striated and blangkon, brother Putra pratama looks dashing, in the dream scene also Ratih prameswari wearing a similar but special Javanese clothing worn by women.

in the dream it appears that the brother of the son pratama invites Ratih prameswari to walk towards an altar, more precisely like the altar that is usually used by ancient people to hold weddings.

"Sister son.why bring me here." said Ratih prameswari, in his heart feel good to meet brother Putra as well as a nervousness..

"Ratih.. has someone waiting for you there, I will only lead you to your true destiny. "brother said calmly but firmly.

Bringing Ratih prameswari heart..

The atmosphere of the room that is made like an altar is quite beautiful, the dominant color is white and golden pastels, the decoration of the jasmine flower plants wrapped around each pole, the aroma of its distinctive fragrant fragrant..

When passing through a pool looks surprised Ratih prameswasri does not have a shadow where this place is..

The sound of an ancient musical instrument playing with a hammer gives off a distinctive sound that dayu..

goosebumps..

that is what is currently felt Ratih prameswari, her late husband appeared too dashing and real, wanted to feel squandered into the arms but could not..

In front of the altar there was already waiting for someone to turn his back, a figure that looked familiar yet not very clear in memory, who ??

"Sister Putra. what is it. don't let go of my hand." said Ratih prameswari tightened his grip on Pratama's son.

"Trainer.your destiny is waiting for you, come back to them, never forget me yes because I will always watch over you and our children.. "

Brother Putra Pratama held both shoulders Ratih prameswari, both their neutrals rested, Ratih prameswari feeling arrived cramped and unpleasant,

I'm not ready yet, aaaa...

Opening both eyes Ratih prameswari ngos bored, his breathing is irregular, the twisting lightness soaks his face.

Feeling not calm enough Ratih prameswari decided to wash his face, he tried to calm himself again, the clock on the wall still pointed to three o'clock past half an hour.

After washing his face Ratih lighted incense and then prayed to calm down, chanting the sleepiness of the tribe when it arrived the figure reappeared,

the figure who once also visited through my dreams, he sat near Ratih prameswari, listening to the sleepiness calmly.

While the distinctive aroma of the figure out dancing nari seduces the olfactory sense of Ratih prameswari to turn towards him.

But Ratih prameswari continued what he did without even opening his eyes,

Whoever you are, my heart is not calm yet so, wait or go..

Until the sound of cock crowing Ratih prameswari just ended his prayer session,

take a deep breath and then blow to the chest, take a deep breath again and then blow the palms and rub the shoots of the head to the back to the hands and feet.

Ratih prameswari still looked pensive in the room used for prayer earlier, his mind went back to the back..

is it time for me to get back tied up with Rakai ?? aaa why so quickly it feels like just yesterday I avoided dying even to the point of making a deal with the ancestors,

If he remembers about his karmic bond with Rakai Picatan, Ratih prameswari always felt unprepared, in him he felt he would never be ready to merge with Rakai senikatan, Rakai pictatan,

I don't know like an ingrained fear, sweet on the outside but inside later Ratih prameswari is afraid if at any time Fabiyan will behave like Rakai Mamrati,

Ratih had already accepted Fabiyan's presence without any conditions, but his heart was still keeping a distance, Fabiyan was a too good man, too, Ratih prameswari does not want if Fabiyan good all this time will change when he managed to get himself, he said,

Marriage with a loved one is sure to feel beautiful, but getting married because of the bond of destiny...

there is a fear, it is not hypocritical there are so many images of the past that make Raga Ratih prameswari traumatized, even though he has not yet mastered it but the shadow of failure has danced in his mind.

Didn't Rakai senikatan have met mbakyu Sanjivani. They have forgiven each other, right ? doesn't that mean that the karma of the two of them is done ?? they are living together now, right ?? then why are you still tying me ? is it necessary to force me to marry raga drip Rakai senikatan ?? can't everything keep going like this...

oekk...

The sound of crying baby boy disperse the daydreams of Ratih prameswari, Regih gashes everything and then returns to his room..

Exhaling lightly, as if gathering strength to face i..

Being a single parent is not easy, especially Rapih prameswari is an introverted type of independent woman..

always close yourself even to your father and mother..

Do not want to be troublesome.that is what Ratih always holds firmly in him.

As long as you can do it yourself, do not ask for help from others..

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Seriate..

This story is not entirely real, nor is it just..

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